Looney Bin @ MindSay 
bin laden
how is she so strong?
today was tramatizing.
i was on my way to my dad's work friends house(we were goin so my dad could help him cut down a tree) well, we're drivin through chelsea..... and we suddenly stop where i can see my mom's friend who was classified as "looney" and also her other friend...who was not looney....and the police.
how many thoughts came to my head in a split second? inm gonna play a tyler and say "too many to count."
i mean... my mom's friend...not looney...we'll call her *Nooni. and the crazy one..i shall call her* carol.
anyhoo....nooni was like...cryin her eyes out. and my mom.... she is so strong. how could she not cry? because she was there for a friend...and she dosnt cry...so she can be strong. it was very inspirational...really. I wish i could be more like her.... she is alwasy there..i feel like im not there for a lot of people..... which hurts when i later find out that they needed me. its just so hard to help them when I need help too....like giving out my last bit of hope to them..its hard. but my mom does it...and its amazing.
anyhoo...so after bout 10 min...they take *carol away in an ambulence..to her looney home. i just couldnt belive all that happens due tio cheating..and lying..and divorce. poor carol.... she was so broken...... and i guess she finally snapped in two.
well...besides that sad story.... i am pretty much over tyler now...no lie. i mena really. it still hurts how much he lied to me... and all the tears he caused..how confused i was.
but..i dont care. he can go fuck his new gf and i wont give a shit. sure..... i loved him...but fuck it..... he lied.....he lied dammit. something that i NEVER did to dan-o...never even did to him. so.....he can live w/ his guilt...and watch me fucking hate him....hehehehehe.......
i love dan-o.
and...i do like somebody...... he's a senior...... joe fenn. ya..he asked me out but..he's too old. damn...i really wanna go out w/ him tho. but even if we could go oiut..i wouldnt really wanna because he's goin into the marines right whne he gets out of school...and oh how i would cry...so....no matter putting that into my life.
um....so i dont reall like anyone thats...go-out-able.
but i loves me dan-o. you said forever,dan-o,you said you would love me forever and ever.
man...i really cant wait till he gets a new gf...wont my blog be interesting then,eh? not really..im dreading that day........please let it nevercome while im in school...let me never have to see him smile into another's heart...... because he made my heart laugh as it never had before. if i saw that...it would cry as it never had before.
i was on my way to my dad's work friends house(we were goin so my dad could help him cut down a tree) well, we're drivin through chelsea..... and we suddenly stop where i can see my mom's friend who was classified as "looney" and also her other friend...who was not looney....and the police.
how many thoughts came to my head in a split second? inm gonna play a tyler and say "too many to count."
i mean... my mom's friend...not looney...we'll call her *Nooni. and the crazy one..i shall call her* carol.
anyhoo....nooni was like...cryin her eyes out. and my mom.... she is so strong. how could she not cry? because she was there for a friend...and she dosnt cry...so she can be strong. it was very inspirational...really. I wish i could be more like her.... she is alwasy there..i feel like im not there for a lot of people..... which hurts when i later find out that they needed me. its just so hard to help them when I need help too....like giving out my last bit of hope to them..its hard. but my mom does it...and its amazing.
anyhoo...so after bout 10 min...they take *carol away in an ambulence..to her looney home. i just couldnt belive all that happens due tio cheating..and lying..and divorce. poor carol.... she was so broken...... and i guess she finally snapped in two.
well...besides that sad story.... i am pretty much over tyler now...no lie. i mena really. it still hurts how much he lied to me... and all the tears he caused..how confused i was.
but..i dont care. he can go fuck his new gf and i wont give a shit. sure..... i loved him...but fuck it..... he lied.....he lied dammit. something that i NEVER did to dan-o...never even did to him. so.....he can live w/ his guilt...and watch me fucking hate him....hehehehehe.......
i love dan-o.
and...i do like somebody...... he's a senior...... joe fenn. ya..he asked me out but..he's too old. damn...i really wanna go out w/ him tho. but even if we could go oiut..i wouldnt really wanna because he's goin into the marines right whne he gets out of school...and oh how i would cry...so....no matter putting that into my life.
um....so i dont reall like anyone thats...go-out-able.
but i loves me dan-o. you said forever,dan-o,you said you would love me forever and ever.
man...i really cant wait till he gets a new gf...wont my blog be interesting then,eh? not really..im dreading that day........please let it nevercome while im in school...let me never have to see him smile into another's heart...... because he made my heart laugh as it never had before. if i saw that...it would cry as it never had before.
