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| Brace yourselves for a low blow, tough guy. Nipples remind us that gender is anything but clear-cut, especially in utero. Whatever your sex, everyone starts off as a woman For the first several weeks a developing embryo follows a "female blueprint," from reproductive organs to nipples. Only after about 60 days does the hormone testosterone kick in (for those of us with a Y chromosome), changing the genetic activity of cells in the genitals and brain. But by then those mammary papillae aren't going anywhere. |
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With this information we can come to some conclusions. What we have had preached to us for thousands of years has been a lie. First of all we live on a planet of 'females' , that any who would want to come to this planet must do so through a female, even the gods must be born through a woman. That the stories told us, that even the bible tells us that 'male' was created first is an out right lie. In the bible it states that the Elohim (the family of Gods) created humankind, and called them ADAM, and this Adam was both male and female in one body, and that Elohim put this Adam to sleep and separated the male from the female AT THE SAME TIME and then Adam was called the male and Eve the mother of all living the female. This Elohim was Male and Female and it was by WISDOM 'the female aspect of the Elohim' that was creative principle that gave birth too, that created all that is in the material world. In the bible, Yahweh calls His people His wife, and His church His bride. It states in Genesis that man was told to leave his mother and father and cleave to his wife, the wife was not told to leave her parents. It was through the Mothers line that we are to trace our roots, for it was the Mothers that we knew we came from, and up to just recently the 'real' father was not a sure thing.
The 'penis' is for urination and propagation, whereas the clitoris is for PLEASURE ONLY, what we women have been told for eons, was that the clitoris comes from the penis, when science tells us that it is the other way around, that if it wasn't for hormones the penis would have stayed a clitoris! Because of these lies in these religions of Judism, Christianity and Islam, women have been held in bondage, veiled , and treated as a second rate creation and told that Man is in God's image and that women were created for the man and that she is in man's image and not our Creator, well that is a damn outright lie! Man and Woman were created in our Mother/Fathers image, and its time that women take the veils off, and the shackles and revel in the FACT that we are created in our Creators image! Well not until the end, but it was Elohim that spoke that we are in their image as if we already were this will happen in our future, we are now in the process of becoming..............
In the beginning it was Shekinah/Sophia the Wisdom of Elohim that created all that there is, for it was THROUGH WISDOM THAT THE HEAVENS AND THE EARTH WERE CREATED............how awesome is that! We no longer have to accept what religions spur out their mouths. We can have direct access, and that is a good thing.
blessed be
shalom
My Exact Description
I'm 35 yrs. of age/ born on 09/24/1972,/SWM/5'9"/I weigh in at 255 LB/Short blk. hr. - Army Ranger-styled crew cut/Clean-shaven/Big brn. eyes/wear size 13 boots/dress casually/Have lightly tanned skin/Wear glasses, with black frames/I have roundish facial features.
I normally get around with a silver "Mongoose-Blackcombe" silver, dual suspension mountain bike & bike trailer in tow, to pull my groceries, or just plain old bike tools, when I go out riding. I'm well known around my town, & plan on going on some long-distance bike trips for the summer time. That's my transportation. Why? Becuz' I'm not as blessed as you are, with the funds to afford an automobile. That's the answer that you get. It must be a drag to have to pay for gas every week through the nose! It's worth gett'n caught in the pour'n rain for me, or in a major thunderstorm. Lol. 
I love doggies! -- I used to have a huge cuddly basset houndypooie named 'Huckleberry.' I love him so. He was the saddest thing in the whole wide world, & someday I'll surely get another one. I like animals as a whole, but ... I LOVE bassets & bloodhoundies above the rest. (o) - bow-wow! LOL
My Personality
Many people have told me that I have a very good sense of humor, & that I'm very easy to get along with. I love to make people laugh, & People generally like to have me around. I'm very polite, & I respect a woman's feelings. As long as my feelings are respected in return, then I'm satisfied, & content. I'll accept nothing less than that, OK? I'm NOT juss settling for anyone.
OK; I'm not 'perfect.' - No more perfect than you. Lol -- I am still a human being, still just as failable as you are with all your imperfections. We're ALL imperfect, & we ALL sin, on occaision. I'm not perfect, but I am a very nice person, I've been told that I have a very big heart.
I'm not abusive, & I'm not a lying backstabbing snake. Telling the truth is not easy for me, as I've suffered alot of rejection in my life, but ... I do the very best that I can to be as upfront as possible, so that there are no surprises.
