basically.. weve got 80 dollars, my insurance bill is now 19 days late, and weve got a party we need to buy shit for by saturday morning... conclusion= why did we ever move into our own place.. i lost my job which paid 11.50 an hour because some dousche from nights wanted my spot.. im going to be baby sitting soon... but thats only 400 a month.. im going to make in a month what i did in one week... so im going to have to get that job plus a full time job... so much for going to night school huh? right now ive got time that i get to myself every other week when babys not here, but this is going to meen i get to come home from babysitting, make dinner, wait for matt to get home so we dont have to find a babysitter for Connor, then go to the next job... i hate money... why do we have to pay bills? i still have a $1080 hospital bill thats about 2 months over due... AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Sometimes i wish i still lived with my parents... its been a good year without them, but i get so stressed over money... i gave Matt 300 DOLLARS for a 100 DOLLAR insurance bill that STILL HASNT BEEN PAID!! im tied of living off of canned green beans and top ramen... im just so aggrivated right now i feel like im gonna blow my top.. and to add to the stress, at Connors birthday party saturday, my family is meeting matts family... thats going to be an adventure itself.. all that matters is that HOPEFULLY Connor's birthday party goes well and he has fun... were going to lazy 5 park in sparks and if that fails due to weather , were going to matts moms house, in sparks... so cross your fingers and help me get through this!!!
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