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[Blog #270] --- Content --- [Friday] - Loud Guitarists
After yet another bland simple re-capping Film Studies lesson, I wandered into town and bought some stuff for Shelly and I to munch on.
She told me she misses the crisps from Home Bargains, so I bought her a bag of those, along with a Wispa bar.
I came home, straightened up my room - and Shelly arrived at half four.
We munched and played Guitar Hero.
I finished off the Easy career on Rocks The 80s and Shelly and I played a few songs on the co-op career.
We also did some work on her GH3 co-op career - but with me playing on Expert, both of us using older PS2 guitars - KNIGHTS OF CYDONIA.
So it was no wonder mam came in whinging and made us stop.
We switched to a quieter game: We Love Katamari and played a few levels - beating some of my older scores.
And yes, that damned Cowbear level continues to rile us both.
We shared a bottle of Jaques together and wound down, cuddling up to each other on my bed.
We spent a while laid on a pile of duvets and pillows on the floor. Before we could even get to doing anything ourselves - we could proper hear the bed banging about in the next room. It was so fucking funny. :)
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Blog #270
Loud Guitarists
Loud Guitarists
After yet another bland simple re-capping Film Studies lesson, I wandered into town and bought some stuff for Shelly and I to munch on.
She told me she misses the crisps from Home Bargains, so I bought her a bag of those, along with a Wispa bar.
I came home, straightened up my room - and Shelly arrived at half four.
We munched and played Guitar Hero.
I finished off the Easy career on Rocks The 80s and Shelly and I played a few songs on the co-op career.
We also did some work on her GH3 co-op career - but with me playing on Expert, both of us using older PS2 guitars - KNIGHTS OF CYDONIA.
So it was no wonder mam came in whinging and made us stop.
We switched to a quieter game: We Love Katamari and played a few levels - beating some of my older scores.
And yes, that damned Cowbear level continues to rile us both.
We shared a bottle of Jaques together and wound down, cuddling up to each other on my bed.
We spent a while laid on a pile of duvets and pillows on the floor. Before we could even get to doing anything ourselves - we could proper hear the bed banging about in the next room. It was so fucking funny. :)
[Blog #244] --- Neutral --- [Tuesday] - Tutorials from the master!
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Today has been rather odd.
I was waiting for Shelly to come - laid downstairs on the sofa. She'd told me she was coming at 12, but she didn't come until almost 1.
It was weird, it's one of the rare occurances where I sit there and proper think about her and how much I love her - naturally I do, I just don't sit and think about it a lot because I'm usually too depressed to - but when she ended up coming, I proper threw myself at her. I hugged for ages then dragged her upstairs and I had my clothes off in like ten minutes flat. Proper weird.
I could tell it was making her excited though - I was in a bit of a weird mood.
After we'd had our special time together, I took the money mam had left us - and I went to ASDA. She told me to get bread and something for us both to eat. We hadn't eaten dinner, and I wasn't even that hungry, so we just bought a jar of hotdogs and some buns for our tea.
Then I got some Pepsi, cheese Doritos, Milkybar yoghurts and a bag of whirly bites. I wanted some nibbles for us to munch on while we were playing games.
We ate the hotdogs when we came back and watched Outtakes TV. We nibbled on the whirly bites and shared out the Milkyway yoghurts. It's been so long since I've had one - they're so sweet and creamy. Really moreish as well, you proper want more than just the one.
We went back upstairs and for some reason, we ended up falling asleep.
Dad woke us both up about an hour or two later - we were both cuddled up on my bed proper asleep. I don't even know why, I wasn't even tired.
I was in a weird mood after that, but Shelly did persuade me to play Guitar Hero with her.
She asked me to give her tutorials. She's struggling on level 7 of GH3 - so I went onto practice mode and loaded up the songs she was struggling with - showed her how you do it, talked her through my techniques and some hints she could use.
Oddly enough, I then was looking through my old scores for the Expert career - and I wasn't happy with some of them.
I haven't played on Expert for ages, so it was weird suddenly jumping back into it - but I managed to upgrade a 3-star ranking song to a 4-star and I upgraded a different 4-star rating to a 5-star - with 98%, no less. :D
Shelly was pleased with me.
