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Going to the mall and being surrounded by so many couples today...so sucked.
I want him to come up behind me
and wrap his arms around my waist,
to catch me off guard and whisper...
"I Love You"
But I had a great time with Laura as always. Fun shopping. So spent more than I had expected to! Didn't get to see Redmond though :( but I did get a free sample lol so that works...I bought some new shampoo it looks like salad dressing...lol. We'll see how that goes...buying healthy natural stuff costs so much money. Funny since they want us to make good use of our resources, etc. *sigh* I had stir crazy for the first time. Good restaurant. Pretty much like making your own stir fry from Big Bowl. Which made me think back to some things...Laura and I were talking about a lot of things, relationships included. It's fun to hang out with her and just..be able to talk. We ramble like crazy hah. We ran into Lindsay when we were there lol it was pretty funny so we gave her a hug and off we went. They're both sooo tiny though. kinda awkward to buy clothes around....*sigh* hah she also asked me about my dad...its a rare thing to happen usually. So I told her the situation. fun stuff. it doesn't bother me as much anymore...but yeah. I should sleep. or watch a movie. hah. hmm also since it's 2am. It's been one year since todd and i broke up. Feels like its been a billion years. Amazing how far I've come and have tried to go.
So, lets see I began today, a day off from work, by getting out of bed at 1:30 pm. Yup, that's right I saw absolutly no reason to even get out of bed today. So I stayed there as long as I could.
Anyway after finally getting up I turned on my PS2 and played some comand & conquar. At least there, I can fight a war that can be won.
So, I turned that off at 3 pm and turned to TBS where the show, "yes dear" was on. I love that show, that what life should be like. lol Anyway, I watched that as my mother arrived home from work. When she order dinner from pizza hut. Those 3 pizza's for 5 bucks each. So everyone in this house got there own pizza. lmao Mine was double cheese and sasuage. Yum.
I ate that while in my room, with all the windows and the door close. Keeping out the heat of the day. Then next show on the line came at 4 pm. When I turned to spike tv and watched star trek voyager.
Before that ended, and after i finished my dinner. My mother and myself went to the galleria mall. Where we took a look around, but neither of us got anything. After leaving there, I stopped at niagra hobby, and got a new display case for a diecast car.
Then it was a stop at work. To pick up next week's scheadule. There's was a slight hope that I would have a good scheadule, because its suppose to be the front end manager's first scheadule since she started there. I had hoped she'd give me the hours I deserve.
Anyway, all the hope was crushed when I looked at the scheadule and saw that I had a grand total of 21 hours of work this week! Three fucking days of work! Count that, THREE! How can she expect me to live on what little money that check's gonna pay ?! What the fuck! Awsome way to treat the best cart guy you have. This just up's the leavl of how much I hate Tops and the managment that runs it!, or should i say ruin's it ?
What would you do, if you where me?
After picking up a father's day car, and some cash to stuff in it. I returned home. Where I put the car in its new case, and turned on the TV. I watched WWE friday night smackdown. Which was boring as usual.
Right now it's some episode of csi and up next will be an episode of house. Then who know's. I don't really feel like sleeping. At this moment. I'm rather pissed off, and would like to hit something. All this fustrion i am feeling with my job is getting to the boiling point.
~ I don't know what to do anymore
Today so far has been interesting. Karma was up at 4 am throwing up, and about 4:30 am there were drunk people in front of my window sledding. Woke up about 10ish i think to a text from Tasha....that her brother died....but she is not ready to talk about it. I can't remember if it was her brother that was getting married or not. :( I just feel awful though.
But later today (soonish...I need to get my butt in the shower....) is hanging out with Maff, Kim, and Kevin. Maff and I are going to do a little shopping beforehand....I swear I'm not a shopaholic...ok maybe I am. Maybe. Anyways I have to go pick up my new straightener but it's so stinking cold to go walk to get it. We'll see. Tomorrow is church with Kevin, it's been so long since I've actually gone. After my car died I just listened to it online. But yeah I'm gonna go get ready!
Not much going on today, the Wife is taking a mid morning nap, as usual I am fiddling around with the computer. Got all the checks written for our bills that is out of the way for this week. Called the yard man and he shall start whipping the lawn and flower beds into shape this coming Thursday. After my second heart attack, my Daughters put the nix upon me doing the yard work. Dang this getting old can be a pain, just wish my mind would realize that my body could not cut the mustered as it could a few years back. Well the Wife and I still enjoy getting out and dancing on the sly, just have to skip jitterbugging and stick to slow stuff. Really, I like dancing close and slow; it puts a better Glow into the evening.
That is all of my rambling for today, have a good day.
This update will be quick as I really don't have any patience for writing today.
Last night at about 4 a.m., someone decided it would be an excellent idea to light fireworks on 3 M-X, so the fire alarms went off and my entire building was herded out into the freezing cold. It was not fun; I've never shivered from cold and exhaustion so much in my life. Daylight Savings fucked me up, and I'd only been sleeping for an hour when the fire alarms roused me with their screeching from hell. Needless to say I was not pleased, and it took me almost 45 minutes to fall back asleep afterwards.
I also found out my grades for my psychology test and German history paper: C and C+ respectively. That put me in a mood for most of the weekend; I'm used to being a good student, so even though I was warned I would get these grades, I didn't think it applied to me. Obviously, I was wrong. I got the C+ in German history because my writing style, 'while intriguingly narrative', wasn't analytical enough. This is further proof that I can't pursue a career in history.
I got a letter from Student Accounts Friday afternoon saying I owe the school $2,000 because FAFSA didn't yet pay them the loan they were supposed to. It was only after a few hours of fretting that I realized I forgot to go online and sign my Master Promissory Note. That's all taken care of now, but it was still a pain in the ass and enough to make me geek shit. I thought I was going to lose my housing for next semester after I'd already planned to room with Caroline, Theodora, and Aly in my suite next year. Boo.
Aly and I went to the Oakdale Mall yesterday (during this huge thunderstorm) and were terrified within an inch of our lives but a thunder clap that set off every car alarm in the mall's parking lot. Not fun. Even more not fun? It rained all damn weekend except for today, but it was cold and cloudy and altogether blah today. It also changed from rain to snow yesterday, which was not cool.
I went to the Masquerade Ball yesterday dressed as a pirate with a mask over my face and I clearly missed the point of the Ball: I was the only one there (except for two other guys) who dressed in a costume. Everyone else wore beautiful dresses and handmade masks over top. I left after an hour to go see the Golden Compass; I was so uncomfortable I could barely stand it.
To make everything else better, my parents have been out of power for almost two days now, they can't find a heater to keep warm (obviously we have no heat at the house without power), and when Mum went to do laundry at the laundromat, she grabbed house cleaner instead of laundry detergent and managed to bleach out a good share of her brand new work clothes she got for Christmas along with some of Dad's brand new clothes from Christmas. All in all, they've had a shitty weekend and so have I.
My saving graces this weekend have been a visit to the Underground Coffeehouse (where I got to listen to a really awesome band called the Middle Eight [check them out]), a trip to WHRW (where my whole DJ issue and time slot issue were solved in one fell swoop), and two breakfasts comprised of chocolate chip pancakes.
Let's hope next weekend is better. Caroline and Theodora will be here, and Aubrey's coming to visit, so I hope to God things work out. Otherwise, someone will die.
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