Love You Brandon @ MindSay

Last night I had some of the weirdest dreams ever consisting of a lot of strange people, my mother, and the most delectable cigarette ever. And Currently my other cat Nala is running around like mad. Moose is dead asleep on the couch and Brandon's at work.

Hell I don't even remember where I left this blog off. Hmmm maybe after I'll get my recap of 2006 and let you guys see it too. The holidays were here and there. I had a better time here than I would have in Cali. But still it was full of anxiousness and general unpleasantness.  I just have bad holidays but Brandon tried his best to not make it seem that way.

Anyhow, towards the end of November, Brandon and I at three months decided to move in together. What can I say? I move quickly. But more than anything it was a move of convience for both of us. Save him money and give him a place to move into after he lost his place and I got to see him more and save a LOT of money. Which was really nice. Since living together, nothing much has changed. The times we do fight are over something stupid and we quickly make up. I love being able to sleep next to him in a big bed. I like how he watches me sleep and as weird as it sounds, I like being able to push him out of bed so he gets up and gets ready for work.

I've gotten him hooked on World of Warcraft and I'm back on too. It's a great stress reliever. RPing has taken a slight back seat but it's still going well.

I'm still having problems with me. I want to get fit, or more so but without a car, it makes it hard. I've recently had poor body image, like always. It's surpressing my drive, but Brandon is helping me out a lot. But somethings I have come to notice is that Brandon shows some similarities of Colin, which I think is bizaar. And I've noticed that I've come to some revelations as everything. I always thought that if I could have had a second chance with Colin, I would make it right, but seeing even the small similarities, I've come to understand I don't want a second chance with Colin. I'm so far done with him and that. It's makes me happy. Brandon, even though he shows the very small good things about Colin, he's a wonderful person. I love holding his hand while I sleep, or goofing around, making monkey faces to him, waving at him while he's waiting every night for me to get out of work, everything.

I think for once in my life, I am content in a relationship. Not just content, I'm happy.

Have you ever felt that every second you're with someone it doesn't feel like slow or anything, it feels like you've known them forever when you haven't? Yeah that's me everyday. B and I feel like we've had fate on our side.

Wow, talking about him just pepped me up. I think I found the one I'm going to end up with. I've closed the chapter on my life back then and a whole new book is open now. And I'm writing it.

Okay, I'm done for now, be back later.

Oh and I so forgot to mention that I'm buying a car and Brandon and I are going to see the Red Bull Tour of Chaos. Saosin, 30 seconds to mars, ect ect. It's going to be awesome.

Oh and that we're probably going to the My Chemical Romance concert because I love them and  B loves all the bands that are opening.

P.S. I giggled madly over this. On my Suggested Tags, it brought up "Colin likes Moose" as a suggested tag. HA.