Introduction @ MindSay

Okay, so I know I agreed to be part of this reunion tour but are there rules to this? haha like I see so many "introduction" type entries . . . I dunno I guess it's time for you to say hello to the girl that I am ;)

Allow me to reintroduce myself-- my name is Justine buuuuuuuuut since 14 I've been known as *Steeni (yes, the asterisk is part of the official and original spelling) here on Mindsay. I'm 20 now. Mostly, I just don't give a fuck and I'm pretty rad. That's basically all you need to know about me.

My username is pretty lame. I used to be a big Evanescence fan (can we spell obsessed? because I certainly was). I just looked for two single word song titles that fit well together to create my username. "Haunted" and "Whisper" fit nicely together. Whatever. It sounds sort of creepy and I'm a creepy girl, soooooooo IT STILL FITS.

I hate nosy fucks and PEOPLE WHO THINK THEY FUCKING KNOW IT ALL. Hi hater<3 fuck you too.
I loveeeeeeeeee Lil Wayne, cute as fuck accessories, swearing, picture whoring, Florida, my sidekick 3, Twitter, pretending to be a rapper, dancing, 100 Grand candy bars, glam and glitter, mosh pits, and black eyeliner.

I'm sarcastic 95% of the time but I'm generally super nice until you give me a reason not to be (read: fuck you, fucker). I have standards and morals and opinions and notions that you won't be able to change, but I won't try to change you either. So let's not talk about them if you just want to fight about it. I'm drug free and try to be drama free as much as possible. I just go with the flow and life is kicking so much awesome ass right now<3 Fuck school, I'm too cool to go back (but I did graduate from community college with my Associate's). I work 7 nights a week but it's all about the Benjamins, baby. I have a past but it's whatever. Please don't read my old entries in this blog.

ALSO. inthefastlane45 is mine<3


And I guess that's all you need to know. Questions? Feel free to ask. Welcome (back) to Mindsay, bitches<3 I've been here all along, just waiting for some of you to return!

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"Calcination is the first of seven major operations in the alchemy of transformation. Psychologically, this is the destruction of ego and our attachments to material possessions. Calcination is usually a natural humbling process as we are gradually assaulted and overcome by the trials and tribulations of life, though it can be a deliberate surrender of our inherent hubris gained through a variety of spiritual disciplines that ignite the fire of introspection and self-evaluation."

This is what I'm working on right now.  It should be easy, but it's not.  I've been through a lot of trials and tribulations in my life and I'm still not humble.  So, now I'm trying to do it deliberately.  It's not anywhere as easy as that paragraph makes it sound.

Since this is my first blog, I suppose that now is as good of a time as any for introductions.  I'm Elly, I turn 32 next month, I'm polyamorous, and I'm a hermeticist. I write poetry.  I'd tell you more, but that's pretty much all I really know about myself.  I guess that's where the evaluation and introspection in the first paragraph come in.

Right now, I'm really missing my Jonathan.  It's hard enough that he lives in Ohio anyhow, but right now he's in New York and our 'calls time' is cut off for the week.  He's my Heart and my best friend.  I promised him I'd write him a letter while he was gone, but I can't think of anything new to say in it.  My life is fairly mundane, at least in my opinion.  He'll have all this neat stuff to tell me from his trip and all I've got to tell him is my struggles with trying to master calcination.

I'm also watching my other primary partner, John, read a book right now.  He's got the MP3 player going.  It's loud enough that I can almost make out the words.  He's reading Skin Trade by Laurell K. Hamilton again.  He's so absorbed that I don't think he knows that I'm watching him.  I'm going to tell him to try to call his Dad again in a moment. 

I guess that's all for now.  I'll probably write more later, at least that's my intent.

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Aha! Yes!
Dixie finally has an idea of what she's going to do to celebrate her 150th blog...

