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i went to longs today, (yesterday i only had time to go to the pet store before going back to my place n then going to J's), they didn't have what i wanted, but Safeway had it. i also stopped @ the taco place Ricos Tacos first n had a burrito. omg, i forgot how much i love their food n now i just want more mexican food, lol. yeah, i'm a crappy mexican, i know. :P but i also went by campus first n sure enough, all the computer labs were closed. however, shortly after i left my house i sent Kim a text telling her how to reset the router if the internet wasn't working, n i didn't get a response but i guess she did it because its working now, lol. (she wasn't home when i left n e way) when i came back i just kinda sat on my ass. i need to call the landlady n fix my iPod, but i'm lazy when it comes to the iPod n the new landlady is so nice that now i feel bad asking her about moving out, lol. plus, Kim made our living room look pretty, lol. yeah i know, in about a week she'll do something that pisses me off to the point that that's not good enough n e more, but for now its ok. n i do need to call her for emo jimmy. its already been a few days from when i told him i would do it, n its better that i do it eventually than not at all, cuz u never know. maybe it wouldn't be so bad to move out...its just that now i live on route to J's appartment n he's single again now n is apparently still interested in seeing me, lol. kinda hurt that he didn't want at least one more fuck before he went to sleep, but i was also really tired, too, so i can understand.
but yeah, Gabby called me shortly after i got home today so once i publish this i'm gonna get dressed n walk over there, (i just took a shower. kinda sad that i showered for that boy yesterday n he didn't see me again, lol. :P) n we're all gonna try to get fucked up n have a good time. i don't have that strong n horrible gut feeling like i did when i first got back after having that nightmare, but i'd appreciate n e prayers for my safety. <3 but yeah, i said i'd be there between 7:00 n 8:00 (6:51 now) n i told Gabby i'd tell her about my New Years when i got there, lol. i hope she doesn't make n e more jokes about how me n that boy should date, especially not now, lol. damn it, i really wish i didn't have to keep us fucking a secret, but oh well. in a way it is kinda fun, hehe. laterz.:)
We are sitting at the table, I'm noshing on a quesadilla, when Drea leans over and says "I just realized I'm at least ten years old than everyone at that table." I fake cried for a minute, being a year older than her, then replied "Well, I've got a car, and a checking account.....and I can buy beer."
... I don't think that I could fake another hollow smile....
So... yesterday ended up being fairly lame. Lindsy bailed on me for the rave, so I spent saturday night at home. At least we went out to sushi. That was kinda nice. :) I reeeeally like the Wednesday Roll. It has fried shrimp and cream cheese in it. Yum. <3 I told Trevor to call me and give me some people to drive to the rave because I wanted to go soooo bad, but he didn't pull through.
So far today has been quiet. I really wanted to go to Mexican for lunch, so we went to Chevys even though I wanted to go to this whole in the wall place in the old downtown part. >.< But noo... we didn't. Chevys really sucked, usually I like chevys, but it was fricken bad service and bad food.
Then we went to the Raley's that was right by the Chevys, did some grocery shopping. Unexpected blast from the past happened. Aaron Cappen was bagging my groceries. He was this ass from Jr. High that found out my mom died (he listened in on Kar and I talking) and told these girls who hated me, who told everyone and ruined my year. Anyways. He turned into an ugly mother fucker. He was ugly then, but it was just 15 year old awkward boy ugly. Now he has hella deep acne and yuck. He kept trying to get me to look at him, kept looking at at me and shit. Just wanted to slap him right there.
Anyways, now I'm here. Relaxing. I should do wash. I put all my panties and socks into my hamper. :)
..... a spider web and I'm caught in the middle....
Okay... soooo... Tuesday I got my snow tires taken off, I did some other stuff, but I don't remember.
Wednesday I saw my sugar daddy. He took me to the me to the mall, I got three very sexy shirts. One is brown with a cut out in the front and back, it looks cute with jeans. The second shirt is a halter top that has knife pleats and the neck tie is metal. It's this beautiful ocean blue color and very sparkly. The third is a speghetti strap top that is very flowly. It's cream, sparkly, has some squiens and ties in the back. All were $44... so it was 132, but he had a military discount, so 128.
Thursday Lindsy dropped off Heidi (her toy snauzer) and I dogsat her for the day. In the morning I was still sleepy so she and I slept together, she laid right on the curve of my butt and lower back. Then I got up when my dad got home and he likes Heidi. He was playing with her, giving her pieces of turkey and just petting her. He said "Give me two months to get you better and then we'll think about something else" ie a DOG!! That'd be sweet. Then I picked up Karleen from school, we went and got some lunch at this hole in the wall mexican place that was pretty good. Then we checked out Independence high school, and then went to Old Navy, I got four shirts. I dropped her off because she had dance. Went home, filled out paper work for Independence, then my dad and I washed my car. We went to 24 hour fitness and got resigned up, also I got a personal trainer.
Highlight of my day was the night. Mike (my ex from 3 years ago) and I decided we wanted to do something. So at 8:45 I go downstairs and ask my dad.
me: Can I go to a movie?
dad: Sure. With who?
me: Mike
dad: Mike who?
me: Mike J
dad: Mike you dated when you were 14? You're 17, I guess you can choose want you want to do.
me: Thanks dad, I appreciate it.
So we went and saw Fun With Dick and Jane, he paid for both of us, it was pretty funny. Afterwards we went to his truck. O=) I gave him head, he fingered me and made me cum, then we cuddled, then I gave him head again, then he fingered me and made me cum again. :D:D Then we cuddled. For a long time. Movie got out at like 11pm. I gave him a nice long back rub, worked out a knot in his back. After that we cuddled and talked. We missed each other. I got hom at 1:15am. :D
I'm going to the gym now.
.... and they're talking it to me.....
Yesterday I didn't go to school until 11am. I went and talked to the counselor, he and I get along. Down to earth. I didn't think I was upset about the colonoscopy, but once I started talking... I just started crying. Which felt good. The rest of the day went well.
Rundown of today
Chemistry- Notes
US History- Video on westward expansion
Poetry- Poetry reading
Earth Science- notes
Fashion Design- Worked on my perfume bottle
Word and Power Point- Finished my jeapordy game.
Internship- Nada, skipped out early.
It snowed today. I got home, had let the dogs out and got a call from Billings. The results of my colon biopsy came back, and I have Colitis. It's similar to crohn's; crohns affects the body anywhere from the mouth to the anus, and Colitis affects only the colon. So... they're mailing me a slip for a prescription and some information. I called my dad, he was in a meeting, so I called Tara and told her, but she had to go, then I called my sister, she had to go, I called my brother Brian, he talked for a bit then had to go, but called me back. Tara called me back and planned to meet me for mexican. Then my dad called back finally, so I told him what was up and gave him the website www.mayoclinic.com for him to look it up. Ate dinner with Tara, came home, watched Degrassi. Dad called back, we talked about meds, and going to a dietician. Which now is good, because at least I have somewhere to start from with a dietician instead of just saying "hey, I'm sick". Ya know?
Watched the season finale of Degrassi and South of Nowhere, Yes! The drama <3
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