Intern @ MindSay 
Is it so much to ask for?
Just one night without nightmares that wake me up all night?
I think not.
Now, overactive imagenation from hell.
Stop.
And in later news.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MsDania !!!!
HOPE ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE.
Wow, I haven't updated on been on here in like... forever.
Weeks been good.
Sisters still a bitch.
The Vet place is going awsome now.
My Boss is still very annoying.
Deanne is awsome.
Lyvia is awsome.
I wish, fuck, I need a vacation.
I also need Air Conditioning.
My dad is so cheap.
Taco Bell is delicious.
That is all.
Carry on.
^^
When you whisper you want this.
I haven't listeined to 'Surburbam Tragedy' in awhile.
I missed them. =P
First day of the interneship?
Boring, I mean, I knew all I would do was watch but like... to that extent?
Bleeeeh.
I felt useless.
I mean, I HAVE the skills.
I WANT to do something.
But, I can't. It really sucks. So, nine hours of nothing, two days a week, god damnit.
Waste of fucking time.
He is a good doctor though.
Dr. Murphy, nice man as well.
30 years of medical expierence. -.-
I hope I can get that good. He does exotics as well as dogs, cats, and birds.
That's so awsome.
And I did witness a dental and a neauter. Hehe.
Just can't get you outta my head.
Boy, It's more than I wanna think about.
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I spoke at church this sunday, with nick and nathan. I had a great time but I'm a little bit scared. I've been thinking a lot lately about whether God still wants to use me as a mouthpiece. Several years ago I had ideas and conversations from Him coming out the ying-yang and lately I haven't felt that same tug. It's scary because of the role I'm supposed to be in, its easy when I have a curriculum to follow or a thought to steal but that original content hasn't been coming quite as easily. It's caused me to really start paying attention to God a lot more. To spend some time listening to Him and searching Him out. I trust Him and that will always work so I'll leave it at that.
I listened to a message by mike erre of RockHarbor church in Orange County (shout out to aaron) and he was talking about being a good steward. He talked about how being a christ-follower is not dependent on works but that there's this whole life after getting our 'ticket to heaven' that we sometimes neglect. Our whole lives are preparation for ruling when God establishes His kingdom here on earth again (WARNING: This is deeper-than-basic level theology). This is God's training ground. It was kind of a neat message (available on iTunes as a podcast) but I liked his thoughts on being a good steward with every aspect of our lives whether we're students, mothers or in mortgage sales. It was also neat to hear his take on what the Bible means when it talks about how we will be rewarded in heaven for how we act here on earth. He related it to the parable of the talents and how our lives, our Christ-following lives are not meant to be buried in the sand while we wait for Christ to come back. No God expects us to use the gifts and abilities and circumstances we're in to worship Him and glorify Him. I thought that was a cool thought. It got me thinking about my time here in TBay. How I work, where I work and the quality of my work. I want to give God my best but it's easy to get lost in the hum-drum of everyday living forgetting that I have a purpose in everything I do. It was a good reminder that even in ministry I can choose to bury my talent in the sand or invest it and watch it grow.