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Dixie currently feels:

 Neutral

 

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Ah, it's been a long time.

Blog, I have neglected you so.

 

 

So, the last time I blogged was exactly a week ago.

So what eventful has happened this past week?

 

- Well, I've completed Parappa The Rapper. I still need to get the 'cool' ranking on level 6 before I can unlock the bonus level. - Which is hard, because the music of level 6 is really hard to follow.

 

I don't know if it's my eyes - but my font looks weird today.

It doesn't look right...

 

 

Oh well, we'll cope. It's Arial red, it's supposed to be my font, anyway.

 

 

Through the week at school, it's only been revision, because the exams are starting this Friday with the first one.

My first one is in a week's time - and then I have three weeks of exams.

 

 

One thing though, I've got out of my depressional spiral.

I'm not harming every day like I was.

I'm not crying as much.

 

I seem to be crying more and more as I get older.

Maybe that's just the stress adding to things.

 

 

And I've made up my friendships with both Stephen and Claire - we were all sat together today in the library talking - poking pencils through a pear, before we lobbed it at Carl, and it shattered all over the place.

 

- And we got shouted at for that, too.

 

 

Then I started licking my hand, because it tasted nice, and Pips was filming me really close up on her phone - and it looks really pornographic and wrong.

She's threatened to put it on YouTube - but if she does, I'll kick her teeth in. :)

 

I walked home with Pips and Miraan - and I ate some leaves off the trees.

 

I wish I hadn't though, because I've got an upset stomach now.

I've had to use the bathroom twice, so far - but the first time, the spicy salaminis I ate last night sorta repeated on me. - How it burned, and how I whined.

 

The leaves were horrible - the green ones all got stuck in my teeth, and Miraan moaned at me because I kept spitting.

I wasn't spitting AT him though!

 

 

Adam stayed over on Saturday just passed.

 

I have this little water game I won in a 2p machine in Southend, and I took the plug off the back, and I went to flick it at him, but it never came out.

So he got it off me, cornered me in the gap between my bed and the wardrobe and poured it on my face.

I was sad.

 

 

Then he kept getting me with the water pistol I stupidly filled up.

 

 

Either way - I watched him get right to the final area on Resident Evil 3 - we decided to start again, seeing as how we knew where everything was this time.

 

He's left it here, in my PS1, and I wanna play it. but I'm scared. :)

 

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Today's song lyrics:

 

Only This Moment - Royksopp

 

 Forces within me, makes reason with lust...
But I try to accept it and not think it works...
Because I know I might lose you by taking the chance...
But love without pain isn't really romance...

Only this moment... (Holds us together)...
Close to perfection... (Nothing is out there)...
Always beside us... (Trusting my senses)...
Deep down inside... (I know I will survive)...

 

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Well, it looks like it has been a pretty long time since I last posted. I will be moving soon [aah the life of being in the army, always moving] and that move is coming up pretty soon, though I have no dates. Hopeing that it will be in the beginning of June, but I have learned if you hope for stuff in the army they tend to give the opposite. This is just one more step getting closer to home back in the states. 8 more months till home and I can't way, really counting down the months.

It's official now: Dave is in, and Geoff is out.

 

Dave moved into my mom's house over the weekend, and at the same time my brother moved out and into a house with his girlfriend.

 

That's a whole lot of moving.

 

I drove up Friday night to help by emptying out my old dresser, because Geoff and Brittany would be using it for their guest room. And boy, am I the biggest packrat alive. I had stuff in there going back to seventh grade - papers, notes, a ton of photos, toys from kids meals, etc. Needless to say, most of it went into trash bags or into the yard sale pile.

 

The actual moving part started at 8:00 a.m. Saturday morning. We drove over to Dave's and began loading some of his bigger items into the truck, including an approximately 850 lb. safe and about the same amount of weight in meat. I swear, that man has enough frozen meat to feed a third world country. And I'm not exaggerating.

 

After loading Dave's stuff, we drove back to Mom's, unloaded most of it, and then loaded more stuff of Mom's that would be going to Geoff's new place. This included my dresser, my daybed, the big ass TV and stand, and a couch. Then we drove to Geoff's and unloaded everything.

 

Whew.

 

And I'm completely jealous of my brother's house, especially the kitchen and the sheer amount of space (it's a 3-bedroom). But really, it's a nice place; brand-new carpet and paint throughout and the kitchen had recently been remodeled. It's a nice starter home for them, and I hope it'll bring them lots of happy memories.

 

By the end of Saturday, we were all beat. Mom, Dave, and I ordered Chinese and rented "Gone Baby Gone" for the night, and that was all she wrote. And boy was it ever nice to be able to sleep in a room with a door at my Mom's. :)

 

I got back to WC at around 2:00 p.m. on Sunday afternoon, and relaxed for a bit before heading to NJ for dinner with my aunt, uncle, and cousins. So that was a nice ending to a busy weekend.

 

Now it's back to the grindstone at work this week. Hopefully everything will go according to plan with my proposal and I won't be super-stressed out... but then again we all know how that usually goes...

 

 

iFeel:  tired

iTunes: "It's Your Love," Tim McGraw and Faith Hill

I burn with desire for you but ur feelings remain untrue So move on is what I must do I just can't hold on to you You've given me no reason to believe That ur heart and ur love I will achieve I'll cry for now, but move on I must I might find somebody, I just have to trust that life will unfold as I hope it will be so I will have love and a lady for me Goodbye my friend, it's been fun You've got what u wanted we are finally done

So here are the pics of my apartment. Kinda messy, but still working on unpacking stuff I bring from my parents' place when I visit them. The bed set (comforter, shams, and skirt), I bought from JC Penny for $12.64 and it was originally $160! Score!