Life Forever @ MindSay

This is it.....she has 3 weeks to make her decision, either be with me or not....I love Candace to death, but if she says no or cant make up her mind then I will have to walk out of her life forever. This is the hardest decision that I ever had to make....Candace is the one constant in my life since I moved to San Diego....I have loved her for the last three years. If she says no then I'll need to find a way to get over her and that wont work with her creepin into everything I do.....and in June....It would be best if she left with her bff Amber and Josh (Amber's bf) to the next city over.....If she cant decide on being with me come June 1st I dont ever want to see her again, as hard is that is to say I have to....I need to get over her and this is the only way I know how.

 

.....Here's hoping that she says yes, I dont want to have to erase her from my life....

you  make me want to melt within your eyes forever

spoiling me with  small bits of love

indulging me in your laughs as i snuggle deep  within your arms

teaching me your life , your gaming, yourself

as i see into the ways of learning more

rolling the dice much like  fate has done to us

 as our characters  come to life as we battle  alongside the other

feeling much like teenagers giggling as we scour the mall

watching a  movie ,holding hands,

me all warmly bundled up  as you buy me a  carmel vanilla latte on a cold day

or me cooking you dinner when you come home after a  hard day at work

each of us  equal, each of us always helping the other out.

whether in cleaning or just making small things to make us comfortabel or simply just to smile

 our love keeps  growing stronger as i know you are mine and mine only

i love you and im so glad that we are together  my heart...

 

 

 

Angel I met you at the ring of the bell
walkin' the precipice, this side of hell
and as I recall, ya know I never could tell
just whether you saved me or whether I fell

'cause when I'm with you, I don't wanna eat, sleep, or draw in breath
'cause I'm trapped inbetween certain life and an uncertain cause of death

put the rose in the water, it'll drink till it dies
I'm locked out of the room, where a little girl cries
and the gold chain lies broken under sapphire skies
where you won't find any frogs, and no eagle flies

and all I know is you won't let me touch you until you get high
tell me when did you decide in your mind, somewhere along the line, to switch sides

and so you want me to be completely honest with you...
I feel every ounce of pain that you go through

I'm resigned to my fate as Leiland takes me away
from where the bent curtain rods and the tear-soaked flannel lay
and the packers they carry fudge up from the depths of dismay
thinking if I go back, how long will I stay?

so just do me a favor, don't send me anymore of those stupid emails
'cause it all ends with a stomach tear and bitten fingernails

I see Adam's face, I'm full of bulletholes too
here comes the lord of the land, ya know the rent is due
and ya know there ain't nothin' baby that I wouldn't go through
if I knew I'd spend forever, forever with you

and my spirit will shake, for what I know will always come to pass
when I look in your eyes will I know that our love will always last?

and so I will be completely honest with you...
I want to take every ounce of pain from you

            Jesus ain’t in the tomb, baby.

 

            He’s gone. 

 

            Death couldn’t hold Him.  He conquered it—beat it to a pulp. 

           

            Christians who believe this, who truly understand this, don’t fear death.

 

            The bodies of Christians die, but they live with their God—forever. 

 

            Death can’t hold them, either, because they have His life in them.

 

            Pretty cool.