My Attributes
*Dependable
*Trustworthy
*Drug & Disease Free I'm Drug & Disease free. I have never had a dependancy issue with controlled substances, but if you did, it's kool. We all have pitfalls. -- I want to ad to that, you not approach me for a relationship IF you are 'coked' up, 'doped' up, or 'alkeed' up. Recover, then contact me. Do not be a snake.
*Monogamous
*Polite
*Emotionally-stable
*I believe in chivalry
*Very clean
**I LOVE bare female feet!**
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I'm sorry; I can't help that. Lol -- It's a major fetish of mine. :oD Please don't let that discourage you from want'n ta' get ta' know me. I have always loved the appearance of this, since I was a teenager, so ... I'm not sure why, but I mean, atleast I'm honest about that.
My Faith: The Following, Is A True Story
In 11/2006, I became 'saved' under the Holy Spirit of God, through Jesus Christ. He's healed my right ankle, emotionally, as well as dental troubles. As soon as I opened up my heart to Jesus privately in my apt., - by admitting to Him that He is real, He let God's Holy Spirit overtake me, & my torments INSTANTLY disappeared.
*My bottom left rear molar healed up by Jesus. - It was missing a filling, & the open cavity was EXTREMELY painful where the dentin was exposed, & it miraculously healed, by Christ.
*The unpleasant torments instantly left my head, & I was in that very instant filled with an overwhelming peace, by God's Holy Spirit, through Christ. As a result, I cancelled all my doctor's appointments.
*The day after I was healed, I received a call from my dad in FL, after over 5 years of a verbally violent relationship. We now have a very good relationship, thanks to the miracle that Jesus did in our relationship.
*My right ankle was diseased; I had a medical condition called "Effusion" in the joint, within the ankle. -- It instantly healed up, & when no other Dr. helped me because I had no insurance to cover an operation, JESUS CHRIST HEALED my ankle, when the world turned it's back on me. Praise the Lord!! -- That's what really happened!
At this point in time, I'm a 'prayer worrior' in the Christian faith.
!PLEASE Pay Attention To This Next Few Paragraphs!
The life I lead goes like this: I witness to people around my town & tell others of the miracles that Jesus did for me. No, I'm not a pastor, but I do minister to people around the town from time to time of Jesus & who He is. In return, the Lord sends people my way to help me out with a variety of things from time to time. (Food, little things like that ... etc.) That's what's called living BY FAITH. Through Faith in Jesus Christ we are healed, as what is spoken of, in the New Testament.
(On that note, let me tell you that calling yerself a "Christian" does not mean just going to church just to show others that you attend mass, or a church get-together of some sort. It's about having Jesus Christ in your heart; by admitting to Him that He is the Bread of Life, & The Living water. He Is the ONLY intercessor between us & God the Father.) - I know. I'm a prayer warrior in the Christian faith.
Please do not take me the wrong way here, but I have to put it this way. I am not comfortable discussing my source(s) of income, as it's well ... as the old saying goes: "nunya(!)" (Nunya business.) Please don't concern yerself with that. If you don't like intrusive questions or someone else making you feel like you're infront of the 'inquisition,' don't so it to me.
I had 1 woman call me up needling me to give her an answer as to my source of income. After I told her my source, she flatly rejected me & I hung up on her. I found that situation COMPLETELY unappealing, & obnoxious. I'm not look'n fer dat. If my limited income is all yer gonna concern yerself with, GO AWAY. Yer not my judge. Yer my woman. Don't try to force me to change, cuz I'm not abandonning my faith, OR my way of life. Yer on yer path, I'm on mine, & I am content with mine.
I've had alot of difficulty in finding employment out in the 'world,' & that's quite honestly one of the major reasons what drove me to come to Jesus, to relieve my torments. So, I'm not some walking 'gold mine,' -- or someone for you to ignore & put on the back burner. Yer like that? - Disappear. You want me to be attracted to you? Then come accross to me as an appealing young woman. I'm no yuppie, & I'm not fancy. Don't ask me dumb, fascist questions like: "Why don't you make more money?" or "Why aren't you in a higher income brackett?" That's not something that I find appealing, at all, & I will reject anyone who makes me feel like I'm not worth anything, or their time, based on what I make or don't make.
