Lack Of Money @ MindSay

I will say it once and I will say it again.

I dont enjoy nor do I like christmas......

Now that being said ,Im still jobless so much is going on and  our lease will be up dec 31.

The ex dropped the kids off  today so him and his girl could continue their week long shopping spree  for christmas. Bragging what  he got the kids. I told my kids that curtis and I  can only get them 1 thing apiece. Im also making cookies and small things to go into their stocking..They said to me, more then once its ok mom..

Its not the matter of lack of money, its how people  go about bragging since they make more money then me.

Curtis has to work christmas morning,its extra cash to help us but he shouldnt have to do that.Hell he worked thanksgiving just to help us out.

I  have now applied over 100 places since septemeber.. only a  few bites out there , but either not enough pay or not enough days .Curtis is upset a  lot more due to us being short on money every month and now his school loans are due starting next month. Im trying to get into another college to start a whole new career  since it looks like drafting isnt gonna earn me no green.

I dont regret my decsions, but i do regret that I can not contribute more.

Sometimes it hard being me..

  So, Christmas break has been pretty good, besides the fact that because of the lack of brain stimulation after having a semester of intense studying, I have become addicted to solitaire and minesweeper.  It's sad that that's the only way to engage my brain cells around here.  I don't know why I'm looking to use my brain anyway, I'll have to use it more than I'll want pretty soon.  Agh!  Ave in two days!  I'm not ready for the spring grind yet... I'm still recovering from the fall semester.  One thing I'm looking forward to in returning to school is making money.  I've been so broke all break it's not even funny.  I guess my new year resolution is to make more money and save it- hence I am opening a savings account so I won't be tempted to spend all my money once I get it.  I think this semester is going to be geared towards making money and A's.  Yay.  So much fun.  Hmmm, I should go to bed...