Lunch Date @ MindSay 
Doing the wrong thing, but I can't help myself.
I have been talking to a former co-worker of mine for a while. We have have kept in contact the entire time that I left that company that we worked at and we still see each other for lunch every so often. But she is married. And he is a lot bigger than me.
Today we had lunch. It was awesome. I flirted. She flirted. She admitted to me that if she was single that she would date me.
Then when lunch was done she allowed me kiss her on the cheek. I have to admit that I hugged on her maybe a little too long. She let me. But she kissed me first! After our first date.
I sure do like her. And when I kissed her words cannot describe the electricy that was felt.
Well the lunch date with Sam was just that. we had lunch at the mall, she wanted to do a fast food and i convinced her to go to a little better resturant, my treat. She is interesting and cute. I am not sure she i what i am looking for, i have lori and we agreed to be friends with benefits (i think that is what they are called today ... lol). So i am looking for more.
We had nice conversation, finding out a bit about each other, i tried to look sexy and i think she liked what she saw. We sat next to each other not across the table like some do and at times she placed her hand on my thigh which half way up was uncovered. i was wearing a dress, low cut, you could see the tan lines on my boobs, above the knee but when i sat it cam up to a little past midthigh. Sam had on short shorts, a cami, and flipflops very cute and sexy. the men all keep looking at her as we walked by. I understood why, she has a tush that screams that it wants to be played with ... lol.
Anyway we ate and it was nice. she coudln't go shopping, she had things to do with her friends and wanted to get together later. I told her i had things to do with the family but i would call if i was able to get free. (sounds like a tyst doesn't it ... lol). I told hubby about it and he said he could do dinner by himself but he had planned on us going out.
So at this point it looks like another date later in the week .... more to come on Sam
Lori was just a little nymph! that girl can just keep ... well i think she invented multiple orgasms ... i am soooo envious! we had a wonderful time. She likes Ms Callie, it's fun to play that role but i need a gf that meets all my needs. we decided that for now I will be her mistress and we'll have our special times, how could i not agree that little nymph.
got home and hubby decided that he wanted his sexy wife, i was happy to be the one submitting ;) another wonderful ... well let's just say i fell asleep almost immediately... best way to be put to bed i think :D
Today i have a lunch date with sam, we'll see where that leads, i think she is infatuiated with an "older" woman .... but how could i even judge her, i was too at that age (and earlier) ;) i may take her shopping after lunch ... what do you think?
oh i want ot go to the beach soooooooooo bad, but i don't think we are going until Oct ... i will just have to find something to do in the meantime.
I am down over 20 lbs and i love walking, i now wear smaller clothes than my daughter yea!!!!! i didn't relaaze how much i had plumped up, it didn't show that much, at least i didn't think so, but now i catch so many men looking and I've yet to meet a girl that won't engage me in conversation when i approach them ... it just gives me so much energy and confidence ... i hope everyone is having a great weekend!!
no panties or bra today!!! join in ;)
No military men..... he was in the air force for a bit
no frat boy....... his fraternity at 32 is still his family
no lawyers....... he's a fast talking, name dropping law man. but in a very respectable manner, a guy can't help that he has so many friends in high places. and he has a lot to talk about for sure.
no blondes....... blonde and blue eyed and pale. nothing against blondes, but physically it's less attractive to me for some reason. but he was cute.
that's only half of the list. but he was enough of them.....
of course i've tossed my list out the window eons ago, knowing there are no rules in dating.
So he's invited me out to Annapolis sometime and mentioned going to a cooking class together..... so I suppose he showed interest in me. but I almost know better. I want to be liked, sure, .....but there's a piece of me that feels something missing. Like always. He's more business and success driven than I really care for, he's way too friendly ...... I'd be in another world in his world. okay whatever. I'm thinking too much here. so for lunch, it went really well. except I had to devein my own shrimp!!! ickkk I hate that. I think if he had chosen the restaurant, that wouldn't have been a problem.
Howdy Howdy all!
Oh man! Is it ever hot outside! Okay I have been thinking...I had a lunch date today and it went okay....I guess. Ugh! I really didn't give it my ALL so to speak because my mind was elsewhere. Unfortunately I tend gravitate toward the unattainable, so annoying....but damned entertaining--sometimes. I am to go on yet another date with the same person this weekend (meeting at the anjelika film center for some artsy film) we'll see how it goes. I try to live in the real world as much as possible and since this person is in the real world I suppose I will try to meet them at least half way...for the time being.
My friend Matt is finally in Japan and has been keeping me up to date with his doings...He is pleading with me to visit and I think I may before his assignment is up. I chatted with him a bit about my dilema, you know, unrequited love, angst, and ennui---ugh so absurdly dramatic, well that is me. He seems to think that I should not settle, (you know that whole -you only live once- sort of thing) but what of human contact and connection in the interim?
Why do I do this shit to myself?
Bah! I have a short story to finish so onward with the entry...
I finished one of the books I was reading "Possessing the Secret of Joy" by Alice Walker--this was a beautifully written book but I probably shouldnt have read it...I can't stop thinking about it...I have moved on to Suicide Blonde by Darcy Steinke (it is erotic fiction) and Jazz by Toni Morrison (supernatural-somewhat-fiction). Both are helping me put distance between me and the characters of Walker's novel...
Okay so classes start on Monday of next week...I am officially a GRAD student! I went to the orientation and met some nice folks and some not so nice folks... The campus is lovely and my courses should be interesting (so I am told 
).
Rennaisance Society & Cultrure and Women in the Middle Ages (Europe). I am pretty excited to say the least...I am still planning my trip to Paris. I think I will be there for about 10 days if I can afford it. I plan to make my travel arrangements next month. There are a ton of sights I wanna see and I am starting on my list of things to check out...So umm if anyone wants to go with me there is still time to let me know...I am a super awesome travel buddy, I NEVER complain and I wake up early and go to bed late, I don't chatter constantly ( cant tell by this entry LOL) but uhmmm lemme know if anyone wants to chill in France with La Paganista----Come on!
as Matt says "You only live once!" What the hell does he know, he's in Japan! LOL
How about some poetry....here goes...
I Do Not Know You Well, But What I Know
I do not know you well, but what I know
Enchants me, like a song sung far away.
I cannot hear the words, but what they say
Hangs softly on the hills where I must go.
I see you furtively and note your eyes,
Hazel and dreamy, your spirit half elsewhere;
I note the sheen of your dark, lustrous hair
And wish I knew your thoughts and shared your cries.
This love brings me sweet pain, but I want more,
Driven by a dream I can't control.
I want the truth of you, untamed and whole;
In frantic hope I haunt your open door.--Nicholas Gordon
Goddess Bless
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