How Garbage Bins Get Collected
Have you ever wondered how your garbage bins get collected on those days when the garbage truck never seems to come? Well now we know.
But first, a real life gingerbread house!
And Baily with the ugliest looking pottery animal creature thing to ever be randomly found!
Then we found a bin! Randomly!
And we took it for a ride!
Then Tia had a go!
And then the bin was lonley so we left it with another bin.
In total, 5 bins were hurt during the making of this post, one of them is still at large...
FUCK THIS!
so its been 2 days since i last updated... bin busy a lot lately, mostly 7th... its bin real bad lately. we got low scores the past 2 shows and its just too much pressure right now... im really sad right now... i just cant really talk right now... ill update later... im just really not in the mood.
UGLYgij3 (10:40:33 PM): hey
Aagt2003 (10:40:38 PM): hey
Aagt2003 (10:40:51 PM): waz wrong with u?
UGLYgij3 (10:41:23 PM): sry i was mad but i tol du somethings that i didnt mean.. i mean we can b freidns and everything but i dont want to show disrespect to my mom and dad cause they dont want me to b all over kids
UGLYgij3 (10:41:34 PM): ppl just really piss me off
Aagt2003 (10:41:41 PM): i know
Aagt2003 (10:41:54 PM): idrk y ur buggin tho
UGLYgij3 (10:42:07 PM): i gave myself a burn brv
UGLYgij3 (10:42:10 PM): brb*
Aagt2003 (10:42:15 PM): what?
Aagt2003 (10:44:12 PM): howd u give urself a burn?
UGLYgij3 (10:44:13 PM): I am away from my computer right now.
UGLYgij3 (10:49:11 PM): u no how i told u when im mad that i rub my eye brows
Aagt2003 (10:49:22 PM): i saw u rubbing them
UGLYgij3 (10:49:54 PM): well i was rubbing my eye brows for more than an hour
Aagt2003 (10:49:59 PM): i know
Aagt2003 (10:50:04 PM): wtf r u talking about?
Aagt2003 (10:50:08 PM): im confused
Aagt2003 (10:50:12 PM): and its not funny
UGLYgij3 (10:50:30 PM): i was rubbing my eye brows b/c i was mad
UGLYgij3 (10:50:43 PM): i was rubing them for more than an hour
Aagt2003 (10:51:20 PM): ok
Aagt2003 (10:51:52 PM): im sorry
Aagt2003 (10:52:03 PM): u know its not u... its me, i always have shit like this behind my back
Aagt2003 (10:52:08 PM): im just a bag of bad luck
Aagt2003 (10:52:20 PM): just stay away from me cuz ima just get u into trouble
Aagt2003 (10:53:18 PM): im sorry i got u into all this.
UGLYgij3 (10:54:05 PM): no like mad pl thin im a hoe already so they make up stores about it
UGLYgij3 (10:54:10 PM): idc cause i no its not true
Aagt2003 (10:54:18 PM): well its just cuz of me
Aagt2003 (10:54:24 PM): im bad luck im telling u
UGLYgij3 (10:54:53 PM): u bad luck please.......im the bad luck girl... my house caught on fire and it was casue of me
Aagt2003 (10:55:03 PM): no u dont understand
Aagt2003 (10:55:08 PM): everywhere i go pple get into trouble
UGLYgij3 (10:55:17 PM): lol idc
Aagt2003 (10:55:22 PM): i get my friends into trouble
UGLYgij3 (10:55:23 PM): we're still freinds
Aagt2003 (10:55:25 PM): U DONT CARE?
