Kinda Shitty Day @ MindSay 
and her son, Quintin, who's only four and has been having a lot of problems with speech and hearing, is the reason she took it.
they have more programs for him. more ways for him to get help. and less travelling and missing work for her. which is good.
but she's leaving for Wyoming. and she was really nervous telling us today.
and i think i kinda made it worse because i was going to be her aide next year and i asked her who i was going to t.a. for next year.
she kinda sniffled and said she didn't know.
D:
this is sad.
we're throwing a party for her.
in other news:
A's birthday. i got her a chai, 15$ gift card, and a cute hat.
or i thought it was cute. not sure if she thought so. its green and it says "earth day is every day". i liked it.
my "computer literacy" teacher is head of War Whoops. which is the longest running radio show in the state of Nevada and is hosted by students at my school. it's just a club, basically. but it takes 5th hour also. i'm like her favorite in first hour so she kinda forced this application on me. it's cool though. i actually thought about it and i think it might be fun. i think it'd be cool to learn about manipulating sounds on a computer or something. that'd be cool. :D
mr. long wants me to be head of video next year for yearbook. the original plan was to help tayler and ashlee do picture editing and layout stuff, but i guess we need someone to do video. i don't think i'd mind but that would mean spending the rest of my time this year in that class talking with ERIN.
and she's just a fucking ray of sunshine.
I am having a very shitty day.
Eck.
I left my jeans at work last night. Forgot to get them today. I WILL REMEMBER TO GET THEM TONIGHT!
Found out that Dalton told this guy(Cody H. for those of you that really know me.) who is F*ing gorgeous, all about all the stuff we did while we were dating.
UGH!
WHY WOULD YOU TELL SOMEONE ABOUT ALL THAT STUFF??????!!!!!!
AH!
I AM SO IRKED.
but he did say it was good. so hehe...( kinda a compliment....not really)
Ugh.
Then I have to decide between State Band Contest, and FFA.
Thacker said she won't bother to go if I am not there. ANd I will fail band.
Grrr...
I am going to email the director of state FFA band, and see that when I get accepted, if I can have the music early, and just got to the performances on saturday of state convention. Also, I will need the national FFA band application.
IDK.
WTF
Is GOING ON!!!
GAH!
I need to go eat something.
Ciao,
Mariah
unlike the other songs of the day, i'm not going to put the lyrics. it's kinda pointless to do so, and i guess it might be more productive to tell why it's my song of the day.... it's kinda cause i found out today that my ex after only 2 weeks is dating someone else. i'm happy for him, but i miss him. he's a great person and now he won't even talk to me because he was still in love with me when i broke up with him. and since he's over it so fast, or trying to be over it, i guess it's acceptable for me to be with others. i don't know what the right time for being alone again is, so i'm not sure how my mom's gonna react to it.
she's making it her goal to make me feel bad for hurting him. as if i don't already feel bad...
hey
well today wasnt one of the greatest days ever..ill tell u y..
i fell asleep AT LEAST and hour earlier then yesterday, but was 100x more tired today then yesterday. so i had trouble getting up, which always sux. I got dressed and the works, then went downstairs, 10min. before the time I WANT to leave at, and i wanted to choose sumthing healthy for breakfast, so i chose granola ceral, which takes alot of time to eat, so by 10min later i had to pour the remining ceral (about 3 spoonfuls) in trash because i needed to leave. but when i got upstairs to bush my teeth my bro was in there so i had to wait a min to use it..so i eventually left 10min after the time i wanted to leave it, and managed to get to get to school JUST in time..honestly i sat down in my chair..about 5 sceonds later the bell rang:| lol. anwyays i was REALLY exhasted in french i nearly fell asleep:| but by math i was feeling better up until i was doing practice and i got reallyy dizzy for a few seconds:| gah..anyways so then came lunch..i was went downstairs as usal and siad hi to everyone, then i wnet upstairs to meet up with the others, but ryan and cole werent there yet, so i went doen for a bit more, then came back up to meet them again, and i ended up meeting them in the hall..rite away the first thing my friend said to me was "omg im so pissed" and i aksed my friend y, and this perosn said part of the reason was there friend being a dink to that person, and the other part because this person had over heard some people talking shit about me in this perons class:| 
Its not the part about people making fun of me that is upsetting me, its the fact that these people dont even have the guts to say it infront of me. like seriosuly if u have sumthing to say to me say it infront of my face not behind my back. thats y i try not to do that stuff anymore beause of that reason it hurts peoples feelings..and that friend wasnt the only one to hear that stuff..another friend heard it to and that perosn was mad as well. And to top that off, in dance class one of my good friends i was working with told me that a grade 8 back at westmount heard that when i tryed out for the dance team i sucked and that grade 8 was making fun of me as well:| k, that made me even angryer because that grade 8 wanst even there how could that person say i sucked? and whoever told her i prob. didnt know cause when i started out i was friends with 3 kids (but new 4 or 5) so whoever told the grade 8 didnt even know me so sumone judged me without even knowing me:| so yea that made me just a little unhappy..once again im not mad about the shit being said im just mad that people are judging me without knowing me and saying shit behind my back without even knowingme (the person that was saying shit behind my back that 2 of my friends heard doesnt know me to well either) but w/e..anwyays after dance was gym and we had to go outd\side in at least -15 degree weather:| but we wereonly out there for 15 min cause it was cold and people were too cold to play, so we went inside and watched some health videos and stuff instead;)
After school i wanted candy..i didnt acre about my healthy eating stuff.i just wanted candy so sumthing would go my way..so i ended up egtting an areo bar and something to give one of my friends. But as i walked home i stopped off at the store to get sum more stuff too..i got 2 cream egg things, and a kettle corn (jalapino and chedder) chips:) and thats about it..
i think ill start eating halthy on a day when i dont accidently forget my wallet in my jacket pocket and bring it to school:P
anywho i have homework 
blahhhh... bye for now
- Kristal 