Exactly how much ignorance goes into hate? stupidity? jealousy? rage? we all experience these emotions at one time or another in our lives, there are those of us that are unlucky enough to experience more than one at a time. No matter what we are feeling, we shouldn't be ignorant to the fact that our actions are like ripples in a pond. sooner or later they are going to affect someone else, if not immediately. i plan on trying very hard to find other ways to relieve stress in 2009. I have realized that it is unhealthy to harbor all of these emotions without a means to vent them. not only unhealthy for me, but for my kids as well. just this morning dj and randy were fighting over brody (a green monster from some crazy show called "yo gabba gabba") i told randy to drop it and go find a ball to trade off with him (dj is overly fascinated with balls) instead he picks up his remote to his toy car and throws it at dj's head. so, one band-aid, one time out, a snack and then naptime later the reality hit me of what happened. my biggest flaw really is the fact that when i get angry, i throw things. sure i pass it off as a joke, but if the small appliances in my house had thought bubbles, when i got mad, thier bubble would be something like "holy shit! don't pick me, don't pick me!" or "crap, the bald one just put me back together!" true, i have to be REALLY angry to throw something, and most of the time, that anger is directed towards my ex. (and he truly deserves every crack in the head that i give him) but that doesnt change the fact that it has made an impact on the little ones. ive noticed lately around here at mindsay that there are a few ignorant ones among us. and though it is thier right to opinion and expressing themselves. I strongly dislike the ripples that are screwing with my pond. and that of my closest friends. people talk about leaving mindsay because its not what it used to be and the jerks are taking over or at least making many people miserable. but i thought that we had administrators that kept stuff like that from happening. what is the point of moderators if they dont do anything about it? or does it have to get really bad in order to be noticed? oy! maybe im not making any sense and this post has gone in a completly different direction than i intended so with that i think i will go start dinner.
Sorry guys, I've been kinda loaded lately. I was able to accomplish three months of blogging here in MindSay everyday. However, my blog seems to be shooting blanks, since I mainly blogged privately to myself or to the " High security Level" network category.
I will make more attempts to post more to the public for the upcoming second quarter (November 2007, December 2007 and January 2008). I might even bring back the 90's Song of the Day, just to have content.
My agenda has been overwhelmed with priorities that keeps on coming. So here's a "heads up" for everyone: - Thursday, November 1, 2007: Working ALL DAY, from 5:30am to 5:15pm (Routed to SE Houston in the afternoons). Happy Birthday to "my Damsel! - Friday, November 2, 2007: Working Around the Clock, that's from 5:30am to 12:30am of Nov. 3rd. I've done it before, and I need the money. - Saturday, November 3, 2007: I'm going to the Texas Renaissance Festival, but I don't think I can camp out overnight. - Sunday, November 4, 2007: At 7:30am, Uyoku and I will be going to my church (St. Laurence Catholic Church). Then at 10:00am, we are going to her church. I'm getting good at understanding Spanish. ;)
Forum Moderators, please keep an eye on the forums for me. You know now to alert me if any problems arise. Junk any spam you can junk. And for the obvious reasons that you find reportable posts in a forum you don't moderate, and the moderator of that forum just doesn't know their duties (we know who these dimwits are...), simply report them.
Admins, I need a co-global mod, someone who has at least 2400 forum posts, moderating experience, and knows how to work phpBB.
Other than that....
Here's my problem. I go to work very early, like at 5:30am. By the time I get home at around 11:45am or 12:00pm, I eat lunch, and then I get sleepy. I try to take 20 minute powernaps, but I end up sleeping for 6 hours. I wake up at night, wide awake, and can't go back to sleep until like 2:00am. Do I have a sleeping problem?
I know, my ideal sleep schedule, I should sleep at 8:00pm or 9:00pm to get a good night sleep. But during the afternoons, I can fight off the sleepiness, but that doesn't mean I will always win... ZzzzzZzzzzz
Does anyone here use Nextel / Boost?
I just saw Requiem for a Dream. BRILLIANT! And I give it three thumbs up my veins!!!
Requiem for a Dream trailer
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High security Level" network category. 