Aagt2003 (10:55:27 PM): wtf
Aagt2003 (10:55:32 PM): no just forget about it
Aagt2003 (10:56:21 PM): it would be one thing if this was the first time it happened... but its not... ive once again caused this problem
UGLYgij3 (10:56:22 PM): no like idc that everywhere u go that ull get me into trouble i no its already going to happen
Aagt2003 (10:56:30 PM): just forget it
UGLYgij3 (10:56:31 PM): like i called it b4 it even happened today
Aagt2003 (10:56:38 PM): called what?
UGLYgij3 (10:56:57 PM): i told jessi i bet when my dad gets here that ill get in trouble
Aagt2003 (10:57:07 PM): get into trouble for what?
UGLYgij3 (10:57:09 PM): wheich i did
Aagt2003 (10:57:11 PM): pretending u like me?
Aagt2003 (10:57:15 PM): which isnt even true?
Aagt2003 (10:57:19 PM): wtf is up with that?
UGLYgij3 (10:57:35 PM): because u no how me and erica were suppossibly fighting
Aagt2003 (10:57:39 PM): seriously how do u even come across all that? u kiss someone and are all over them but ur not even sure if u like them?
UGLYgij3 (10:57:50 PM): well fay told my dad that we were yelling
UGLYgij3 (10:58:03 PM): what?
Aagt2003 (10:58:04 PM): IM always the one that gets screwed in the end
Aagt2003 (10:58:11 PM): i fucking hate all this
UGLYgij3 (10:58:21 PM): who said i didnt like u
Aagt2003 (10:58:53 PM): u dont even know
Aagt2003 (10:58:58 PM): u cant answer that question
Aagt2003 (10:59:09 PM): i fucking hate myself
Aagt2003 (10:59:17 PM): i fucking hate my mom and my brothers
UGLYgij3 (10:59:37 PM): y?
Aagt2003 (10:59:57 PM): cuz im always pissed and sad around them and i always get into trouble for stupid shit
Aagt2003 (11:00:31 PM): to be honest i didnt really care that much that i hit my brother in the face ystrdy... i mean i did to a point where i felt bad for hitting him in the face, but not for hitting him overall]
UGLYgij3 (11:01:10 PM): i no.. i understand that
UGLYgij3 (11:01:29 PM): Aagt2003 (10:58:48 PM): u dont even know
Aagt2003 (10:58:53 PM): u cant answer that question
UGLYgij3 (11:01:32 PM): whats dont i no
Aagt2003 (11:01:33 PM): w.e.
Aagt2003 (11:01:38 PM): ...
UGLYgij3 (11:01:44 PM): tell me
Aagt2003 (11:01:53 PM): UGLYgij3 (10:58:21 PM): who said i didnt like u
Aagt2003 (10:58:53 PM): u dont even know
Aagt2003 (10:58:58 PM): u cant answer that question
UGLYgij3 (11:02:18 PM): i never siad i didnt
Aagt2003 (11:02:26 PM): but u cant even say u do
Aagt2003 (11:05:00 PM): c there u go... cant even answer it
UGLYgij3 (11:05:01 PM): brb
People ALWAYS got to make things WORSE!!
hit it up 4464385!!
MARK Im not mad at u
You Inspire Me To Be Better
You Challenge Me For The Better
Sit Back And Let Me Pour Out My Love Letter
Aagt2003 (11:26:23 PM): i guess u dont realize how much i really do like u... i mean idk wtf to do nemore, i mean this is just all B.S... this shit like always happens to me, and ird wanna get u into trouble cuz im telling u right now that i dont wanna get u hurt. it would kill me much more than it would u if i found out I was the reason y u got into trouble... im SOOO sorry... besides what would happen when school starts? what would pple think? its just best to forget any of this happened... goodnight dev.
UGLYgij3 (11:26:24 PM): brb
People ALWAYS got to make things WORSE!!
hit it up 4464385!!
MARK Im not mad at u
You Inspire Me To Be Better
You Challenge Me For The Better
Sit Back And Let Me Pour Out My Love Letter
so its been 2 days since i last updated... bin busy a lot lately, mostly 7th... its bin real bad lately. we got low scores the past 2 shows and its just too much pressure right now... im really sad right now... i just cant really talk right now... ill update later... im just really not in the mood.
