My Lost Love @ MindSay

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I could cry,

Just to see your face,

Next to mine,

In our secret place.

My heart says no,

When my soul says yes,

To a love we had ages past.

Don't let me cry,

Over love long lost,

Lest I die from these scars,

Bleeding from my heart.

It Took Me A While To Figure Out How I Truly Felt About Me And You And I Discovered That I Love You More Than Anything And That Iam Not Just Physically Attracted To You But I Need You And Not In A Sexual Way But In A Way That Nobody Will Ever Really Know Only Few People Have Ever Felt This Way About A Love, I Hate It When You Feel Like Shit And You Seam Down And Out Ill Always Try And Cheer You Up. Because Of The Way I Feel Inside Iam Lost Without You, And If I Ever Lost You Id Probibly Die, Your My Life, My Love And My Whole Damn World.

i lost my sight of us ...

is there a future waiting?

you're made up of everything i've ever wanted

yet you keep contimplating

there's you and me

or theres we

i dont know which you're going to choice..

which is ripping me apart

i guess you say you love me

but theres also the possibility of lies

you'd think i wouldnt care

seein what i have

but sadly i do

pick if you want me

or this life is through

~ i have no more blood to bleed

Tormented soul cloaked in nightmarish dreams,
Cruel day, cruel night, devilish screams!
Your smell, your taste, your touch remembered,
Love's breadth of passion fitfully surrendered.

Shattered, lost, I'm shamelessly broken,
Guilty of love, your name rarely spoken!
Desperate passion stripped to the bone,
Night's naked emotion, frustrated alone.

Quietly, breathlessly, love waxes cold,
You are mine forever and ever to hold.
Ghostly character stealing my thoughts,
Imprisoned, burdened, sorrowed and wroth.

Needing and wanting, once lovers compelled,
Romance and kisses, my love you withheld?
Stirred embers emblazoned, stolen my heart,
Forsaken lost love made vain when apart.

Hauntingly tossed away, memories deceived,
Cherished forever and timelessly bereaved.
Afraid of forgetting, endearment's desire,
Rejected and scorned, my love died by fire.

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I'm so tired. I just want to sleep. This morning when I was taking my shower, I lost my balance twice. My ears are still shot. I didn't sleep well last night either. I'm glad it is friday. I just want to cacoon right now. I want a strong pair of arms to protect me from the world. Anyone know of a pair? I know of a pair I want but he's quite a bit of a distance away.

I know why I won't ever tell him. Kind of like my IB scores. I'm scared of rejection and with him, it's almost a gaurentee failure. Besides, he's my childhood love. I want to mature. I love the story of Diana and Cole but I believe I rather have the story of Whitney and Clayton or maybe not rather but that is what I'll get. So Life.

I just Died in your arms tonight.

Cor.