yeah, ive kinda been down in the dumps lately...ive been so confused...well, i have feelings for this guy...mark, and this is the 4th time ive dated him...i mean, i know my friends say that i'm "too young" to be in love, i really do believe it is...i mean ive liked him for 3 years and the feeling has never died down, if anything its gotten stronger...but the problem is that my friends dont seem to be to fond of him and this is the 4th time i've dated him...it seems that we date for a few months, then break-up and then realize we made a mistake...but this is the 4th time! i really do think its pathetic, i am not that blinded by love lol, but i cant help it, i love him...and i have been depressed and heart-broken since he dumped me the last time, so now that we are dating, ive been the happiest person alive! but, i still have that confusion in the back of my mind, that this is wrong, i keep telling myself im so stupid that i took him back when its been the 4th time...and my friends also dont like him to much...and ill admit, he isnt the most romantic person or one to show all his feelings, but i dont care...isnt love being able to accept their flaws, but still have that love for them? there are so many philosophies on love, i dont know what to do! anyone care to share some much needed advice?
