Lastchaos @ MindSay 
I recognize him, I do not know if it is the god arrangement, I also do not say why the god let me recognize. It let me know, but it not let me together with each other, I do not know why, I do not know who can tell me. In this game, Buy LastChaos Gold becomes the thing that I often do. I like to buy things to arm my number.
Love a person is really very difficult, I really do not know that there will be so difficult, and sometimes I really wanted to give up the love of her, but I really love her, I do not care she is not the same love me, I know that love her I must be brought happy to her, I like to see her smile, every time I see she smile when she earn a little Last chaos Gold, I always felt very happy. But I love her; I just give her the endless troubles. My heart in the drop of blood, wounds have been deep. For this feeling, I let her pain every day.
I think a long time; finally I have to make my choice. For her, no matter what I can change, but I more so, I will bring her more deep suffering. Love a person is to make her happy. I can not for myself to bring her the suffering, I still choose to leave, I do not want to leave the game, and I still like Buy Last Chaos in the game.
I do not want to leave my friends, in this game I made a lot of friends; after all I played one year. In this game, I know we can make good friends in online game, perhaps they are better than you reality friends, at least I think so. In the game, if you have difficult, they can come to help you without purpose. In reality life, people are reality. But for her I still choose to leave; I will remember those friends forever. You are always my good friends. I really hope she can return to the past, the smiling face every day are hung, I think about the past, at first we together upgrade and earn Cheap Lastchaos money, at that time, you are so happy. But now you are sad, I really hate myself; I do not know why I can not bring happiness to her and why I only can choose to leave.
Perhaps in the network, I stay too long; I can not waving form the wings of the reality of this virtual world. The more I think to leave, the more I could not escape. The hard struggle, I do not know for what. I really do not want to give up; after all we have been concerted efforts. I could not bear to give up. But I do not know if you can give me a chance again. So I only can choose leave.
in other news...our deadline to move out is fast approaching. we have til the end of April to be outta here. we dont even have enuff rent to get our new place so we're all stressed about that. me and Shake were supposed to get this sweet super job for a apartment building (free rent!!) but I woke up yesterday and my mom said that the lady had given it to someone else even tho she knew we wanted it. that pissed me off so much...but as is life I suppose...
so...Im finally into Manga. yes. its happened. first it was the Hentai and now I have 3 Manga novels haha I love the one so far so hopefully the other 2 dont disappoint. I also am now the proud owner of a Kuma figure YAY!!! he kicks total ass haha (for those of you who dont watch tv...hes one of the samurai from Afro Samurai. hes the one with the big bear head http://www.joeacevedo.com/images/figurezone/dcunlimited/dcun_afro_kuma.jpg thats him) the next one Im going to get is hopefully Justice http://www.joeacevedo.com/images/figurezone/dcunlimited/dcun_afro_justice.jpg OH OH and...I also have a Deady!!! OMG hes soooooooo adorable http://www.merchdirect.net/x/detail_image.php?imageid=17081 how cute is he?! haha but ya...thats enuff about my recent additions
anyhoo...Im off to play LC some more (Im actually playing it right now haha)
toodles
went to Bramalea Mall yesterday (yesterday being Saturday). found this kool store where I wanted to buy literally everything. Shake found me a General Grievous coffee mug (which I ended up buying YAY!!). we were looking at belt buckles inside this display case that was also the counter where you pay and the dude that ran the store was trying to show us Jesus ones. we were like 'umm...?' like wtf. crazy old man. so now we want to move to Brampton haha but if we do at least I have a place where I could try to apply
got yelled at on LC tonight. why you might ask? well we were in this one city fighting these things called sand gollems and we noticed this messege saying that some freekin demon arrived and next thing we knew we were dead. fuckin dead. and we came back and went back to kill it. ended up killing it but there were 2 other guys there who then started to yell at us for taking some shit that it dropped. I told the douchebags twice that that thing had killed us and thats why we were back so we could have some revenge and did they listen to me? no. started kussing off Shake saying that he was dead and whatever. I mean for one its just a fuckin game. 2 - no one got any 'rare' shit that they claimed Shake did. I only got 2 motherfuckin tool aids and 3 - kiss my motherfuckin ass you sons of bitches WE DID NOTHING WRONG!!! if anything we saved yer fuckin ass koz it wasnt even near half life when we had joined it. and then to top it off they had threatened Shake with getting him banned koz he ks'd and koz he 'swore' and um ya he fuckin messeged the gs' and told them what had happened and they were on his side. so they can go to the fuckin forums and whine all they want. little pussies
I can hear snow plows outside. fuckin loud man
my dad took me out to dinner tonight for my bday. we went to Applebees mmm mmm apple chimmicheezecake!! sooooooooooooooo fuckin good man I love that shit! I got an Oreo cookie shake to go and I was like 'now I have 2 shakes' haha and apparently I was the only one that found that funny...
blah. so bored. gonna go play some LC and try to level my healer...
toodles