UGLYgij3 (10:40:33 PM): hey
Aagt2003 (10:40:38 PM): hey
Aagt2003 (10:40:51 PM): waz wrong with u?
UGLYgij3 (10:41:23 PM): sry i was mad but i tol du somethings that i didnt mean.. i mean we can b freidns and everything but i dont want to show disrespect to my mom and dad cause they dont want me to b all over kids
UGLYgij3 (10:41:34 PM): ppl just really piss me off
Aagt2003 (10:41:41 PM): i know
Aagt2003 (10:41:54 PM): idrk y ur buggin tho
UGLYgij3 (10:42:07 PM): i gave myself a burn brv
UGLYgij3 (10:42:10 PM): brb*
Aagt2003 (10:42:15 PM): what?
Aagt2003 (10:44:12 PM): howd u give urself a burn?
UGLYgij3 (10:44:13 PM): I am away from my computer right now.
UGLYgij3 (10:49:11 PM): u no how i told u when im mad that i rub my eye brows
Aagt2003 (10:49:22 PM): i saw u rubbing them
UGLYgij3 (10:49:54 PM): well i was rubbing my eye brows for more than an hour
Aagt2003 (10:49:59 PM): i know
Aagt2003 (10:50:04 PM): wtf r u talking about?
Aagt2003 (10:50:08 PM): im confused
Aagt2003 (10:50:12 PM): and its not funny
UGLYgij3 (10:50:30 PM): i was rubbing my eye brows b/c i was mad
UGLYgij3 (10:50:43 PM): i was rubing them for more than an hour
Aagt2003 (10:51:20 PM): ok
Aagt2003 (10:51:52 PM): im sorry
Aagt2003 (10:52:03 PM): u know its not u... its me, i always have shit like this behind my back
Aagt2003 (10:52:08 PM): im just a bag of bad luck
Aagt2003 (10:52:20 PM): just stay away from me cuz ima just get u into trouble
Aagt2003 (10:53:18 PM): im sorry i got u into all this.
UGLYgij3 (10:54:05 PM): no like mad pl thin im a hoe already so they make up stores about it
UGLYgij3 (10:54:10 PM): idc cause i no its not true
Aagt2003 (10:54:18 PM): well its just cuz of me
Aagt2003 (10:54:24 PM): im bad luck im telling u
UGLYgij3 (10:54:53 PM): u bad luck please.......im the bad luck girl... my house caught on fire and it was casue of me
Aagt2003 (10:55:03 PM): no u dont understand
Aagt2003 (10:55:08 PM): everywhere i go pple get into trouble
UGLYgij3 (10:55:17 PM): lol idc
Aagt2003 (10:55:22 PM): i get my friends into trouble
UGLYgij3 (10:55:23 PM): we're still freinds
Aagt2003 (10:55:25 PM): U DONT CARE?
Aagt2003 (10:55:27 PM): wtf
Aagt2003 (10:55:32 PM): no just forget about it
Aagt2003 (10:56:21 PM): it would be one thing if this was the first time it happened... but its not... ive once again caused this problem
UGLYgij3 (10:56:22 PM): no like idc that everywhere u go that ull get me into trouble i no its already going to happen
Aagt2003 (10:56:30 PM): just forget it
UGLYgij3 (10:56:31 PM): like i called it b4 it even happened today
Aagt2003 (10:56:38 PM): called what?
UGLYgij3 (10:56:57 PM): i told jessi i bet when my dad gets here that ill get in trouble
Aagt2003 (10:57:07 PM): get into trouble for what?
UGLYgij3 (10:57:09 PM): wheich i did
Aagt2003 (10:57:11 PM): pretending u like me?
Aagt2003 (10:57:15 PM): which isnt even true?
Aagt2003 (10:57:19 PM): wtf is up with that?
UGLYgij3 (10:57:35 PM): because u no how me and erica were suppossibly fighting
Aagt2003 (10:57:39 PM): seriously how do u even come across all that? u kiss someone and are all over them but ur not even sure if u like them?
