Loser @ MindSay

SO my roommate likes to remind me of certian qualities I have. She likes to call me a loser, a nerd, a dork... ect ect. and its really getting to me. Im always wrong around her and i should always "just shut up" around her. What is that B.S??!?!?!

 

Yes I like computers, video games, and politics and history I like talking about stuff like that. Sorry. I didnt know that made me a loser, cause I dont like drinking all the time, or being mean to everyone. Whatever I just needed to vent a lil. Her jokes are just not funny, especially when I feel like im the butt of them all. Don't get me wrong she cool and everything but sometimes shes too much to handle

By the way, if you are reading this... lurk more, asshole.

  So. Um. I hate my job. Not the specific place or the people, necessarily, although sometimes I do hate it and them...but just the job. The waiting tables thing. I realize that the waiting tables doesn't make a person a loser, but I do feel like a loser. I'm in the same place I was 10 years ago, albeit with more experience. THAT makes me a loser. I have nothing to show of my life except a long string of cashier/waitress jobs. I have immense customer service experience. I have patience with people. Thats it. That's all I can say. I went to a resume instructional site and just had to leave. I mean, what do I really have to offer? "achievements" ? Well, let's see...I show up for work 99.9% of the time...I've called out sick once or twice...I show up for work within 15 minutes of the scheduled time about 90% of the time. Um...I guess I do my job ok. I haven't been fired yet. But then again we have an HR dept. so it's really really hard to get fired where I work...unless you steal or no-call-no-show. I am so lazy, though, that the most I ever do about it is feel depressed. I signed up for school again. I guess that's good. Lets see if I can stick to it this time! Maybe that can be my first accomplishment. I'm only 30 years old! Who needs accomplishments? Oh, everyone else has them? OOOH oops. I guess I'm a worthless loser! Oh and by the way...I hate it when I go looking for another joe-job and they have a "career" button...like anyone wants to make a career out of waiting tables or running a cash register. HAH! (I'd love to live from paycheck to paycheck in a rental house with no appliances for the rest of my life!) 

Sadly, Hilliary's only agenda is to be elected at the expence of the democratic party. She and Bill supported neither of the last two Democratic candiadates because of their agenda.  Now she will destroy the any attempt of any other Democrat to win  - if she can't win no other Democrat will be given a chance.  What Democrat who want's to win this election, would tout McCain as her equal and Obama as far inferior- she will make sure McCain wins - YEA Hilliary -  I will be the last Democrat to vote for her!!!!!

Welcome All!!!

 

This Blog will serve as a reminder to all that I am serious about winning this f'ng competition cuz this 31year old needs Botox!

 

Seriously though, I thought this could help along the healthy competition in those of us who are willing to make a change, or are just desperate for money!

 

Also, Jessie will be able to play along with us this way if she ever gets her internet at her Spain home fixed (Pull the damn plug already).

 

I will try to post my thoughts and feelings about this damn diet-I starved all day just so you know so I could have my wine tonight and weigh in ok tomorrow-

 

I hope you all do well, I really do cuz I love you all and want us all to be healthy, there's too many babies around now for us not to be!

 

Love,

Crys