Live @ MindSay

Fuck love
fuck life
fuck this
why bother

The most right thing I ever felt turns out to be wrong.

I can't live with that.

I'm gone.

Blognapped from further 

While I'm in the mood to blog about music, I may as well list the bands I've seen, by order of how many times I've seen them.

Gillian Welch* - approx. 19 times. I was going to compose a list of the dates I've seen her, but I never did and I lost count. However, I have seen her as Gillian Welch, as The Esquires, at the Station Inn, The Ryman Auditorium, Largo, and The Belcourt Theatre. Obviously, I have seen her multiple times at The Station Inn and Belcourt.
Ashley Cleveland - approx. 8 times
Buddy & Julie Miller - approx. 8 times
Sam Phillips - 4 times
Gary Chapman - 4 times
Rachael Lampa - approx. 4 times
Emmylou Harris - 4 times, all because she happened to show up at gigs. At least twice with Gillian Welch, one with Lucinda Williams, and at least once with Buddy & Julie Miller, singing an incredible version of
Dar Williams - 3 times (including the first time as Cry Cry Cry, an act which she performed with Lucy Kaplansky and Richard Shindell)
Rufus Wainwright - 3 times
Tori Amos - 3 times
Aimee Mann - 3 times
Suzanne Vega - 3 times
Ryan Adams - 3 times
Robbie Fulks - 3 times (all at 12th & Porter I think)
Steve Earle - 2 times (12th & Porter, Nashville River Stages)
Lucinda Williams - 2 times
LeeAnn Womack - 2 times
Over the Rhine - 2 times
Bruce Cockburn - 2 times
Laura Pausini - 1 time
Liz Phair - 1 time
Wayne Kirkpatrick - 1 time
Weezer - 1 time
The Strokes - 1 time
Sheena Easton - 1 time
Travis - 1 time
Carolyn Arends - 1 time
Phil Keaggy - 1 time or more, I forget
Garbage - 1 time
Sarah Evans - 1 time
Allison Moorer - 1 time
Kasey Chambers - 1 time
Tift Merritt - 1 time
The Wallflowers - 1 time
Bob Dylan - 1 time
Gary Wilson - 1 time
The Vines - 1 time
Leona Naess - 1 time
Imogen Heap - 1 time
Woody Allen & his New Orleans Jazz Band - 1 time
The Pixies & The Thrills - 1 time
Death Cab For Cutie - 1 time
Sarah McLachlan - 1time
Coldplay - 1 time
Matchbox Twenty - 1 time
David Gray - 1 time
Sting & Annie Lennox - 1 time, yes they were touring together
Jars of Clay - 1 time (at least?)

Always wanted to see:
Petula Clark
Yeah Yeah Yeahs
The Beatles
and a whole lot of others, I guess

Note: Since I lived in Nashville for awhile, I had the chance to see many of my favorites and many times. I am burnt out on music. And while I traveled 10 hours driving from Nashville to Chicago to see Travis, I didn't see them when they were playing within walking distance from me a few months ago. And same thing with Suzanne Vega.  I saw her in England twice, and went by train and tube to see her, but didn't go see her when she was playing at the same place around the corner.

Note 2: Also, I recently saw Gillian Welch again after not seeing her live for 3 1/2 years. She likes performing with a bunch of other people now. And now that she commands a higher ticket price, she is not onstage that much and it is not worth it. She has been coming to L.A. a lot, but each time "with guests". Usually she performs with top-notch people, but still, that is not enough. The whole time I was there, January, 2009, I was wishing I was somewhere else. Okay....whatever...

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Sit back and watch

the clouds converge

 

Feel the chill rain come down

 

forget the feeling of warmth

you knew before 

 

let the wind toss your thoughts

and beat your spirit down

 

don't be confused

 

 

This is reality.

 

this is your life.

 

 

your new home

 

 

 

Live with second best

 

Watch first place falling

for her

 

 

Try to forget.

Try to keep breathing.

 

Try to convince your heart

 

it should keep beating.

 

 

It wont believe you.

 

 

why should it?

 

 

 

 

You can't even convince yourself

it's okay. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Wouldn't it get boring as hell if everyday was perfect peace and you lived forever? It sounds good for a moment but think about it....everyday sunshine and lolipops, not trials, no tribulations, no strife.

How would we know that things were good if they were never bad?

I hate to be sick but I always appreicate my health so much more after I'm sick. And when I'm broke , I always appreciate prosperity so much when I come out of the hole. And isn't a good nights sleep so wonderful after a few days of little sleep?

It would be nice if the were no wars, no catastrophic diseases, mo muders, rapes or molestions. But I like a good (not ugly) argument now and then, and a few days in bed with a cold means rest, relax and mend.

If you lived for ever how long would it be before life became mundane and empty?

I mean, is life not about balancing the good with the bad?

Kind of a werid thought I know, but I'm tired...didn't get much sleep last night. So, I think I'll go take a nap. Now, won't that be lovely?