Ice Cream Day @ MindSay

You are divinity

But a certain sign of grace is this

From the broken earth flowers come up

Pushing through the dirt

 

May I say i've had a great day today.  I went for a nice beautiful walk downtown with my David Crowder Band blasting my ears.  May I just say that I feel like each day that goes by, I'm picking myself up and falling more in love with Christ all over again.  Plus, going by the water and looking at the islands kinda makes your day wonderful.  I love to go there and pray and think.  Soak in the beauty.  I went to the flower shop with grandma, had some ice cream.  Now gonna go back out later and take some more random pictures.  It really gives me something to do instead of being bored and lonely and waiting for my phone to ring.  I love spending time with my grandma.  Andrew called while i was on the way to the flower shop to my grandma wanted to know about him and I explained my boy situations and how Hes a great friend but just i cant see myself with him other than that. and shes like "its that Ryan guy that you really want isnt it?" Eh. I know i gotta let him go. Give me time.. time.. time.. time.. If Ryan wanted to be with me, he'd tell me.  For now, I just gotta go on with my own life and enjoy my summer and do what I do and if its me he wants, he'd tell me. I'm not going anywhere. I'm just trying to heal. Thats all. I still think he's beautiful.

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So I planned dinner for two for the night, but fate reconsidered

Funny, how you can plan for almost everything except the unimaginable.

 Actually, it is not funny at all, but is it tragic?

 

(Side note) Hmm. Let’s see, I bought a nice black dress. Made a reservation for one at one of my favorite Japanese spots in Philadelphia and was going to go to check out the new Tyler Perry movie…..I was willing to do this on my on V-day and instead of here comes the sun here comes the damn Ice and the Freezing Rain!

 

 

There was no change of heart or stand up.

Actually, I believe when I looked outside my bedroom window, my head told my heart "tell this child to become Woman Hear Me Roar Tomorrow"...

Between stinging ice pelting against my face as I attempted to scrape the ice away from my windshield and the death of my gas tank, i knew I would have to wave the white flag.

I was going to loose.

Stuck in the house, with nothing to do and back at negative one.

As if every invisible snowball I threw at friends this morning hit me at once as a single tear fell from my eye.

Ill be ok

I said it allowed.

My neighbors probably think I am crazy (who cares, they are not cute anyway!)

Slowly with Georgia on my mind, I looked around to see if I was alone and when the coast was clear, I gave myself a Ray Charles hug.

I had at least made a date, made plans and put everything into order. I cannot be responsible for snow nor ice.

 

 

 

What I can do is use what is salvageable. Like a chef, I can brush off as much burnt toast as possible. While burnt may not be what our mouths long for it can keep us alive for another day. Will you go with me down this road of trying....Whatever trying is?

 

I am willing if you are. I willing to walk  and listen, simply because i am walking and hearing myself and looving me.

 

Will you go?

 

Something I found to be interesting...

 

"July is National Ice Cream Month, as decreed by President Ronald Reagan. He could've put down his spoon right there, but he served up another holiday, declaring the third Sunday of every July to be National Ice Cream Day. And the colors of ice cream don't run in a country where Americans consume 1.6 billion gallons of the cold treat every year."  By Erik Gunther, Yahoo Buzz.

 

I like "Rocky Road", "Coconut" and there is another flavor that the name of escapes me.  It is something that my mom made me try years ago but it was really good(I didn't tell her that though).  Oh, it was butter pecan.

 

If I am in the mood for some ice cream, I will buy some Mayfields.  If I am out and about, Marble Slab Creamery is the absolute best that I have tried. 

I didn't mean to let them
Take away my soul
Am I too old is it too late...

I believe that there should be some reward for surviving each day of one's life upon this planet. I do not know what that reward would be, hhmmm, maybe a big bowl of ice cream sent down from Heaven. Now, that would be a nice touch added to a more often than not boring existence on this orb that spins silently in the near vacuum of space...

And to receive an ice cream with whipped cream and a cherry on top would indicate to one and all that you did an extra good job of surviving on that particular day...

And if you happen to live the life of Job and never once do you bitch and moan about your life and the trials and tribulations you have endured to make it through the day, a double mocha latte should appear before you so that you may be rewarded for a job well done on this planet...

It would be nice to have sign that indicates whether or not you have done right in the eyes of God or the gods. It would be nice to know these things without having to die first. And that is my only complaint about He who pulls the strings in this life - why aren't folks notified of their doing the appropriate things in this lifetime?

This is the Word of the AntiCrust...

Praise be the Word...

WOOOOP SO MUCH FUN THE OTHER SAY...MUCH NOT SLEEPING HAPPENING THERE,

luved going shopping 4 posters and ending up with lip rings n' things - we haf to wear those thing tomorrow or the nxt school day k """LUVS""", pisse dme mum off and she almost cuaght us..that ok its all in the closet now so is that lip hole developing nice???(u no who im talkin too)(just not quite sure what the hell u want to be called) ya i lost my voice but its all better cuz ive got ice-cream-on-a-stick!!!yayayayayayayay!!!!!!!!!! also halls makes it really better (yumm  cherry) ..daniel kik lol!/D...ooo i likie ze tag they got 4 me ..lip service anyone..omg guys ...ive got a bobo ******* rite here..can u kiss it better 4 me?!!!-lol guys!! and ive no- more to say so luvbugs!!<3333!!;)