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I'm currently playing four games, attempting to get somewhere close to finishing them off:
- Shadow The Hedgehog (GC)
- Banjo-Kazooie (N64)
- Super Paper Mario (Wii)
- Pokémon Ranger: Shadows Of Almia (DS)
Pokémon Ranger is oddly addicting...
Super Paper Mario is a pile of shite, I just want to get it finished off. I'm going for a mastered run - 100% entire. It shall be torture, but it'll look nice on my Backloggery. The two-star rating for the game will look weird amongst the 4-star rated ones though.
Sigh, Dixie is not looking forward to tomorrow.
The only good thing is that I don't have shitty English.
Seriously, when I had decent teachers, I liked it - but as soon as I got to college, I started fucking it all up. :(
Dixie currently feels:
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Blog #244
Tutorials from the master!
Tutorials from the master!
Today has been rather odd.
I was waiting for Shelly to come - laid downstairs on the sofa. She'd told me she was coming at 12, but she didn't come until almost 1.
It was weird, it's one of the rare occurances where I sit there and proper think about her and how much I love her - naturally I do, I just don't sit and think about it a lot because I'm usually too depressed to - but when she ended up coming, I proper threw myself at her. I hugged for ages then dragged her upstairs and I had my clothes off in like ten minutes flat. Proper weird.
I could tell it was making her excited though - I was in a bit of a weird mood.
After we'd had our special time together, I took the money mam had left us - and I went to ASDA. She told me to get bread and something for us both to eat. We hadn't eaten dinner, and I wasn't even that hungry, so we just bought a jar of hotdogs and some buns for our tea.
Then I got some Pepsi, cheese Doritos, Milkybar yoghurts and a bag of whirly bites. I wanted some nibbles for us to munch on while we were playing games.
We ate the hotdogs when we came back and watched Outtakes TV. We nibbled on the whirly bites and shared out the Milkyway yoghurts. It's been so long since I've had one - they're so sweet and creamy. Really moreish as well, you proper want more than just the one.
We went back upstairs and for some reason, we ended up falling asleep.
Dad woke us both up about an hour or two later - we were both cuddled up on my bed proper asleep. I don't even know why, I wasn't even tired.
I was in a weird mood after that, but Shelly did persuade me to play Guitar Hero with her.
She asked me to give her tutorials. She's struggling on level 7 of GH3 - so I went onto practice mode and loaded up the songs she was struggling with - showed her how you do it, talked her through my techniques and some hints she could use.
Oddly enough, I then was looking through my old scores for the Expert career - and I wasn't happy with some of them.
I haven't played on Expert for ages, so it was weird suddenly jumping back into it - but I managed to upgrade a 3-star ranking song to a 4-star and I upgraded a different 4-star rating to a 5-star - with 98%, no less. :D
Shelly was pleased with me.
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I'm currently playing four games, attempting to get somewhere close to finishing them off:
- Shadow The Hedgehog (GC)
- Banjo-Kazooie (N64)
- Super Paper Mario (Wii)
- Pokémon Ranger: Shadows Of Almia (DS)
Pokémon Ranger is oddly addicting...
Super Paper Mario is a pile of shite, I just want to get it finished off. I'm going for a mastered run - 100% entire. It shall be torture, but it'll look nice on my Backloggery. The two-star rating for the game will look weird amongst the 4-star rated ones though.
Sigh, Dixie is not looking forward to tomorrow.
The only good thing is that I don't have shitty English.
Seriously, when I had decent teachers, I liked it - but as soon as I got to college, I started fucking it all up. :(
[Blog #218] --- Depressed --- [Friday] - Shitty Mood & Soggy Pastry
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I spent a big portion of the morning playing on Guitar Hero: Greatest Hits.
Despite my mam being in the room on the PC - I still went on vocals.
I'm unsure why - maybe it was an odd burst of confidence.
Yesterday was one of my better vocals days - I seemed to be getting a lot more 100%s than usual.
Shelly finished work early in the afternoon, so she came round again to see me.
Today wasn't my best of days.
My mood and Shelly's mood were the most conflicting and contrasting they've ever been.
One thing though, I'm glad we didn't argue with each other.
I felt that shit, I'd have just slashed my wrists infront of her and not cared.
I wasn't even bothered to do anything, so I was just laid on my bed most of the time, staring into space, or at the ceiling.
Fair enough, I cuddled up to Shelly - because hugs keep me from getting a lot worse. I had random bursts of tears - at one point where I needed my inhaler, but I wouldn't take it.
