January Should Die @ MindSay

this year my very first thought on January the 1st was:

       It does not matter what i accomplish in life because no matter what i do in the end i will die and nobody will care.

this progressed to:

       if i were to die right now the world would not be affected in anyway

which recently became:

       my entire existence is pointless and does not affect everyday life in anyway

hope i didn't depress you

anyway,

"Bottom line, doing what we have to do to get some food in the fridge and stay out of the hospital"

I wish I had time to blog.  I really do.  But I don't even have time to do everything I'm supposed to.  Calculus, Bio, Art . . . my head is spinning with tests and projects and exams and homework . . . so much to do, so little time.  at this rate, I'll develop an ulcer, or heart disease, or have a panic attack, or develop some other stress-related disorder in the next two weeks.

So much for Physics.

My verdict, the point of my rant per se?  Well, that is really reather straightforward: January should go die.