he texted me.
i miss you
sorry for what i did
he asked if we could be friends again
i told him he really hurt me
and i quote
i know and in the long run i REALLY hurt myself by doing wat i did! I really want to start over! I have a gf but i realy do care bout u still n want to b good friends! If ur cool wit it?!
the last time he talked to be was right after he moved, about shannon
i know it was stupid i regret it i shoulda stayed with you and never met her. you were a much better gf the kind of girl i need and i'm really sorry for what i did
i told him it'd be cool if we could start over as friends
i'm gonna talk to him tomorrow
i could scream and cry and laugh right now.
i was done. hence the story.
it was out, i figured he'd never talk to me and i sure as hell would never talk to him.
then this. out of nowhere.
i also pointed that out to him
it wasn't out of nowhere i lost your number. i've been thinking about you a lot. and its funny cuz when i look at your pic on myspace i think back and i get butterflies again.
or something like that.
suicide time?
jk.
god, i'm shaking so bad and i'm scared and a part of me just inflated and it's gonna happen again.
goddamnit.
help! masterstream, i hope you read this quickly, i need your advice.
to think, a few texts and he still has that effect on me