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Why dont they get it?

Why cant my NCOs get that I DONT WANT TO BE ONE!!! I am ok with being just an E-4 right now. I have no want or need to be an NCO at all. I am not ready for more pressure then I already have on me. Hell I already cant handle the little bit that is put on me. Why not let other guys who WANT that go to the WLC school.. why is it when I say NO I dont want to do that and NO I dont want a packet put in for a promotion they say o well you are doing it anyways... I dont think I am going to sign the packet though when it is done.. I mean yes they will be mad but they cant force me to fucking write my name on it.. I DONT want to be an NCO right now. I will get there. I WILL be one and when I am one I will do a great job at it and I will have my shit down tight like it should be.. not like it is right now. Right now I dont know my own job, I dont know the facts that EVERY member of the Army should know.. simple stuff on your weapon and fuck I will admit at time I am even weak on my rank structure. Which is very sad.. Why cant they just leave me alone to do the job they gave me at the mometn and let me be. I HATE being forced to do things. I hate being told to be motivated because it just makes me not want to do shit..  yes that is the little rebel in me that is still not done fighting and I hope he never does.. but god damn it.. I DONT want it...


That is it.. LAter



just some bitching and update in there too
I am still a slut first of all. I wont bother saying I dont want to be one because if is just who I am. I LOVE sex and I love to give women pleasure. Why amd I saying this first off? Becuase it is one of the things that has beenon my mind lately. Ok so most people know that I have taken interest in a girl that pretty much goes against everything I have ever said that I would be with.. well I had dated a girl like her before but that was a different set up we both knew it.. anyways back to this girl She kicks ass plain and simple and I like her and she knows that. Like always with me when it comes to girl she does not want to go beyond what we are not what I guess would be good friends or somethign like that.. or maybe a little step above.. or.. fuck I dont know what we are really...I just know we are not dating and I dont even think I could say I am seeing her.. which seeing some one in my opinion does not mean anything really... (I think you can se many people as long as all parties know you are seeing other people.. it is when you are dating some one when you date that one and only person unless some agreement has already been put in place that state other wise)...but yeah I just... I am sick of one part of being a slut. The rejection. Yeah a lot of my guys friends are not getting me at all when I say this stuff because they know that yes I go through dry spells of like a month or two at times but over all I usually am getting a littel something something from some chick. The sex is not what I mean for rejectyion. I am talking this.... I meet girls and start to spend time with them or talk to them here or there. They like me and make it obvouse and I make sure they can tell I like them.. I usually just say I do because I am blunt liek that.... but anyways so a good amount of the time we end up in a bed having some fun.. this is one thing I pride myself on because as most of my friends now I love having sex and giving a women I care for pleasure. I try very very hard to get at the top of a girls best sex ever list and since I am cocky when it comes to sex as well I will say that normally I can if not get it get close to there top partner... (at this point I have had several girl ask me how am I single and that they def want to keep me around)... anyways after then we continue to hang out... this is when shit goes wrong and I never really know why.... Tehy always end up just saying they want me as a friend.. like most of them dont just tell me, they just play old trick of talking to me in a freind way about some other guy that they are interested in. That way hurts teh most actually. I really do like it when they just flat out say "I am sorry bob but I just cant see us lasting that long if we did get together" and leaving it at that. Then there are those girls that I acutally have to say to them not to worry about it and I get the hint and it is all good.. I have yet to have one tell me that I was worng and that they were sending me those signs.. most just say ok thanks I was worried you were going to be mad or somethign like that.... ok yeah I know this is not much of an update and more of a ramble but o well lol.. anyways I just dont get what it is about my personality that makes me great for a while but crap in the long run of things. For the last Two year since I left a girl who loved me completly over stupid money reason I have yet to find a girl that want to stick around.. woops scratched that there was one that did but I dont want to get into that mess... but yeah.. just dont get it at all. Well at the moment where I am at in life I can see why I cant get one but still.(I am talking about me leaving for 18 months in June).... ok anyways that is enough bitching for now...o yeah and to do the rap up of all that. I am a slut because I start to like chicks to fast and sleep with them and they like to start to like me but for some unknown reason start to not like me like that even faster... anyways on with the update


So life is going ok. I have drill this weekend and that should be a lot of fun. NOT! It is a bunch of paper work for my deployment. O well it has to be done so I may as well get use to doing it because with me doing the job I will have over there I will have a lot more of it to do every day. Yeah I have to go see the dentist for that on Wed too. If I have anything wrong with my teeth I will get it fixed for free lol.. I always like free. I still hate my jon but o well for that. I only have a month left thanks GOD!!! I would have had a new job probably by now but I mean what is the point to find out and then say by for pretty much two years right after I start to get use to it and all ya know?.... ok so yeha I know that is not much of an update and more of just a really big long bitchy session of me.. well bitching.. but that is it so ttyal...

Sign me up

Sadly, the media has been rather quiet on the homefront about this. I wonder if the 'religious' right started to letter-writing campaign to silence the publishing of such things. Ladies and gentlemen, American Morality - Version II:

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O beautiful for spacious skies,
For amber waves of grain,
For purple mountain majesties
Above the fruited plain!
America! America!
God shed his grace on thee
And crown thy good with brotherhood
From sea to shining sea!

O beautiful for pilgrim feet
Whose stern, impassioned stress
A thoroughfare for freedom beat
Across the wilderness!
America! America!
God mend thine every flaw,
Confirm thy soul in self-control,
Thy liberty in law!

O beautiful for heroes proved In liberating strife.
Who more than self the country loved
And mercy more than life!
America! America!
May God thy gold refine
Till all success be nobleness
And every gain divine!