UGLYgij3 (10:57:50 PM): well fay told my dad that we were yelling
UGLYgij3 (10:58:03 PM): what?
Aagt2003 (10:58:04 PM): IM always the one that gets screwed in the end
Aagt2003 (10:58:11 PM): i fucking hate all this
UGLYgij3 (10:58:21 PM): who said i didnt like u
Aagt2003 (10:58:53 PM): u dont even know
Aagt2003 (10:58:58 PM): u cant answer that question
Aagt2003 (10:59:09 PM): i fucking hate myself
Aagt2003 (10:59:17 PM): i fucking hate my mom and my brothers
UGLYgij3 (10:59:37 PM): y?
Aagt2003 (10:59:57 PM): cuz im always pissed and sad around them and i always get into trouble for stupid shit
Aagt2003 (11:00:31 PM): to be honest i didnt really care that much that i hit my brother in the face ystrdy... i mean i did to a point where i felt bad for hitting him in the face, but not for hitting him overall]
UGLYgij3 (11:01:10 PM): i no.. i understand that
UGLYgij3 (11:01:29 PM): Aagt2003 (10:58:48 PM): u dont even know
Aagt2003 (10:58:53 PM): u cant answer that question
UGLYgij3 (11:01:32 PM): whats dont i no
Aagt2003 (11:01:33 PM): w.e.
Aagt2003 (11:01:38 PM): ...
UGLYgij3 (11:01:44 PM): tell me
Aagt2003 (11:01:53 PM): UGLYgij3 (10:58:21 PM): who said i didnt like u
Aagt2003 (10:58:53 PM): u dont even know
Aagt2003 (10:58:58 PM): u cant answer that question
UGLYgij3 (11:02:18 PM): i never siad i didnt
Aagt2003 (11:02:26 PM): but u cant even say u do
Aagt2003 (11:05:00 PM): c there u go... cant even answer it
UGLYgij3 (11:05:01 PM): brb
People ALWAYS got to make things WORSE!!
hit it up 4464385!!
MARK Im not mad at u
You Inspire Me To Be Better
You Challenge Me For The Better
Sit Back And Let Me Pour Out My Love Letter
Aagt2003 (11:26:23 PM): i guess u dont realize how much i really do like u... i mean idk wtf to do nemore, i mean this is just all B.S... this shit like always happens to me, and ird wanna get u into trouble cuz im telling u right now that i dont wanna get u hurt. it would kill me much more than it would u if i found out I was the reason y u got into trouble... im SOOO sorry... besides what would happen when school starts? what would pple think? its just best to forget any of this happened... goodnight dev.
UGLYgij3 (11:26:24 PM): brb
People ALWAYS got to make things WORSE!!
hit it up 4464385!!
MARK Im not mad at u
You Inspire Me To Be Better
You Challenge Me For The Better
Sit Back And Let Me Pour Out My Love Letter
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i almost bought a poster of an atomic bomb explosion
but i didnt think it was worth it
that poster belongs in the free bin at Cat's
not the 5 dollar rack at McKay's
every cool poster belongs in the free bin at Cat's music
there was a really funny poster of einstein ridin a bicycle at McKay's
now that would have been worth five bucks
but they were out of em
"OH SHIT! there is the UPS place"
-james
i dont trust UPS
i shot off all my bottle rockets today
i tried to hit michael and tj with a few of them
but i didnt want to hit them bad enough to aim really good
"I'm A Vampire"-future bible heroes
weird tags available: bin laden, looney bin
dude, i have to wake up every mornin until sunday so that i can eat breakfast with my grand dad, this. is. lame. it really is too early to wake up. but i have a very effective alarm. "burn piano island, burn"- the blood brothers. thqat song will wake you out of the deepest sleep
a bumble billy would make a cool pet
i'm thinkin that the ska scene has lost its soul. it has become more screaming-emo with instruments. it has lost its reggea roots. except for some really good bands. i like ska with soul.
