Love Dreams @ MindSay

Howdy Howdy all!

 

You ever have one of those times where you have so much to say that you are rendered mute? That's me right now. I have so much inside me that it all gets caught in the bottle neck on it's way out of me ya know? I've been thinking about myself and everything else ya know, how it connects or disconnects and I am in the middle of everything. Stuck but not necessarily stuck. It's like that feeling you get right before you do something that will define or redefine you. Like jumping from an airplane or bungee jumping or navigating your first kiss or your first time.

I guess that's what I am talking about here. First times.

Your first time doing something you that you Thought you couldn't do alone.

Or your first time doing something with someone you love.

Or your first real love.

 

The first time, the first time, the first time.

This is my first time realizing that I want more first times.

I want new-ness.

 growth.

From today on I want a series of firsts. I will be an adventure unto myself.

I will have what I command.

 I will, I will, I am.

 

How about some poetry...here goes...

 

Dreams

Hold fast to dreams   
For if dreams die  
Life is a broken-winged bird  
That cannot fly.  
  
Hold fast to dreams  
For when dreams go  
Life is a barren field  
Frozen with snow.--Langston Hughes

Goddess Bless

Howdy Howdy all! I have decided to post an abstract of the sun signs starting with the first one of the Zodiac. I say abstract because there aren't complete sentences in this sorta deal(not the way I do it anyway) so Enjoy..I will go through the entire zodiac eventually....

Today--Moon In Capricorn

 

Our Focus for the day is on the Fire sign ARIES!!!!

 

Symbol: The Ram	Ruling Planet: Mars
Element: Fire	Cross/Quality: Cardinal
Group: Emotional	House Ruled: First
Polarity: Positive	Opposite Sign: Libra
Favorable Colors: White & Red	Lucky Gem: Diamond
Key Body Part: Head	Period: March 21 - April 19

KEYWORDS: pioneer, assertive   PHRASE: I AM

 

Okay, the baby of the Zodiac is ARIES! and that is meant sorta the way it sounds. Don't panic besides all the temper tantrums and selfish sex much of it is rather nice and happening. 

The symbol for Aries is the Ram and they are ruled by the Planet Mars-the WAR planet some call it! Woo hoo aint that a caution?

Some Basics

Adventurous and energetic
Pioneering and courageous
Enthusiastic and confident
Dynamic and quick-witted

Selfish and quick-tempered
Impulsive and impatient
Foolhardy and daredevil

 

 

Outgoing,  Extravert, Energetic, Dynamic, Courageous, Generous, Strong, Extravagant but sometimes can be arrogant, insecure, jealous, concerned with looks and others' opinion

What does Cardinal mean you ask?

 

Cardinal signs are all concerned with the question of identity. Aries looks at self identity.   Cardinal signs of the Zodiac are the action signs. They often act as initiators and can be impulsive about their actions but at different levels. Aries, will act this way at the SELF level, initiating anything concerning their self.

 

The first house(Mars rules this House) of the Zodiac is  the outer appearance, type of personality, the general awareness of life and vital energy. The physical traits of the individual. The expression of independence and individuality.Natural House of Aries. Angular and House of Life.

 Life Houses (also known as personal houses): The Element Of Fire: First, Fifth and Ninth House of the Wheel. If the chart reveals many planets in any or all of these houses the people for which the chart applies usually are dynamic and inspriational. Their enthusiasm is contagious and strong with spiritual committment.

 

The opposite sign for Aries is the Loquacious Libra...talk talk talk they do and ARIES aint interested...When the moon enters Libra expect Aries to get antsy and tempermental....

You like extremes. Physical, emotional and mental, and benefit profoundly by experiencing them; but if your extremism goes too far beyond social acceptability, then expect to be extremely lonely.

Much as you are the Ram, there is still the little lamb in you, which means that at times you would attain your goals more easily by gently giving in without resistance to the demands of a given social situation, rather than getting your horns entangled in something larger and more powerful than yourself. This is a talent akin to knowing the difference between what you can change, and what you cannot. This of course takes patience, the acquiring of which is definitely your greatest achievement, along with your sense of your own inner softness.

