Last Day @ MindSay

this is the letter D's mom wrote me this morning.  Claudia, Parker, and I all read them after the kids left, and then they (they started first because I was afraid I was going to cry) decided to switch cards to see how similar they were.  Let's just say, mine WON!

Dear Ms. E,
Thank you so much for the love and support you have shown D thits last year.  Words can't express how grateful I am for the care you have given.  It was such a relief to know I was sending D where I knew he was safe.  You guys never gave up on him even when he didn't make it easy.  And you especially he seemed to lash out at. Thank you for  your patience with him.  We will miss you! Please keep in touch, and good luck in the coming years.
Love,
Nichole.


**I shit you not, that's what she wrote.  First, aww <33.  And then ... she knows that her son was most vicious towards me?  Haha.  I love Nichole.  And D.  I can't believe how fast today went.  They were gone before I knew what to do.  Going to cry now.

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Dixie currently feels:

 Neutral

 

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Blog #52

Fucked Friday

 

 

Dad took me into college really early on today.

I shot up the stairs - I do believe I've broken my best time of ground-to-fourth.

 

I spent about 20 minutes sat around on the fourth floor, playing Solitaire.

I've passed the 100 plays mark - and I'm nearly at 200 wins. I'm getting a lot of streaks lately, it's proper weird.

 

Ash and Shelly came up a few minutes before the lesson - we hugged each other.

Shelly could be moving away - today could be the last day we spend with her at college. Hopefully she's coming tomorrow though - but that could end up being our last Saturday together...

 

Photography was absolute WANK.

The whole lesson was spent doing sketchbook work.

It's so time consuming. You can spend fucking ages on it and look like you've done absolutley fuck all.

 

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The Friday town excursion went well - but I really overdosed on sugar.

I ate a stupid amount of chocolate - then drank a stupid amount of Pepsi and Coke.

 

Ash and I went halves on some Dinky Doughnuts.

We bought a bag of 12 and some chocolate dip.

I had it balanced on my shoe - so Ash kept dripping it all over my Rocketdogs. Lmfao, it was a given.

 

As Ash claimed, what we were eating was indeed: "DIABETES IN A BAG."

Very true - but fucking nectar. :)

 

I was hyper off my tits shortly afterwards - but seemingly, not as bad as Shelly was. :P

There was a fat pigeon wandering around the pavement - she decided to name it after herself. So it became "the Shelly pigeon".

Then it wandered underneath Ash's wheelchair and got its head stuck between her spokes. Lmfao. :)

 

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Mary woke me up this morning - proper ringing me up at 8 in the morning.

The lesson was cancelled yesterday, so she was telling me that it's on today.

 

As soon as she mentioned "coming in to arrange a date to talk to her about coursework" - MY PHONE LOST ITS SIGNAL.

 

I shuffled into the B block lesson and instantly whimpered at her: "EEEEEER MAAAAAARY, I DIDN'T HANG UP ON YOOOOOU... MY PHONE LOST ITS SIGNAAAAAAL..."

 

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I've had Toy Boy stuck in my head all day.

I came home and downloaded it - listened to it on loop for a while.

 

Then I sorted out my images folder.

Deleted all of this old shite I found from 2006/2007.

Mainly shitty memories of Emily - heh. Now they're gone from my PC forever.

 

I was on the phone to Shelly for about 3 hours.

I proper couldn't be arsed doing anything - even playing Ocarina - so I just laid on my bed talking with her.

Then we masturbated together. She said she's going to do something nice for me tomorrow, in case its her last chance to. We've planned for her to come an hour or so before Ash comes.

 

Hee hee, whores be excited nao.

yes, i am, in fact, updating again. so my team lost, sadly. and i felt so depressed about it. now i think i;m on the brighter side of things. tomorrow is our last day of school, and i only have to get through one more old testament scripture class. funny note on scripture: my class actually got into an argument about what color my hair was! i think i had more of the class in favour of my being a blonde, but it was hilarious! even my teacher stopped to ask what they were arguing about, and did not stop them when the bell rang.. probably one of the more amusing things that has happened lately. Today we had our last hour of choir, ever. it was so glorious, i can't even begin to descrube how happy it made me when the bell rang. sadly, though, tomorrow is the last time i ever have latin. i had no idea i'd be this sad in 7th grade when i started. now its like something that made the day worth it gone... and i dont like. i can safely say, i think, though, that our series of chemistry quizzes were bad. so bad that if my grade depended on me passing them, i'd flunk right out of it. oh well. c'est la vie. i think i've finally gotten this outlook down on life, that even if something goes bad, several times in a row, just pick yourself up. you can probably pull through, and be just fine.

i think i am now. after such a bad year, i think i'm actually going to be ok. after all, if i can get through two "years from hell" in row, i think i'm a survivor. people like me should be made national heros, or saints.

After nine hours, I stepped out of the PHC office for the last time this evening.  Or  I at least stepped out for the last time as a full-time employee.  My contract begins tomorrow, and hopefully I won't have to make a trip to the office too often on the weekends.

I do have post-departure work to finish already, but I'm not going to touch it until this weekend.  Tomorrow I am doing absolutely nothing except going to the grocery store to pick up a few ingredients for a pumpkin sage butter tortellini dish I'm making for dinner.

Anyway, yay!  I'm done (kinda)!


iFeel:  relaxed
iTunes: "ER" on TV