Music Tastes
I love the 80's techno/disco, & R&B. I love going out to eat, but it gets to be a drag doi'n that alone all the time. I'm sick of it. TV Tastes I'm a Treky, but only the original TV series. Lol
NO-NO's
*I'm not looking for some cheap 'pole' dancer; I'm looking for a Christian woman, who acts & dresses like a lady. -- (In private is something else, but publicly, that's important, as well. You don't have to be a rocket scientist. Just be & act like a lady, please.
*NO Devil worshipers, UNLESS ... you are willing to renounce to evil deceptive works of satan, by opening up your heart to Jesus Christ. Have courage, hon. you'll surely be blessed & rewarded by Him.
*NO married women/Separated women. You atleast have to be honest with me about that.
*NO miserable & self-hating women. IF you're humorless, nasty & inconsiderate of a man's feeln's, GO AWAY. Take that crap elsewhere. I deserve better. -- & I couldn't possibly put that more delicately. Lol
*I will not get yoked with some "Athiest," "Agnostic," or general unbeliever.
*IF you have a deadly disease., please be kind enough to tell me. (AIDS/Ebola/Hep./HPV I need to know.) I appreciate it. :o)
My Appropriate Match
SWF, meaning: Unmarried, or Single, or Widowed. NOT SEPARATED/NOT MARRIED! 23-35 years of age / 150-200LB / 5'-6'6" -- I would prefer that you would be at least 6' tall, but if not, it's alright/ Any color hair / Any color eyes / You must have excellent hygein -- & I would like to make very clear that I will not accept anyone who is neglegent of that. Use soap, & be clean, please.
NO self-hating, stink-bombs! -- Also, BE yourself. Everyone laughs & everyone cries, even lil ole me.
Please act like a lady when yer with me out in public. Please especially be polite, & remember yer manners. I cannot stand women who are rude & untactful. You can be dirty in private, if you'd like. I do like that. -- I LOVE a strict woman/bossiness in private, but I'm flexible.
I love a woman who has a very gentle touch, & I love when you're a good masseur. (Did I spell that right? Lol) I love when yer a great kisser, & when yer kind-hearted.
Do you have any fetishes? Please tell me. I do care about your feelings, ya know. May I message your cute lil' bare footsies? ;o)
*You will offer me a very good personality, a good sense of humor, a pleasant attitude, & your time, as well as a relationship, not just online, but IN PERSON. NOTHING LESS will suffice. I'm not seeking a purely fantasy internet relationship. That's too stupid. Don't expect me to be interested in you if yer not gonna be will'n ta offer me a complete relationship. BE REALISTIC!
You MUST Be Emotionally-stable
Respectfully speak'n, I'm not a qualified psychiatrist, & cannot have you over at my pad in the midst of your nervous breakdown! -- Make sure you're in yer right mind. Silliness like joking around is all kool, but looneyines - like sporadic sobbing fits & the nervous breakdown thing ain't happen'n with me anymore, with anyone else. It's too stressful, & too much upon me to deal with that, hon. I'm sorry. Be stable. IF yer taking meds, it's your responsiblility to remember to take them as prescribed. NOT mine. Remember them if you come over to my place, or wherever. It's been an issue with some of my partners in the past, so ... I'm just let'n ya know, OK?
My Location & Yours
**I am only accepting responses from those of you who live within 200 miles of my zipcode here in Lancaster, PA, of: 17602. You MUST be a citizen of the USA. You must live here in the USA, & be a LEGAL citizen of the USA, if you are interested in a relationship with me. NO exceptions, & NO baloney! IF you are here in this country, on a "temporary VISA," GO AWAY.** DO NOT WASTE MY TIME with phone-baloney nonsense.
Be well, be safe, & may GOD be with you.
Good eveninz.
Today was pretty fantabulous. I woke up this morning with the urge to use my inhaler. I'm asthmatic you see, I gotta take them. The thing is, the one I use gives me the shakes. It's a common side effect, but I prefer to use the spray-type ones rather than this turbuhaler whatever it is. It's horrible and I hate it. I end up shaking for a few hours.
The morning was pretty cold too, and I couldn't relax because of my overreactive nerves, so I decided to play some FFXII on my DS. It's an awesome game, by the way. :) This was from 6-8. So at 8 o clock I went and got some breakfast and turned the hot water on so I could go in the bath, because I had a college interview. I didn't wanna be all messy and smelly!
I spent most of the morning learning what buses to get. You see, I don't get out much. I had no problem getting to the town, but I didn't know WHERE the bus station was (well I did, I just couldn't remember) and what bus to get from there. Luckily I had bought myself a daytripper on the way to the town, so if I got lost I could just hop onto a bus. :) It cost me £3.70 and that's an adult's fare. I dunno if you can get a child's version... but I wasn't bothered.