I'm going to re-write Blog #1: Introductory Wankery.
Basically, I'll follow the same format, but it'll be how I feel now, and how things have changed for me since January. :D

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I still go under the name of Dixie Astrid Stonehall.
Both Ashleigh and Shelly have fully reverted to calling me "Dixie."
It took them a while - but they haven't called me otherwise for weeks. :D

Since starting my blog back in January - I've not missed a day.
Sometimes I've been late, and occassionally I've left blank blogs to update later - but there's something written for every day since January 17th.

I'm still 17 years old. I'll turn 18 in September.
I can see it being yet another pointless day though.
18th is supposed to be something special, but I doubt mine will be.

When I started this blog, I was taking four AS-Level subjects.
English Literature was a pile of shite, so I promptly dropped it.
I've finished all of my coursework and exams now - so I shall be continuing on Media Studies, English Language and Photography to A2-Level next year.

Adam and I remain best friends.
Through the year, we haven't seen a lot of each other in college - but we've had some odd days where we saw each other in the holidays. I've walked into town with him a few times, and he's sat with me in college on occassion.
We still talk over MSN as much as we used to - so we don't seem to be drifting apart yet. :)

Since starting this blog, I've developed a very strong bond with both Ashleigh and Shelly.
We've worked together on several college and recreational projects - including our Abigail trailer for Media Studies, several Photography assignments and many WACKY photos and videos. :)

I've continued to sit with Lewis during Media Studies this year - and we helped each other out with our coursework assignments. Well, not helped as such... We provided moral support for oneanother. :)
Michaella sits with me on the college bus almost every morning. She sits with me sometimes when she waits for her lessons to start. She still shows me drawings and stories she's done - and now randomly gives me ham sandwiches. :)

One thing that has changed - I've managed to settle into a relationship.
One I'm comfortable with... A LESBIAN RELATIONSHIP. :D :D :D :D :D

As for self harming... I don't seem to do it anywhere near as much as I used to.
I still prefer to carve over cutting - but I don't seem to do it more than once or twice monthly.
I have Dianne especially, and my friends to thank for that.

The free time problem is still an issue.
I'm managing to finish little projects I work on.
I finished off the Danni VS Haxxorz comic I started ages ago. :D

I'm working towards completing more video games lately - I've gotten hooked on updating my games Backloggery.


As for writing...
DATWBSVOH seems promising...
We'll just have to wait and see... :(

Alright, so I have a blog. Weird. I came across this site a few months ago and finally convinced myself to give it a try.

So, uh... where to begin? I mean, nobody's even going to read this... Actually, that's encouraging. I can just write whatever.

Well, I finished a very long manga series about ten minutes ago, and it made me cry... Ugh. Who the hell cries over manga?

Now, shall I describe myself?

I'm a teenage girl and one person in the world understands me. I'm interested in psychology, especially Myers Briggs. I am an INFJ, which explains the name. Most people think I'm boring, despite the fact the my inner life is richer than most of my classmates' will ever be.

Speaking of which, I actually went through phase last year or the year before where I was insecure about being a straight, white girl, as it seemed too boring. I wished I was a lesbian for months, even making a point near the end of the phase to think about breasts at several points throughout each day. But it didn't take me long to figure out that, for me, breasts are fat. They are not arousing.

Boys are a whole different story, which I don't care to explore at the moment.

I like shiny things. My favorite color is pink (don't judge), I like anime and manga, and I sing.

I have brown hair which needs to be cut, as my bangs are hanging in front of my mouth. My eyes are brown and rather large, which would be nice if I didn't have circles underneath from lack of sleep. Maybe I should stop writing at 10:30pm on school nights... I'm fairly short, but my best friend is 4'7" and makes me feel better. I'm not overweight, but I do have "fat days," which are mostly in my head. They usually happen when I'm retaining water due to the hated period which arrives randomly each month and makes me loose control and snap at the people I love most.

I don't even know why I need that lining! I don't have a kid! My uterus does not need to be soft!

Ahem. Now you know a bit about me. Not that anyone's reading this. I'm going to sleep.