I Love Life @ MindSay

i busted my toe at the river, and jake felt responsible. i asked if he'd rather have his couch to himself, and he said hell no. i told him i needed to be home for a bit today, and he said he understood, he'd make a productive afternoon of it. i was too tired for sex last night, and he didn't pester or get upset; in fact, he contentedly fell asleep as well. i just...love the respect i get from him. i love that i don't have to worry about offending him with inconveniences life throws us. i love that he loves every second we get together without complaining when we can't be together. which is, admittedly, very little. i love how accepting everyone is of our relationship. i love that we were both cured of third-wheel syndrome while hanging out with zac and nattie. i love that jason will mockingly hit on me while telling me what a lucky girl i am to be with jake. i love that i can go get in the shower in a few minutes without worrying that he's going to freak out that i'm not answering my phone. speaking of which...lata.

love

 

Love is beauty

Sometimes it brakes, sometimes it stays

Love is a emotion that can make you happy or even sad

When you love someone you cant stop until that person brakes your heart in a million pieces

Even then you still love that person

Love isn't something to play with, it's much too powerful

Love can be a gift or a curse, you choose

Love,...... what is it??

Its your life , without it what is there in life at all??

As all of you know Candace and I are kind of going out but not really. We have everything a normal couple has except romanticism even that has been coming in lately.....and the last time she said no, but I still feel something only for Candace. She's the love of my life and she is the only one that really matters to me....in that special way you know, and here is where you come in....

 

She and I are going out tonight for her birthday and this maybe my last chance at a second chance with her, I need all of you to pray for a miracle to happen tonight. I admit not even I have had much faith but I'm going to be praying my ass off for this. All I need is a miracle, all I need is Candace

 She not only saves my life she makes my life worth saving

She's not just what I love she's who I live, breathe, and I am

 

Dear God,

I know we haven't always seen eye to eye and I know that I haven't always been true to my word or to u, but I come to you now on my knees praying for forgiveness, and for a miracle to happen to night. My life without Candace means nothing to me, and I know I can't bargain with you and you have no control over free will but please....do all you can to help me get a 2nd chance with her. I will do my best to be a better person, and I will do everything in my power to treat her right, with affection and care and love, and that you being the almighty could not only see my love for her, but u can feel it and sense it and smell it and whatever else I could use to describe what u could do to know how much I love her. Please hear my words, and feel my prayers and know that Candace is the only one for me and if I only have one of my prayers be answered, may it be this one. I love Candace so much, please God, I need her to be the woman in my life, I feel like I am nothing with out her...I feel so good and happy when I am with her. God please make a miracle happen tonight and take the endless, cold, lonely, painful nights away......PLEASE GOD....I'm begging you pleading with you, please help me I don't want to hurt anymore......I just want to spend the rest of my life with Candace, I want her to be my wife one day..........

As all of you know Candace and I are kind of going out but not really. We have everything a normal couple has except romanticism even that has been coming in lately.....and the last time she said no, but I still feel something only for Candace. She's the love of my life and she is the only one that really matters to me....in that special way you know, and here is where you come in....

 

She and I are going out tonight for her birthday and this maybe my last chance at a second chance with her, I need all of you to pray for a miracle to happen tonight. I admit not even I have had much faith but I'm going to be praying my ass off for this. All I need is a miracle, all I need is Candace

 She not only saves my life she makes my life worth saving

She's not just what I love she's who I live, breathe, and I am

 

Dear God,

I know we haven't always seen eye to eye and I know that I haven't always been true to my word or to u, but I come to you now on my knees praying for forgiveness, and for a miracle to happen to night. My life without Candace means nothing to me, and I know I can't bargain with you and you have no control over free will but please....do all you can to help me get a 2nd chance with her. I will do my best to be a better person, and I will do everything in my power to treat her right, with affection and care and love, and that you being the almighty could not only see my love for her, but u can feel it and sense it and smell it and whatever else I could use to describe what u could do to know how much I love her. Please hear my words, and feel my prayers and know that Candace is the only one for me and if I only have one of my prayers be answered, may it be this one. I love Candace so much, please God, I need her to be the woman in my life, I feel like I am nothing with out her...I feel so good and happy when I am with her. God please make a miracle happen tonight and take the endless, cold, lonely, painful nights away......PLEASE GOD....I'm begging you pleading with you, please help me I don't want to hurt anymore......I just want to spend the rest of my life with Candace, I want her to be my wife one day..........

I've been in love all my life, never playing a fool with my heart. But everyone who has entered my life, would soon leave after we've met. Even though I've been devoting myself, in the end it's still heart-breaking every time. So hurt that I'm getting used to it, but still I don't like being alone. As if the heaven above is just playing around with me. Have me encountered all but pain and sorrow. To that extent of not even knowing how real love looks like.And I still haven't met anyone who's loved me sincerely. Will there be anyone appearing to change my life? And who is that someone? Who would love me sincerely, and not forsaking me later? I would like to know. Will there be a heart that I'll come to meet? I would like to know whom you would be. The one who would really end up as my ultimate love. I would like to meet someone who's understanding. She doesn't have to be perfect or so good. There might be fights or arguments, but she won't be leaving me after that. I would like to meet a heart so compatible, that we may stay together forever. Not just someone who would simply approach me, crying out all her grievances into my heart. I don't know when I'll meet that someone, I can only keep on waiting and asking(praying) for the answer from no one but the heaven above.

 

Kitty