O beautiful for patriot dream
That sees beyond the years
Thine alabaster cities gleam
Undimmed by human tears!
America! America!
God shed his grace on thee
And crown thy good with brotherhood
From sea to shining sea!

O beautiful for halcyon skies,
For amber waves of grain,
For purple mountain majesties
Above the enameled plain!
America! America!
God shed his grace on thee
Till souls wax fair as earth and air
And music-hearted sea!

O beautiful for pilgrims feet,
Whose stern impassioned stress
A thoroughfare for freedom beat
Across the wilderness!
America ! America !
God shed his grace on thee
Till paths be wrought through
wilds of thought
By pilgrim foot and knee!

O beautiful for glory-tale
Of liberating strife
When once and twice,
for man's avail
Men lavished precious life !
America! America!
God shed his grace on thee
Till selfish gain no longer stain
The banner of the free!

O beautiful for patriot dream
That sees beyond the years
Thine alabaster cities gleam
Undimmed by human tears!
America! America!
God shed his grace on thee
Till nobler men keep once again
Thy whiter jubilee!


On Being a Bad Dictator
Let me start off by de-fanging the word "Dictator." There is nothing inherently evil with the word or idea behind being a dictator. Many great cultures have been ruled by dictators and monarchs. In essence, a dictator is just a leader who says to his people, "My job requires me to do things which I cannot, in any effective capacity, do while staying within the law. I'm going to need to be, for the forseeable future, above the law". He rules over a government of men, rather than a government of laws.

The only problem with becoming a dictator is that it has to be done just right. Now, I have no great head for history, but it seems to me that these things have a certain logical progression. There are certain people who don't want a new dictator, and so, a new dictator has to remove that resistance right from the start. It works like this:

1) Military leader comes to town, and sees that he has the biggest military strength in the area.
2) Military leader disarms the people as best he can, by telling them that they will be safer if his army is the only one with weapons.
3) Military leader declares himself above the law.
4) NOW THIS IS IMPORTANT - Military leader disbands all other forms of government, and kills or exiles any people who followed the old government.

Without that fourth step, you're just some guy who can still be prosecuted by the previous government. That step is absolutely critical in solidifying your rule.

So, when a story comes out that says, "George Bush okay's warrentless wiretaps" Congress decides to send a message to Bush by refusing to continue the Patriot Act. In response, Bush says that he did allow the wiretaps, and that he'll do it again. This, in essence, is step three. The president has stated that he's above the law, and not even worried about it.

But he missed step four. Right after saying that he'd continue to allow the illegal wiretaps, Bush should have dissolved the House and Senate, exiled or executed any congressman who resisted, and disbanded the federal court in favor of a national military courtmartial system.

Without step four, he's only a guy who says he is above the law. Like the one crazy guy every year who says he's not going to pay taxes, because income tax is unconstitutional. In those situations, the IRS usually slaps the guy down. Should Bush expect less?

Without disbanding our government, Bush runs the risk of being impeached, or worse, voted out of office by the representative democracy that gave him power in the first place.

I'm not trying to demonize Bush for declaring himself our new monarch. I'm just saying he needs to finish the job. What's the point of being the leader of the worlds most powerful military, and being above the law, if you're not going to declare yourself king for life?

The God Force

This rant was a longtime coming...

Recently, it has been drawn to our attention that the United States Air Force has become Christian.

Effective immediately, all Aircraft designations will now be changed to "JC". For example, a F-14 Tomcat will now be the JC-14 "Missonary", carrying a full compliment of "Christ's retribution missiles" and air-to-ground "Jesus loves you" bombs.

Those who cannot be converted will obviously die so we can show our love for them.

Seriously though, the Air Force has gone completely whack these past few years, and unfortunately, reflects the knee-jerk reaction of the rest of the geniuses who think it will be a good idea if we become a true "Christian" nation.

"This included pressuring cadets to undertake religious instruction and proselytizing by faculty members in the classroom. In one instance, cadets who declined to attend chapel after dinner were marched back to their dormitories by upperclass cadet staff in what was dubbed a "Heathen Flight.""

Well, I don't know about you, but if I signed up to defend my country and then was called a "heathen" because I didn't follow your nonsense, I'd probably burn the entire academy to the ground.

Here's some more:

"Among the allegations are that cadets are frequently pressured to attend chapel and take religious instruction, particularly in the evangelical Christian faith; that prayer is a part of mandatory events at the academy; and that in at least one case a teacher ordered students to pray before beginning their final examination.

The report said it found that non-Christian cadets are subjected to "proselytization or religious harassment" by more senior cadets; and that cadets of other religions are subject to discrimination, such as being denied passes off-campus to attend religious services."

And this one is the best:

"In another instance, the commandant of the academy, Brig. Gen. Johnny Weida, a born-again-Christian, drew fire from at least one student who said the general put God in front of the Constitution in a speech to students.

The student who filed the complaint noted that as a member of the military one first swears allegiance to the Constitution and then to God."

Likewise, these evangelicals are responding how they usually like to - by turning it around and claiming they are the victims of some "witch-hunt" and how we are actually discriminating against THEM. Isn't that funny how born-again's take the same page of deceit from the Republican neo-con bag of filth?

I know, I know. It's a great idea if we fight this radical fundamentalist Muslim faith by becoming a strict Theocracy ourselves, so no longer will this be a war against terror, but a CRUSADE of glorious proportions! Think of the conversions, and wiping out faith after faith because we believe we're right!

Once we lose our religious neutrality in this country, we'll have lost everything that we stand for.

Those of you who still think it's a good idea - well, perhaps it is time to take your head out of your ass and come back to reality.


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