So there's me, strolling through Middlesbrough town centre looking for the bus station until I caved in and phoned my dad where to go. He pointed me in the right direction and I ended up trolling up and down the "wings" in the bus station looking for a bus I could get. I felt like a right idiot, to be quite honest. I looked like I didn't know what I was doing. But I didn't! It was quite a horrifying experience for me.
I managed to find a bus, though. However, I still didn't have a clue what to do. My dad rang me up guiding where I am on the bus. It was embarrassing, but I didn't really care. I was concentrating on actually managing to get off at the right spot! I managed to get off close to Hall Drive though, even though I stopped a bus stop too late. ¬_¬ But I managed.
So I carry on walking down Hall Drive, until I find a fence saying "property of Middlesbrough College Foundation". So me being a fool, thinks that that was the way. It was pretty scary. It was just a long walkway with high fences where I could easily get raped or what. I could see the college behind loads of bushes (there was a lot of holes in the fence) but no actual route TO the college. So I retraced my steps and carried on going down Hall Drive, until there it is in full view.
However, there was only a road for cars, and no such path to walk on without fearing getting run over. Nevertheless, I walked on the grass next to it, all hot and sweaty, and wet (because it kept raining all the time!!!).
I enter the college, looking for reception. It was nowhere to be found! I see this woman doing stretches so I just think "Aha... okay... where's reception?" Thankfully she guided me through the doors into reception, whom to the woman there I informed her of my arrival. She told me to sit down, so... I did.
A man eventually comes and asks if I have an interview, to which I complied. He takes me through some doors into this wicked hall. He asks for my name and he cannot look for my paper thing. I was kind scared because I thought they'd lost it. :( But he ended up going off with some other dude getting an interview and the really nice lady asked for my name and found it straight away.
The interview went pretty well. She mainly just asked a few questions and made sure I knew what's what. It was only 10 minutes. It took me an hour and a half just to get there! Though I'll be quicker next time.
Getting back home was easy, since I just retraced my... BUSSES!
However, on the bus from the bus station to home, the bus driver only went and got his gear shift stuck. So I'm sat there, with a woman panicking over not being able to get her son home from school on time, sat on a bus with the engine turned off. Luckily some dude came on the bus and sorted it all out, and the bus driver looked/felt like a complete arse because he tried his hardest to get it working.
Nevertheless, I got home. I tidied my room and went back to my DS, had my tea and played on it some more. Went on the computer and... started blogging! :D
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I kept writing in different styles so forgive me for that. I dunno how else to blog so I do it strictly in chronological order. Never mind. I intended to update the next day, but it ended up being a week or so later. :S
I HATE MEN!
ALL THEY DO IS FUK U AROUND!
THERES THIS GUY I LIKE BUT I DIDNT THINK I WAS GOOD LOOKING ENOUGH FOR HIM BUT HE SAID TO ME LOOKS DONT MATTER SO I ASKED HIM OUT BUT HE SAID NO. HE SAID HE DIDNT WANT TO RUIN OUR FRIENDSHIP.
THEN YESTERDAY MY CUZ ASKED ME TO GO ON HER EMAIL AND SEE IF SHE HAD AN EMAIL FROM A JOB SHE WENT FOR AN INTERVIEW WITH AND I SAW THAT SHE HAD AN EMAIL FROM THIS BOY. I COULDNT RESIST LOOKING AT IT SO I OPENED IT UP AND HERES WHAT IT SAID -
OMG YOULL NEVER GUESS WHAT KELLY JUST DID?!? SHE ASKED ME OUT!!! AS IF I WOS GOING TO SAY YES! I MEAN HAVE YOU SEEN HER LATELY! SHE LOOKS A RIGHT MESS! I WAS TRYIN SO HARD NOT TO LAUGH WHEN SHE ASKED LOL DONT TELL HER THOUGH COZ I TOLD HER I SAID NO COZ I DIDNT WANT TO RUIN OUR FRIENDSHIP :P SHE IS SO GULIBLE! WELL ANYWAY WOT YOU UP 2?
AND IT ENDS THERE. I WOS CRYING WHEN I READ IT. NOW I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.
SHOULD I SAY SOMETHING? SHOULD I KEEP QUIET? WHAT?!?
PLEASE TELL ME WHAT TO DO COS I HAVE NO IDEA...
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