I just had the worst morning i have had in a while.
Mike went to work and he forgot to take that trash he promised days ago cause im not driving my car. So my dad yelled at me and told me i had to take it now blah blah blah.
So he told me he would go with me and he bitched at me for an hour and said i dont know how to do a fucking thing whatever.
I cryed cause i was having a hard time and everytime he told me to do something i couldnt do it fast enough and when he talks he talks so fast i dont hear it sometimes.
so we went and i knew that i was going to start my period cause i could feel it in my stomache, i know that pain.
so when we finally got back i was crying hysterically on the phone to mike saying that he doesn't love me, my dads an asshole and i need to clean and i cant. He asked me why not and i said cause i started my period and he said ok like it wasnt a big deal and he thought i was pregenant before i did.
So i said i am so glad i'm not pregenant, i don't want to have your baby. He said "WHAT, ARE YOU SERIOUS?" I said no but right now would have been the worst time ever. He is still pissed and says if i get pregenant he wants a DNA test cause he thinks its not going to be his baby. I mean hello, he is the only person i have ever sleep with. duh. He doesnt believe me though.
So now my whole family is leaving me alone cause i came in crying and they asked what was wrong and i yelled "IM ON MY PERIOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
It takes 5-7 days till mines done! So now im in my room writing this thinking about how much these cramps hurt and i wish i wasn't a women.
argh!
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