Lives @ MindSay

_{^{We're poor.}}

_{^{I stopped going to Starbucks today.}}

_{^{I hate my mom, she's being such a bitch about it.}}

_{^{I hate my dad, he can't just swallow his pride and tell us to stop spending.}}

 

 _{^{I have 4 cavities that cost us about 800 dollars. My mom said that we could have spent all that on clothes but she's lying. When we go to the mall, I can't spend over 80 bucks. And after that, we don't go to the mall until like, next year. I HATE THISSSSSS. I hate how I'm going to go to 8th grade where all these stupid bitches and bastards spend money on cool stuff and thats all they think about. I hate how I'm going to be a loser in 8th grade. I hate how I'm even thinking this when I should be concentrating on school work! I hate that invisible ring of peer pressure. If only a few people wore Abercrombie, do you even think I would step foot in that store????? This is only a minor reason why I would love to move to Middle Earth :)}}

 

I know that my Redeemer lives

 

and He shall stand at last

 

on the earth

 

Job 19:25

 

As I walked past Crawford Gymnasium I noticed signs for an emergency blood drive....

 

 

I figured that since I was feeling unable to help myself, I thought why not do something to help someone else? To be honest, I'm not a selfish person, but I'm also not really that self-less......especially when I'm already not in a good mood...but I don't know what made me want to donate today...it was just this thought it my mind to help someone else and just maybe you will feel better...and the result is I actually do feel better...but I can't explain why....it was just something small that actually made me feel worth something...it was kinda nice :)

 

If I can't help me, the very least I can do is help someone else....

 

since I'm (AB-) and the universal receiver and rather "wanted' accorded to the blood bank I guess it's nice to feel special for a change.....I also recommend that you all visit this site American Red Cross and help save lives..

 

 

trust me on this...it's a great feeling....so please help....

 

PS> I made this today...:D

 

 

I am not a muslim nor a christian nor a zionist. Like most average person i know i can do little to influence the events happening ther now. in my previous travels i had had met Israeli and Palestinians and they were quite friendly to me--and i always told them to go for peace and to support peace whenever it was possible. Sadly i know peace will elude there now--and for quite some time to come.                                                               So i now repeat what i said before: Go for peace whenever possible so that it is safer for your own children to go to the streets. To an outsider living in the Far-east it is esay to see the terrible waste of human lives going on.

The deadly version of bird flu that has been reported so much about in the news over the past few months has finally reached the UK in a small costal town. This town is only 20 minutes drive from where I live, and in years gone by we would frequently visit for fish and chips. To my knowledge I reside just outside the further most quarantine zone, though this is not much comfort and I can't help but wonder what the future holds for all of us.

 

It is scary.

 

The science dictates that we as humans on the most part are safe unless the virus mutates in which case death could occur in the numbers only seen before due to diseases such as the black plague. Fingers crossed that it doesn't but who can predict what will happen. It has a very fictional feel all about it, like "The Stand" or "Outbreak".

 

Seems like the government has slipped up in there reaction time to this.

 

I'll keep you all posted if anything else

 

Long days and pleasant nights,

 

Stephen