Jessica Hates Me @ MindSay

hey

sorry i havent blogged in a while, ive been busy

 

Some interesting things have happened in the last little whiel though

 

My dad  won $650 in the football pool:D That means he payed back the money hes been owing me for the last..3 years? lol:P he owed me almost $500..$400 went into my new bank account i got today so that i can have money 4 college..the rest i got to keep for myself:) that was really cool..that was also an awesoem day at home:)

 

Speaking of home: homelife is getting better:) Ive been keeping to doing my homework pretty much right away as soon as i get home and practicing the piano alot and stuff to:) So there hasnt benn AS MANY arguments (there still is a few) so thats good:) But right now my family is really nervous right now cause my grandpa got in a acr accident:( he should be ok though:)

 

One of the bad things that happened though is that jessica officially hates me now..i just found this out a few hours ago: at first i was really upset but then i was like "well ive been suspecting this for months now". so yea im fine now:) What really made me mad and upset was she sent me this email about how she hates me and how i make fun of depressed people and "emos" and lies like that:| I would never ever ever ever ever EVER make fun of depressed people..i have no idea where shes getting that bullshit from..alot of my close friends are depressed and stuff i dont make fun of them. And y would i? i know what its like to be depressed..and if u are going to use sterotypes i am apparently "emo" but o well i donte evn care anymore.

 

In othewr news i found this song i absolutely love: its called truely, madly, deeply by savage garden:). Yesterday i listened to it about 30 times, and thats not even an overstatement. 30 times.

 

Anywho Ive been writing tons of poetry lately. Heres one that i rote late at nite a few days ago:

 

With you

Your always there for me

When I'm with you, pain is what you'll never see

 

But once we part

I'm forced to go to a place where pain is shoved into my heart

 

When I'm not in a world with you

Yelling and anger is what I get put through

 

I wish i was with you 24/7

Because that would be the closest thing to heaven

 

By: Me

Date: Wed. Feb. 7, 2007.

 

That one was made before when i was still upset about my parents. Here's a poem I made in geography class.

 

 

Tick, Tock

Looking at the clock

Listening to it go tick, tock

 

Why won't this class end?

 

All I want to do is see you

When your not there my world loses it's hue

 

In a world without you

 

By: Me

Date: Fri. Feb. 9, 2007.

 

And finally heres a poem i made for english class for my obituary project

 

Never Forgotten

Even though you are gone

You will always be with me

In spirt

 

The things you taught me

The things you did for me

Will never be forgottenm

 

By: Me

Date: Thurs. Feb 8, 2007.

 

Anywho i have alot to do tomorrow so ttyl byebye

 

-:)Kristal:(