god this wk has sucked but also bin really awesome too... a lot of, um... how u say... sparx btwn me and devan, although weve had our lil probs, i talked to cris and it seems that she is deffly worth it... she is worth my time... unlike that bitch kimber, i can read her. i know how she feels and shit... its kinda great "being" with a girl that i can actually understands and actually cares about wtf is going on in my life. i want her bad... im just gonna keep it on the dl for now... get through tour so her mom dont whip my ass... i wonder what would pple think of us together in school? that would be weird... but last night wasnt too good for me cuz i just couldnt stop thinking about the 2nd time kimber broke up with me and how at the montville show @ St. Bernard's was when she was hanging all over my friends and shit... i guess i just had bad kharma...
devan im sorry i got sooo jealous but the guy was deffly all over u... i didnt like it at all, and when u talked to cris, he told u i really dont get jealous like that, not saying that i get jealous cuz i do and when i get jealous u will know... its natural for humans to do that. i guess i just want u to be my girl... i want to be ur man... yeah thats what i want to say to her... but idk if i can, i dont have the balls
jealous