i always thought the blood brothers had a female band member. but M@ie G recently told me that was a high pitched guy, and it's true. what happened, did the guy get his nuts chopped off.
i get sleepy sooner now, at least more sleepy early. i am gonna try and stay up as late as i was just a couple weeks ago. somewhere into the 5 or 6 area. wait! no. i shouldnt do that. i'll do that when my grandparents leave.
i have gotten in the habit of taken naps rcently, naps are amazing.
i dont really feel like bloggin, but hey. there is nothin else to do, and no one is talkin to me. so why not.
i think there was more on my mind but i cant remember right now
oh!
i did have another dream last night(i think i am fascinated with dreams). and when i woke up i remembered it perfectly, and i was like i need to write this down so i will remember it. but then i took a nap, and when i woke up from that. i had forgotten the whole thing, i dont remember a second of it
meyhap there will be more later
but i didnt think it was worth it
that poster belongs in the free bin at Cat's
not the 5 dollar rack at McKay's
every cool poster belongs in the free bin at Cat's music
there was a really funny poster of einstein ridin a bicycle at McKay's
now that would have been worth five bucks
but they were out of em
"OH SHIT! there is the UPS place"
-james
i dont trust UPS
i shot off all my bottle rockets today
i tried to hit michael and tj with a few of them
but i didnt want to hit them bad enough to aim really good
"I'm A Vampire"-future bible heroes
weird tags available: bin laden, looney bin
dude, i have to wake up every mornin until sunday so that i can eat breakfast with my grand dad, this. is. lame. it really is too early to wake up. but i have a very effective alarm. "burn piano island, burn"- the blood brothers. thqat song will wake you out of the deepest sleep
a bumble billy would make a cool pet
i'm thinkin that the ska scene has lost its soul. it has become more screaming-emo with instruments. it has lost its reggea roots. except for some really good bands. i like ska with soul.
i always thought the blood brothers had a female band member. but M@ie G recently told me that was a high pitched guy, and it's true. what happened, did the guy get his nuts chopped off.
i get sleepy sooner now, at least more sleepy early. i am gonna try and stay up as late as i was just a couple weeks ago. somewhere into the 5 or 6 area. wait! no. i shouldnt do that. i'll do that when my grandparents leave.
i have gotten in the habit of taken naps rcently, naps are amazing.
i dont really feel like bloggin, but hey. there is nothin else to do, and no one is talkin to me. so why not.
i think there was more on my mind but i cant remember right now
oh!
i did have another dream last night(i think i am fascinated with dreams). and when i woke up i remembered it perfectly, and i was like i need to write this down so i will remember it. but then i took a nap, and when i woke up from that. i had forgotten the whole thing, i dont remember a second of it
meyhap there will be more later
So I'm just curious...
...how many of you out there think I'm a total nutcase? I was just realizing that all I ever put up here are introspective, depressing rambles. So I thought I'd put something positive up...but even though I'm in a decent mood right now, I just can't think of anything.
In light of that I decided to take a poll of my three or so regular readers to see if you think I'm a candidate for the looney bin. I'm not looking for "of course you're a good person!", I want real opinions. If you think I'm an idiot, then tell me so. If you think I'm possessed by the ghost of Edgar Allen Poe...well tell me that too. However if you think I'm the greatest thing since blow-up dolls were invented...don't tell me that, give me your number instead ;)
P.S. Bonus points if you can guess how many years it's been since I've actually been in a looney bin!
...how many of you out there think I'm a total nutcase? I was just realizing that all I ever put up here are introspective, depressing rambles. So I thought I'd put something positive up...but even though I'm in a decent mood right now, I just can't think of anything.
In light of that I decided to take a poll of my three or so regular readers to see if you think I'm a candidate for the looney bin. I'm not looking for "of course you're a good person!", I want real opinions. If you think I'm an idiot, then tell me so. If you think I'm possessed by the ghost of Edgar Allen Poe...well tell me that too. However if you think I'm the greatest thing since blow-up dolls were invented...don't tell me that, give me your number instead ;)
P.S. Bonus points if you can guess how many years it's been since I've actually been in a looney bin!
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