Humiliation @ MindSay

    "Can you take off your clothes, Collin?"
    "Yeah."
    "Did he do that?"
    The scars from my knees to my thighs added dramatic irony to the situation.
    "No."
    "Alright. Well, this may be painful."
    I thought I was going to cry.
    "You're not bleeding anymore."


    I never wanted to be in that situation. I never wanted anyone to be. Being forced to talk about it, having to recount even the slightest repressed memory, having the doctors examine everything. Like being violated for the second time. The mandatory precautionary antibiotics tasted inconceivably horrible, all six or so of them.

    Have to get tested this week, then once again in six weeks for HIV/AIDS, then six months later for the same reason.

    I'm staying inside for good.

I love meeting new people! Through taking calls yesterday I met the most interesting people. One was a woman who likes to feminize men. Its not sexual for her, but to hear her talk about it and such was so much fun. She has a great grasp on how to humiliate subs. I so could learn a lot from her ^_^

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Ok you all remember the tragedy in which happened between Paden and I last summer? When we broke up for a month and he got drunk and slept w/ some skank named Brandy from Stroud...well not only did he do that but she tooks his virginity, and we didnt share it together like we had planned to for so long. And so in retaliation I went up to Stroud and vandalized her car. Ok anyway, this Brandy skank used to work with me at Frontier City last summer. Well her best friend named Ashlea did aswell. Now Ashlea and I got along great b/c Ashlea truly is a sweetheart. Ok well I was on Facebook the other day searching around and I found Ashlea's profile. I was like "Woo Hoo" b/c I always thought she was so sweet. So I friended her and messaged her saying "I remember you we worked at Frontier City together" She replied "Yeah I remember you how are you?" Well after a little bit of conversation she said she had moved down here to some apartments by Quail Springs Mall so that she could take classes here at UCO. I was like "awesome", right then it clicked...Is she still friends w/ Brandy? Last summer they both lived w/ Ashlea's sister so they could work at Frontier City so I immediately thought Does Brandy live w/ her? So I casually asked her "Do you have any roomates? I have like 3 but they are all cool" and she said "Yeah I live w/ my best friend" She didnt give a name but I can only assume its the whore! Ok so I flipped. Even though this all happened like a year ago it still hurts a lot and Im still incredibly furious over the whole thing even though Paden and I are no longer together I still feel as though this is an issue of pride. She humiliated me, and NO ONE does that to me! Well I never asked her roomates name all I did was say "Oh that's cool. Does your roomate go to UCO too?" Ashlea said "No she's taking a year off to work then she'll be going here next year" Ok so I told Ashlea..."Well hey girl we need to hang out sometime I always like hanging out w/ you at work" Ashlea replied "Yeah we totally need to here is my number give me a call anytime" I really want to know if it's that Brandy whore b/c if it is Oh my gosh there is going to be hell to pay! Im going to have to regulate and I know it. But then Im also like if its not I really dont care either b/c Ashlea is cool by herself. But odds are it's probably her. Im trying not to get my hopes up LOL! Well anyway Im not quite sure what Im going to do so any advice will be greatly appreciated :)