But Shelly wanted lots of kisses, and I didn't want to be kissed. I wasn't in the mood.
I'm sure she could tell - because when she kissed me, I didn't kiss her back very much.
She was also in a rather randy mood - and I seriously wasn't interested.
I felt like just curling up in a ball and dying - so the last thing I wanted was to be intimate with her.
Normally I would jump at the chance, or at least, be slightly enthusiastic about it.
Today just wasn't the same.
I regretted letting her touch me - because I felt even worse afterwards.
Didn't feel like I'd deserved it - and it hadn't felt anywhere near as good as it normally does. I had too many things in my head I had to think about, I couldn't concentrate either.
I didn't have any energy either - even though I gave Shelly attention a few times - my arm gave up really easily, so she didn't get very lengthy sessions. And I couldn't even do what I normally do to get feeling back in my wrist - I just gave up in the end.
Shelly was getting upset, thinking I didn't love her anymore or wasn't interested in her anymore.
This was pathetic - surely she could see I'd lost fucking interest in EVERYTHING, not just her.
I was actually surprised I'd been arsed to have a shower and brush my teeth - because when I lapse this badly, I don't even feel like doing that.
Despite wanting to just go and slit my throat, I still cuddled Shelly and held her in my arms when she started crying. Obviously, I wouldn't just ignore her. She wouldn't do it to me, so.
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Today and Tuesday, we've had nothing in that Shelly actually drinks - so she'd brought along a little bottle of Schweppes dilutable concentrated blackcurrant.
It smells proper lush and it tastes alright too.
I had a pint of it, when Shelly decided to share it - and I got an odd hyper burst for about 10 minutes.
I was skipping up and down the kitchen and doing the comedic sneak-walk up the stairs.
Then I ate a sausage roll - but before I bit into it, I tried to see how much I could stick down my throat before I gagged - then I took it out of my mouth again and slapped Shelly about the face with it.
Soggy pastry. :D
Then naturally, as soon as the hyperness went away, I felt about five times shitter than I did before.
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Claire was talking on and off to me on MSN.
She found a photo of our old secondary school's headmaster - and she was using Photoshop to stick his head onto peoples' bodies. She started with a Bad Taste Bear, then I suggested she put him on Marylin Monroe's body - and that one was proper hilarious.
Then I suggested a hunk or a body builder, and she sent me this:
Lmfaooooooo. :D
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Ash apppeared online shortly after - and she said she'd snaffled Jordan's laptop.
Which, has decent connection and a built-in webcam and microphone. :D
So we had a video conversation.
Well, my webcam's finally decided to die - so she only got audio from us.
Shelly tried to keep quiet, oddly not wanting Ash to know she was here - until we made her piss herself laughing and she PROPER echoed round the room.
I'm surprised everyone in Ash's bungalow didn't hear her. :)
And naturally, Ash is a bit of a knob on a webcam.
Prime print-screened example:
"HIYAAAAARRR..."
Dixie currently feels:
Depressed
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Blog #218
Shitty Mood & Soggy Pastry
Shitty Mood & Soggy Pastry
I spent a big portion of the morning playing on Guitar Hero: Greatest Hits.
Despite my mam being in the room on the PC - I still went on vocals.
I'm unsure why - maybe it was an odd burst of confidence.
Yesterday was one of my better vocals days - I seemed to be getting a lot more 100%s than usual.
Shelly finished work early in the afternoon, so she came round again to see me.
Today wasn't my best of days.
My mood and Shelly's mood were the most conflicting and contrasting they've ever been.
One thing though, I'm glad we didn't argue with each other.
I felt that shit, I'd have just slashed my wrists infront of her and not cared.
I wasn't even bothered to do anything, so I was just laid on my bed most of the time, staring into space, or at the ceiling.
Fair enough, I cuddled up to Shelly - because hugs keep me from getting a lot worse. I had random bursts of tears - at one point where I needed my inhaler, but I wouldn't take it.
But Shelly wanted lots of kisses, and I didn't want to be kissed. I wasn't in the mood.
I'm sure she could tell - because when she kissed me, I didn't kiss her back very much.
She was also in a rather randy mood - and I seriously wasn't interested.
I felt like just curling up in a ball and dying - so the last thing I wanted was to be intimate with her.
