Mom And Dad @ MindSay

There's not much to talk about I guess. Although there is a little something. My parents nearly got divorced and have been separated for the past 7 months. They went through much of the divorce process before my Dad decided that he didn't want to go through with it. Or rather my Mother gave him a second chance to try to set things right. My parents both want to try to make this thing work out. They're going to go through marriage counseling and my Dad is going to go through counseling of his own because he has a lot of problems of his own. I kinda hope they get back together but it'll be strange to see them together knowing they've been apart for so long.

This is all started when my Dad started to act strangely. Happened just before I decided to move out. I noticed that his behavior was becoming worse and I started to become indifferent to him. (My Dad and I never really had that good of a relationship anyway. We've always been like total opposites of each other). After I finally moved out, my Mom calls me up and tells me that my Dad bought a house in a rural area of Corydon, Indiana and he was moving his stuff out. I couldn't really believe what I heard and then when I went over to my Mother's house to pick up some mail I saw the truth with my own eyes. My Dad really left her. I looked in the garage and it was completely empty. All of his gun safes in the house were gone. He even took the washer and dryer.

After he moved out, my Dad had gone completely silent for a while. My Mom told me he didn't want to talk to anyone. For a while, he only spoke to my Mom until she filed for the divorce. My Dad didn't call me much but I didn't care to begin with. Like I said before, me and my Dad don't really talk to each other that much. But it's not something that ever really bothered me at all. (I've always been a quiet person). He called me to say Happy Birthday though. That was nice but I didn't really feel anything, though that's probably because I'm not expressive.

So, it's been a few weeks ever since he called and my parents have decided to try to make this work. They've been married for 27 years now. Honestly, I'd hate to see it end so I'm glad they're going to try to get help. But if things don't work out then it was probably for the better. Either way, something is going to happen. Just have to wait and see. 

Something serious has been happening all week. This is a part of my life that i dont not mention on my blog. now, i'm not going to hide it anymore. My dad is an alcoholic abuser, He beats my mom. my mom is verbal abusive. alot of types of abusiveness. well, they've been doing crack in my basement and a drug dealer comes to our house. we've figured this a while ago that the guy "The Man" was a drug dealer. well, me and my sisters went to grandmas after school on monday and told her alot of things about our life that my mom had told us over the years "dont tell grandma.." grandma and my aunt had suspected things been going on. well, on tuesday my grandma got custody of us and we dont have our stuff, clothes anything here. we cant go home and get them without being escorted and i think we may get them maybe saturday. not sure. anyways, yesterday was our last day at the school we've been going all our lives. i've been holding alot of things in all week. i miss Josh and all my friends like crazy. today we were at the new school. i mean we only got 4 months left of high school. so its okay. today was pretty sucky. the education there sucks and classes are screwy and the most people in a classroom is like 5-8 people. its soo small. maybe once we get to know people and get use to our classes maybe it'd all work out. but for right now, i'm having a break down over all these changes this week. i mean we're in great care at grandmas and i love her soo much. so i'm more happy but i'm like 20 minutes away from my friends. but my friends dont hang out with me so thats what sucks cause i know no one is ever gonna probably talk to me or even want to hang with me if they never wanted to when i was right near everyone. but i've been through alot. and i need to hold on to Jesus right now and everything is gonna be okay. i'm just stressed thats all.

Hello friends, am currently @ french fry hell.

Will be until 10. I am on my break.

ALmost killed Brad today.

I stopped at the end of my driveway to call my dad.

I got off the phone, and started to move and saw big gold van( his grandparents) coming at me. SO I almost pulled out in front of him.

I waved. He didn't.

What a prick.

 

Seriosly.

 

Today is his birthday.

So happy birthday brad.

You dick.

 

What bad is sometimes I really miss him.

 

Oh!

Tuesday is court date for mom and dad. I am glad that I get to talk about what I want to happen for custody.

But i am kinda pissed because I have to leave school after sixth period. And even though the absence will be excused, it will still be an absence.

blah.

kinda makes me angry.

Well gonna go.

Ciao,

Mariah

Hell should be beginning once again. Dad filed for divorce from mom on wednesday. They can't agree on fucking anything. It is so irritating.

Everyone needs to grow up.

If I had my way, none of my siblings would live with my mom until she gets rooted somewhere. I hate having everything up in the air.

She bribes everyone. I wonder how she gets by.

Seriously, if you were getting a F*ing divorce, wouldn 't you try and conserve money?

No. Mom doesn't. She goes and buys my 2 brothers, and my NINE YEAR OLD SISTER cell phones.

And gets high speed freaking internet, and cable t.v. Does anyone else think this is retarded?

That is just about 200 dollars she could be using to by stuff they need.

ANd guess what happened, Mattea ran up the bill...

I don't think she has actually paid for the house she is in yet.

Besides, when we were a family, before she ripped it all apart, we were never able to have cell phones, or high speed. No one needed them, and we couldn't afford them before.

She is a f*ing hipocrite.

Grrr...

I wish it was all done with.

Whatever.