Love Is True @ MindSay

I wish that i could find a guy that repects women...its seems to be really hard to find here in watkins...i mean...im sure there are a few... but i mean what about looks? lol Idk..i guess you cant have both of them...haha i dont even know why i care bc i'm so done with guys...i give up!!! YES I DO!...they just seem to make my life harder... i mean i would love to have someone that i could love and have love me back but idk if its even worth it anymore...its not like its gunna last anyways...so why bother? I got let down before it can happen again...and i'm sure it will... FUCK...oo yeah i forgot i dont care lol oops..my bad but yeah...i just want to be with someone... but i dont...its so hard to explain..its just the question of...is it worth it? like the broken heart? But i guess life is all about takin chances am i right? and thats how you find your one true love... but i feel like my one true love is not out there he's non-existant...haha welp thats all thats really on my mind... just boys...annnnnd how i'm so over them...if they want me then they will come to me! haha ooo well who cares if they do or dont...who needs them?

Luv,
Celeste

I dont know what it is, but this love i feel doesnt seem to shake.

Some may say it's true love, some may say its fake.

But if theres one thing i'm for sure of, is what we had was great.

No one can live up to it, no matter who you date.

I've learned my lesson the hard way, yes i learned it all to good.

Please give me a chance to prove to you, i really wish you would.

I know how your just stubborned, but you have to be feelin it to.

It was too strong to just leave it, the way it left you.

It seems so funny to me, and i just dont understand it. You have to be feeling something, some emotion. I felt it when we were together, as though nothing could tear us apart. What happend that i'm not sure of, but i love you is what i know. I'll never stop loving, bc i know what we had was true. We had good times some even perfect. As our song plays i can still invison us like playing in the rain. Theres many things i'll never forget and the main one was how you loved me. I've never been so loved in my life which is prolly my reason i cant let go. I know i messed up near the end, and i've learned that now. You cant try to love someone too much or you just end up pushing them away. But with you i wanted to love to the fullest and i did everyday. Somthing i wish i could take back like fights that didnt matter. What really mattered to me was you and us together. I remember crying to you happy bc i loved you that much. Its so great to be in somthing that great and i wish more people could experience that. Maybe it wasnt ment to be, but we dont know that if we dont try. (i wish we could) i will ALWAYS love you wether you love me back or not. i hope someday you could love someone as much as i loved you. I admit i still think of you every night b4 i go to bed and how you told me you would say goodnight to me. Theres so much to remember and i wish i could write it all down. I just wanted you to know that i love you and will never stop. You were my one and only my everything and will always be, always and forever. I wish you could give me one more chance....to at lest be your friend or to explain to you how i feel....if that matters at all. The guy i know that you are cared about me like i was his "everything" his "lover" and i wish that guy could really be his caring self and not hurt me anymore. If you truly cared about me. If i ever ment anything to you, you would give me a chance. 

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Luv,
Celeste

Oh her love,
Oh her only,
Had gone away,
And left her lonely,
You are my only love, he said,
She can still hear his words,
though he is dead.

Forlorn, forsaken in her room the girl cried,
In mourn, and shaken of the news he had died,
Torn apart, her heart was shattered,
He was the only thing that mattered.

Oh how she just kept on weeping,
She even mourned while she was sleeping,
Hoping that it was just a nightmare,
She awoke and realized hed never be there.

She looked at the photos of them side by side,
Holding back her emotions she tried to hide,
She could not cry any more,
Her heart was heavy,
Her eyes were sore.

She wondered if this would happen everyday,
And out of the silence she heard a voice say,

Oh my love,
Oh my only,
Dont you see?
Ill never leave you lonely,
Im sorry for all that I put you through,
You are my only love,
But that you knew.

And with that,
She let out a sigh,
Walked to the window,
Looked up at the sky,
Marveling on what she heard,
Was it true?
Then she whispered,
I love you too.

 Not Just Another Plastic Doll
Not Just Another Hopeless love
I Maybe A Joke Of a Romantic
With a Bunch Of Broken Antics
But We Better Make Sure Its True
Always Me And You, Love.

I Love You Is Much More Than
Three Little Words Its A Feeling
A Meaning...And When You Tell Someone
You Love Them Its Best To Mean It To
When You Tell Someone You Love Them
It Always Has To Be True...