Normally I would jump at the chance, or at least, be slightly enthusiastic about it.
Today just wasn't the same.
I regretted letting her touch me - because I felt even worse afterwards.
Didn't feel like I'd deserved it - and it hadn't felt anywhere near as good as it normally does. I had too many things in my head I had to think about, I couldn't concentrate either.
I didn't have any energy either - even though I gave Shelly attention a few times - my arm gave up really easily, so she didn't get very lengthy sessions. And I couldn't even do what I normally do to get feeling back in my wrist - I just gave up in the end.
Shelly was getting upset, thinking I didn't love her anymore or wasn't interested in her anymore.
This was pathetic - surely she could see I'd lost fucking interest in EVERYTHING, not just her.
I was actually surprised I'd been arsed to have a shower and brush my teeth - because when I lapse this badly, I don't even feel like doing that.
Despite wanting to just go and slit my throat, I still cuddled Shelly and held her in my arms when she started crying. Obviously, I wouldn't just ignore her. She wouldn't do it to me, so.
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Today and Tuesday, we've had nothing in that Shelly actually drinks - so she'd brought along a little bottle of Schweppes dilutable concentrated blackcurrant.
It smells proper lush and it tastes alright too.
I had a pint of it, when Shelly decided to share it - and I got an odd hyper burst for about 10 minutes.
I was skipping up and down the kitchen and doing the comedic sneak-walk up the stairs.
Then I ate a sausage roll - but before I bit into it, I tried to see how much I could stick down my throat before I gagged - then I took it out of my mouth again and slapped Shelly about the face with it.
Soggy pastry. :D
Then naturally, as soon as the hyperness went away, I felt about five times shitter than I did before.
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Claire was talking on and off to me on MSN.
She found a photo of our old secondary school's headmaster - and she was using Photoshop to stick his head onto peoples' bodies. She started with a Bad Taste Bear, then I suggested she put him on Marylin Monroe's body - and that one was proper hilarious.
Then I suggested a hunk or a body builder, and she sent me this:
Lmfaooooooo. :D
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Ash apppeared online shortly after - and she said she'd snaffled Jordan's laptop.
Which, has decent connection and a built-in webcam and microphone. :D
So we had a video conversation.
Well, my webcam's finally decided to die - so she only got audio from us.
Shelly tried to keep quiet, oddly not wanting Ash to know she was here - until we made her piss herself laughing and she PROPER echoed round the room.
I'm surprised everyone in Ash's bungalow didn't hear her. :)
And naturally, Ash is a bit of a knob on a webcam.
Prime print-screened example:
"HIYAAAAARRR..."
[Blog #214] --- Neutral --- [Tuesday] - Tuesday Together
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Today was a decent day spent with Shelly.
For once, we had some time totally alone for a few hours, so naturally, we took advantage of that. :)
Later in the day, I'd been that good, Shelly was complaining of a stomachache.
It may sound mean to admit, but that made me feel accomplished. :D
I also chose the wrong day to wear khaki combat trousers made from a very thin material. :)
About 1/3 as thick as my jeans, thus rendering me with a damp patch in my special area. Tee hee.
We've worked out where our hours disappear to though.
Where the three of us, Ash, Shelly and myself find we can sit around and talk for hours - as Adam and I can also do - Shelly and I do exactly the same thing.
The only difference is that we're usually laid together on my bed cuddling each other while we do this.
Despite both Wii remotes having proper empty batteries - we both played a few Guitar Hero: WT co-op matches online over Wi-Fi. We played a few guitar-bass-vocals combinations with some gadge who played the vocals.
We'd have played for longer, but I was afraid of the batteries randomly dying, so we had to stop so that I could charge them.
Grrrrrrr...
Dixie currently feels:
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Blog #214
Tuesday Together
Tuesday Together
Today was a decent day spent with Shelly.
For once, we had some time totally alone for a few hours, so naturally, we took advantage of that. :)
Later in the day, I'd been that good, Shelly was complaining of a stomachache.
It may sound mean to admit, but that made me feel accomplished. :D
I also chose the wrong day to wear khaki combat trousers made from a very thin material. :)
About 1/3 as thick as my jeans, thus rendering me with a damp patch in my special area. Tee hee.
We've worked out where our hours disappear to though.
Where the three of us, Ash, Shelly and myself find we can sit around and talk for hours - as Adam and I can also do - