
Lesbian @ MindSay 
since i'm a camwhore like that, here are some new pics!
um, no particular order...the newest are first and the one with me as a blonde is from february.
oh, and that's my lady with me...she's so adorable
i just wanted to prove that i was somewhat marginally attractive as i thought i was...lol.
kage jonas
sorry folks, i seem to be a chronic pathological liar this morning.
I was reading some posts for fun in a few livejournal communities i belong to relating to ftm and ftm stuff.
my general gripe here is....why are all of the guys there incredibly and quite ridiculously good looking? I feel so ill in comparison to them, like i'm so weird-looking, unattractive individual. that's not me clambering for attention or anything, that's just something I've noticed.
i've met some really unattractive transboys...but the ones i haven't met are always really really handsome. i always want to be one of the "pretty ones", i suppose. i'm a pretty boy, what can i say, right?
*sigh* maybe i'm upset about nothing and i really am in the same league as said boys? maybe not. *shrug*
oh well. i'm going to go gripe to my cat.
kage jonas
and this is straight (tehe) from my dic(tehe)tionary about anything and everything...the one in my head.
faker (n): a lesbian who is masculine enough to appear male but gets angry when she is mistaken for one...but it really secretly striving to be referred to as such.
racer (n): a trans individual who comes out after a close friend or relative and then proceeds to "race" them to see who can fully transition first.
i have a "brother" named D. D's name is Danielle. Danielle is dating a friend of Shawna and myself who coincidentally has been in some form of relationship or....oh forget.
D's gf and i hooked up. Shawna and D hooked up. I dated D. Shawna dated D's gf. Now we are all friends...understood? Don't make me draw a diagram...it's not pretty, folks.
Anyway....i digress once more...
D is rather masculine and always has been. When I dated D, we looked like a stereotypical lesbian couple: diesel dykes.
(diesel dyke (n): a lesbian who fits the ultra-butch flannel-wearing, beer-drinking, lumberjack punching stereotype of a lesbian)
well, D and I broke up. I realized that I was trans and came out as such. Shortly after I came out, D stated that she too was trans. For years, she had been on T (testosterone) for some illness and it made her grow peach fuzz in several places...basically, she's a hairy woman who looks masculine.
anyway, she then became a performing drag king (about 8 months after I started out)...and has basically followed me in everything, but is almost trying to "Race" me.
We were at the surprise party i threw for shawna's birthday a few weeks ago and one of D's gf's best friends asked me how i was coming in my transition. She commented that my facial hair was coming in nicely and wondered about my dosage of T...to which i replied there was none, it was au naturale...
D: "Oh that's nothing! I've been on T for 5 years. The doctor says my hormone count is way way up now with T."
Mind you, D is not being medically treated for transsexuality, just like myself. We're in the same boat, here...why race?
But to "one-up" me, D likes to tell people she is a hermaphrodite. She always tells them "I was born with both parts and I have two birth certificates! My mom has the female one and my dad has the male one."
mind you, nobody has seen D's dad in about 10 years...so this is proof of nothing.
I'm getting tired, so I think I will stop there for tonight.
Is D a "racer"? or is she just a lesbian following what seems to be a growing trend in the area?
thoughts?
-kage jonas
One of the things I like best about Devin O'Branagan's latest novel, RED HOT PROPERTY, is that she once again deals with the subject of persecution. Valentino DeMitri is a gay, Catholic man who is not allowed to practice his religion because of rules of the Catholic Church. She told me that the character was inspired by two gay men she encountered in her life.
The first was a gay man who was so tortured by the fact he had been told that God hated him because he was gay, he committed suicide. Devin had tried to assure him that, in her view of such things, God loved everyone and what mattered most to God was each individual's capacity to love others. But her assurances to Andy didn't outweigh the unloving pronouncements of those in authority in his family and in his church. God bless Andy's soul...
The other was a young man who used to come to Catholic mass every Sunday and simply stand at the back of the church and cry. He would slip out when communion began. Devin asked the priest about the young man and was told it was because the church wouldn't allow him to practice his faith, because he was gay.
Appalled at this medieval way of thought, Devin makes a strong, emotional case for the rights of gays to practice whatever faith to which they feel drawn.
Please read RED HOT PROPERTY and see how the character deals with this heartbreak: www.RedHotProperty.com
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