Love The World @ MindSay

Life is too short for the wasting away of our minds and souls. We have based our daily routines on the self-satisfaction of material life. Ultimately, no matter how un-materialistic we may think we are, we all endure this journey by, if you are like moi, fighting to maintain enough wealth to pay the rent and bills whilst paying for food and school and any other of those expenses we all in developed nations face day-to-day. We eat, work, sleep, party, fuck and do all those human things that humans do, but how many of us have stopped to take time to re-connect ourselves to this beautiful universe? Or have stopped to absorb the energy we are constantly surrounded by instead of stealing it from those we love? Our parents, and our parents' parents, and our parents' parents' parents and so forth have all gone on worrying about physical and material security for years and years and years and years. Up until the past few years, this need has been justified in aiding our world to move forwards. Now, though, is the time for a global awakening.

I am of course talking about the need for spiritual enlightenment! The need for a mass global collective consciousness. Peace is at our fingertips, yet it seems so hopelessly far away sometimes, doesn't it? Such an idea should, one would think, be universally welcomed and accepted. Shouldn't everyone be trying to live with the best of intentions and the warmest of hearts in an attempt to create that idealistic Utopia? That state of Shambhala? Life, as we know it, could be exponentially better!!! Our health, our homes, our relationships (intimate or not) and generally our overall happiness could be the best we would have ever known. A shift in mindset could see the development of impoverish nations, the feeding of every hungry belly, the adoption of cultural beliefs into other cultures and so forth.

Now I am definitely not the most spiritually inclined, nor am I the most positive of people at times, but as an individual, I have begun to devote myself to following a healthy spiritual lifestyle. I am most assuredly not religious in any way, so I searched for something else to fulfill that void I was feeling. I have met many many wonderful amazing people and through these people I discovered a whole world right in front of me! It's the same world you and I both live in , the same people are around me, but it is 100% different. It is a world based entirely on love and energy. A close friend, who calls himself the "Love Activist" taught me the most important thing I have ever learned to this date. No matter who we are, where we are from, what we believe or don't believe in, we all have the capability to do one universal thing. LOVE. Yes, that's it. It really is as simple as that, though I never before would have guessed it. Love is something we are born with and blessed with. With enough love, we can conquer all trials and tribulations. We can eliminate greed, and fear for with love, we need nothing else but each other. With enough love, everyone will be taken care of because that's what love ensures.

Life is hard, make no mistake about that. But with the beauty of such things as Synchronicity and Manifestation, we can start to see how our choices affect our paths, and how our thoughts are one of the most powerful tools we have. Our intentions that we set can determine our successes, our thoughts can forge a path through anything. By connecting ourselves to the beauty in everything, and embracing the feeling of love we can begin a progressive and powerful change in our lives. It will not happen overnight, and will not happen if we don't open our eyes to the truth many people have not yet been introduced to. But with time and patience, we can overcome the dramas of today, the genocides, the wars and the famines.

So educate yourselves! Pick up Celestine Prophecy, or watch The Secret. Learn the Sedona Method, learn to meditate or simply talk with those around you who may have reacher a higher spiritual frequency. There are many others like myself who know a tonne more than I do at this point. But what I do know is that the time for change is now, and that it is our movement that will encourage others to follow suite!

As Bob Marley once said, "Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery, None but ourselves can free our minds."

Your Personality Is Like Ecstasy

You're usually feeling the love for the world around you - you want to hug everyone. And while you're usually content to sit back and view the world with wonder... Sometimes you're world becomes very overwhelming and a little scary.

Many people don't know this about me, but I am INSANE about world cup soccer. Or as I refer to it, world Champion football (shame on us for calling it soccer). I have a darling crush on Beckham, and should England win this year I will be putting a posting of Beckham on my wall for another year. And if they don't win, i am completely sure Beckham will KILL some one.



He wants to retire with a World Cup win, and who could blame them. Beckham is amazing, and kinda deserves it. Though I have to ask something FUCKING USA why did you show up?! Seriously, why do we show up? No wonder the rest of the world laughs at us football is the sport of the world, and just because we are behind on this sport, and I am sure should the US get into it, they would probably find another sport. Like Rugby...mmmm Rugby.



I'm watching the Day After Tomorrow right now, Colin and I LOVED to bitch about this movie. At least once a day I have to mention how much I miss that kid. I hate missing people, it is in truth one of the hardest things I have to do. And I miss that kid far more than I ever missed my brother after his death. I thought nothing could ever compare with that pain.

I guess, after spending so long not trust people, not spending time with people, and not wanting anything to do with people on an emotional level, it is hard to lose the one person you depended on. Colin did a lot of wonderful things for me, including restoring my faith in people. Unfortunately over the last year I have lost that.

However, I am a stronger person for it, and we all have our own trials, and some are harder than others. Things are going better with the will though, and maybe I will have enough money to do what ever I want for the rest of my life. And maybe, just maybe everything will be worth it. All those hard times will be worth it to be basically on permanent vacation for my life. To do all those things I want to do, but never thought I could.

Colin hunny, where ever you are and what ever you are doing just remember I love you ok? I know you won't be able to read this for a long time, but I really do love you. Love never fades, and it just continues on. I miss you babe.

Here's our song, so I can feel better. All my love, remember that promise we made. Forever and Always.

