I Win @ MindSay

i win. i win. i win i win i win i win. you're stupid. hahahaha. i just have to smile. i love my talking. i love my voice. god i love my life. thank you everyone. thanksgiving was yesterday and it didn't actually suck. and i win. have you even done this before? are you kidding me? keep your head. keep it. don't lose your emotions you will lose no matter what. keep calm. slow and steady wins the race. the race to the finish. the finish is the win. keep your head. the possibilities are endless girl. you don't even know. you hardly even understand the dynamics of this. i'm a master. you have no clue do you? i know this game. i do it all the time. i own this. i am. this is my thing. i can do this. you obviously can't. i just phased you. i won. this is great. you lose your head you lose everything. lose your composure? you're done. keep calm. slow and steady. yes yes yes yes YES. slow and steady to the finish. who cares how long it takes. you'll get there. but not if you lose it. and you just lost it. take a hint? what hint? i'd like to know if you even put a hint out there. haha. fun. you are fun. fun fun fun funny fun fun. hilarious. i'm sick and i still did it. how am i? amazing. you lost your head. you lost the game. keep by the rules. don't make a word. just go with the flow. hint? hardly. that's what someone calls a backup plan. your backup plan is failing little girl. and you just lost it. i hope you're happy with your own little outcome. i won girl. i got this. you obviously don't know what you're saying anymore. you have nothing left. you started this, i finished it. amazing. i own this. this is who i am. don't you get it? i master this. this is it. you're done little girl. your game? over. you're pathetic. you lost your head. lost your composure. now there's nothing left. you're done. through. a wash-out. you think it's over? hardly. you've changed girl. you have. i would think you could've done it last year. ha. now i know better eh? guess so. remember the good ol' days? before i was replaced by a fake, i'm not the only one that thinks..it's safe to say you've changed....perfect song. i love it actually. replies with me. works with the situation. he's got it. he's used it. he knows. you obviously don't. you'll never make it. kill or be killed girl. you just got killed.

i hope you're happy with this. because i am.

so i posted this on myspace and the response has been AMAZING if u wanna check it out go to www.myspace.com/eliztheangelkid and read the 2 latest blogs and their comments. its pretty much the best thing ever. thanks kiddies! and enjoy!

dear jon,
well i have to tell you i do not plan on apologizing or backing down on my reasons for posting our conversation from the other day. a lot of people know me as someone who doesn't stand up for themself and if i do i apologize for anything that could have been hurtful. well not this time. no no no, definatly not. like i told u when you called me bitching like a woman............i could have had that conversation with anyone and i would have posted it. it just so happened it was with you, but then again i argue with you more then anyone. i find it funny b/c i mean we haven't been together for 10 months, how do we still argue? whatever the reasoning behind it i want you to know i am done.

it is totally rediculous to get pissed off and upset b/c i have one person in my top friends and not you. it is petty and childish, and i know i can be the same way. we all can. but that is what started it. of course there are more issues and frustrations then that and i fully plan in outlining them here.

well as you know, for a long time i have thought you were full of shit. well jon darling i want you to know this is still true. i don't hang out with you often and i don't like to talk to you offline b/c it is hard to talk to someone when you don't know if what they are saying to you is the truth or some sort of fantasy. it is utterly rediculous. and i know i am not the only person to feel this way. but unfortunatly i don't think the one person i know agrees with me the most would stand up and say so. so your constant tall tales add to my never ending frustration with you.

more aggravating than the lying and far fetched stories is the pity parties. let me start this part by saying when i am involved and you are trying to get pity you are the only one at the party. every time there is an argument or even normal conversation you start going on and on and on and on about how you are in so much pain or this person died or how u almost got into this or that accident or this friend stabbed you in the back. you don't help yourself in arguments, you make yourself look like a fool, so i wasn't doing it by posting the blog i did before, u have made yourself a fool. i know you have had some rough times, but u want the world to feel sorry for you 24/7 and as far as i am concerned it isn't going to happen. life goes on, shit happens people will betray you, you have to get over it and not try to use it to weaken people to get them to say and do what you want.

i am done explaining myself, i will tell you again though, i am not sorry for the other blog and if our friendship is over now then so be it, i don't really care. i will always be there if u need anything but beyond that maybe it is best that it is over. instead of focusing on weather or not i hate you maybe you could focus on your girlfriend, or quite possibly a job......i am sure your mom would like it if u had one.

thats all i have to say, respond how u wish, i can assure you i can't wait to hear what you have to say.

Liz

top ten reasons regan and alex are soulmates. haha jk. i dont mean that. but look..

1. regan changed around alex. we all change around guys we like.
   
2. now that theyre practically going out, they have a reason to be all bf/gf. as long as they arent as bad as jamie and libby, itll be bearable.
3. i was so fucking right. i was so fucking right. BIATCH.
4. regan, you know sometime in the near future, your going to owe me $10.
5. I LOVE YOU STEPHANIE. i love you so much. dont be sad.
   
6. I WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WIN I WIN I WIN. my life is sensical again.
7. totally off topic, i saw chris at the mall today. we had a full fledged conversation. and you have to admit, hes pretty damn sexy.

im happy again.
im not mad at regan anymore. BECAUSE SHE ADMITS IT.

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I LOVE YOU