 

That is all for now folks Up next is Taurus!!!

 

The basic sketch on this entry is a compilation of a NUMBER of sources coupled with ME! How about some poetry here goes...(You permeate thoughts and envelope dreams dreams dreams)

 

LOVE

Love is a breach in the walls, a broken gate,
Where that comes in that shall not go again;
Love sells the proud heart's citadel to Fate.
They have known shame, who love unloved. Even then,
When two mouths, thirsty each for each, find slaking,
And agony's forgot, and hushed the crying
Of credulous hearts, in heaven -- such are but taking
Their own poor dreams within their arms, and lying
Each in his lonely night, each with a ghost.
Some share that night. But they know love grows colder,
Grows false and dull, that was sweet lies at most.
Astonishment is no more in hand or shoulder,
But darkens, and dies out from kiss to kiss.
All this is love; and all love is but this. --Rupert Brooke

 

Goddess Bless

I've been alone with you
Inside my mind
And in my dreams I've kissed your lips
A thousand times
I sometimes see you
Passing outside my door
Hello!
Is it me you're looking for?
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
You're all I've ever wanted
And my arms are open wide
Because you know just what to say
And you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much
I love you

I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again
How mcuh I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow
Hello!
I've just got to let you know
Because I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely?
Or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let start by saying I love you

Hello!
Is it me you're looking for?
Becuase I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely?
Or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let start by saying I love you

Here's some poems I wrote around 2000-2002.  A few of them were published by the International Library of Poetry, so yeah I thought I'd share them with you all

 

My Northern Star

I was lost, all alone.
Empty, aching, searching
For that guiding light,
For my northern star.

How I longed to be loved.
To have someone hold me
Even if it was only
In my dreams.

Then I saw you.
Your radiant light
Gives me all I need.
It guides me along the way.

And so it begins again
To grow inside my heart
A love unspoken,
A love so strong.

Anthony Joseph Rolfe

Copyright ©2006 Anthony Joseph Rolfe

 

 

Dreaming My Life Away

I like awake at night, dreaming
Of what I wish I could be.
Rich, daring and beautiful.
As I try to make my dreams come true,
They slip away from my grasp, taunting me.
The more I reach for them,
Louder their laughter becomes.
Why do they taunt me so?
I guess I'll never know.
However this I do know
When I am alone with my dreams
I can be anything.
I am the fastest runner
the perfect lover
and I am loved.
And to be loved is truely the greatest jewel.

Tony Rolfe

Copyright ©2006 Tony Rolfe

 

Lonely Summer Nights

I watch the sun set.
Slowly it falls like a feather in the air.
See it burning the clouds,
Like a wild fire and I can't help but stare.

Soon it will be dark,
The fire burned itself out.
Darker and darker it grows
Like a nightmare that makes you shout.

Look up and see the stars appear
One by one, almost magically.
I try to count them and soon I see them
Falling to the earth, most spectacularly.

I look around again, hoping to see you.
I am lost, alone with nobody in sight.
Yet I see you in my mind
During my lonely summer nights.

Tony Rolfe

Copyright ©2006 Tony J Rolfe

 

 

Music In The Air The cool autumn air makes me shiver. The leaves are falling. So many colors. Down the lane it comes. There's music in air. I know its tune. The rythem gets me going. It makes me want to dance. It makes me want to laugh. There's music in the air. Like an artist and a brush It paints pictures in my head. Colors and images flying around Dreams of Desire, Dreams of Fright. There's music in the air. Tony Rolfe Copyright ©2006 Tony J Rolfe

 

My Adventure In Love

Love, pure love....oh what an adventure.
It happened to me rather quite suddenly.
There she was dressed so fine
Her lofty blond hair
Her quiet composure
To die for she was
I took a chance
After all it's love
And that doesn't happen every day
I thought I could win her heart
Oh how wrong I was.
She denied my inner feelings
She flung me around and around
Finally I'm back where I started
Empty, aching, wanting to die.
Will she see the real me?
Will she know how I feel?
Hoping, wanting to be loved
Ahh, adventures in love.

Tony Joe Rolfe

Copyright ©2006 Tony J Rolfe