So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love,oh

Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Because everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming
All this love melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love

Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no

Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love

Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally in love

Accidentally

I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally

I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally

Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her

Love... I'm in love

I try to see the light in this dark hole. It's sending me lower and lower everyday.

I can't have you because you want her, And she wants someone else.

I want to be with you. Be your shinning star at night.

Be your warmth. But now I'm cold. Cold as the Minnesota breeze off the frozen lakes.

Why can't you see you can have someone after her?

She's not the only fish in this frozen over lake we call a world.

I guess love isn't as free as we all hoped it always would be.

I see your fake smile in this darkness. But should I say your a sweetheart when I ask for your help from the cold?

I don't think so. I'm gonna hate you because i care and I'm gonna care because we've known one another for so long.

You don't want to see it, but it's there. The love and carring I'll share is there. Why can't you see it? But, of course! Your blinded by her talking, but not loving shinning so bright in your face, you can't see another, waiting for you to get over her.

She's gotten over you, but when will you turn around and see me standing right behind you like I always have?

You're a great friend and I'm sure you'll be an even greater boyfriend, husband, even a wonderous father to a special child soon to come into this world.

But this world could turn into hell, if no one cares about another around the corner of their home, school, life!

I wish you could see thru her fakeness and see the real me. The me one man once saw. But he's not a man, but a boy that broke my heart.

The same heart I want you to fill with as much love as you can give just one person. I wish you could see thru that blindness, the true love you share with no one. No one is what I am to you. Now and forever.

Your cold heart makes the winter colder and if the warmth of a smile should help warm my own heart, then smile at me for once. Once you've smiled, is life any better then it was 5 seconds ago? No, it will never be better.

Not by a second or 500 years. I watch and read about those falling in love witht their enemy. Can you truely love your worst enemy? The one you've been told to hate? The one you've grown to hate more then fungi itself? I guess so, acording to a fan of Harry Potter and about 5 billion others in this world.

You think you have to hate others of another color, but we're all the same, fake smile in this galaxy of fakes.

Is this really how our world should be? The United States is involved in shit, we shouldn't be. We but our noses into others business and don't see the truth behind the eyes of our lovers and friends. Show me your true self. The one you don't let anyone see. Only yourself can save me and take me far from this hole of darkness. Where are you when I wanted love? I guess chasing a dream that will never be there. The same dream I want isn't thier since he left and no longer loves me for who I am. Will anyone every love another for their true self? Only for the fake smile?

I'm screaming inside my head. Screaming at you to wake up from this nightmare called life.

 

 

I'm just one soul, one heart, one mind amongst a sea of billions. In this world, my path amongst the waves of the sea is unseen, and yet to be discovered. I'm just one wave, rolling along it's merry way, with some bumps and changes along the way.

We as individuals live amongst ourselves, with our own heart looking inward. But, there's only so much that you can do as one heart, looking only for your ownself. There's only so much that you can give yourself, without looking outward to the rest of the world. It is the rest of the world that makes us who we are! It is the love and joy and experiences of the world that shapes us, taken from the sea of humanity. To recieve something, you must first learn to give. When it boils down to it all, I have nothing to give the world but my own heart and love and experiences and all of myself for the world and others to use as they need. It's the best thing I can give to others.

I love to give. It's my way of helping the world to be a better place. I help in anyway I can . I prefer not to be standing in the center of it all, leading and inspiring the masses through my words, if that even makes sense. Some people look big, looking to change the world on a big scale. That's what they do. I happily stand on the sidelines, working from the bottom up, with individuals, supporting others in their quests. I don't want the glory or the power to lead tons of people to something better, I work with each heart and each person one at a time to make the world a better place. This is my contribution to the world. And to myself. By giving to the world, I share in the love and joy and experiences of others, with in turn shape and make better and stronger of my own heart and life.

We weren't meant to live alone like we are! We live so isolated from each other that we call each other strangers and guard our own hearts in ourselves where no one can reach us and we can't give from. If we can't let the world reach us, nothing can be gained from life. By locking ourselves up in fear, anger and pain, we can't help ourselves. To feel something from another human being, we literally have to crash and collide in each other. Is this any way to live? The world is a scary place, yes, but nothing will change if we don't take a risk and look outside of ourselves!!

So to the world, I desperatly try give my love and friendship and anything that it asks for, even though the world might cause me pain, sadness or hurt my heart. This is my way of changing the world, making it a better and more loving place. How do you live? Live from your heart.....

Here's something that caught my eye, and inspired this topic. I just finished reading Tuesdays with Morrie. It's one of the best books I've ever read. Here's my favorite piece of the book:

The story is about a little wave, bobbing along in the ocean, having a grand old time. He's enjoying the wind and the fresh air -- until he notices the other waves in front of him, crashing against the shore. "
" 'My God, this is terrible,' the wave says 'Look what's going to happen to me!' "
"Then along comes another wave. It sees the first wave, looking grim, and it says to him, 'Why do you look so sad?' "
"The first wave says, 'You don't understand! We're all going to crash! All of us waves are going to be nothing! Isn't it terrible?' "
"The second wave says, 'No, you don't understand. You're not a wave, you're part of the ocean.' "
"Part of the ocean," he says. "Part of the ocean." I watch him breathe, in and out, in and out.
 - Tuesdays with Morrie, page 179