Tropical storm is heading our way...i wonder if it's going to turn into a hurricane? Well doesn't matter cause i'm not on that side of the state. Anyways...life is going pretty good i guess. My ex Zack talked to me last night...we fought again about the usual stuff...u know..."we're different so we won't get along" "Zack, how do you even know? u won't get to know me...and relationships are all about selflessness"...anyways he annoys me but i guess that i will just have to get over it. All I wanted was just a friendship but he doesn't seem to get that. He thinks that i'm "obsessed" with him. He also said that he wasn't selfish because he was making a "SACRIFICE" to talk to me...It's just annoying.
On a happier note...it's raining. I love the rain. I wish that I could lay in it...but I just took a shower. Everyone always says how they would love to kiss in the rain...I've never wanted that...I want to kiss in a cornfield (proof I'm from Oklahoma)...but for real. And I want to kiss in Los Vaqueros Bridge at night when all the stars are out and i want to catch frogs and play in the water (though full of cow manuer). And I want to hold hands secretly. I'm not a fan of public affection...i like the secret stuff. It means more. Ur not trying to make a point...just showing them u love them without all the glory of being a great boyfriend or girlfriend. Hiding roses under my covers or secret things in my car. Notes...I wish guys were more mindful of these things. My husband HAS to be a hopeless romantic. I love romance....secret romance.
My favorite flower is daisies...I always dreamed of being asked to be married outside in a field of daisies....white daisies. I'm doing to have white daisies as the flowers at my wedding.
Since i know that you all don't care...I'm done. But don't forget to hug someone today and tell them you love them!
(Steve, are you cheating on me!?) CRUMBS AND COOKIES DAD GUMMIT!!
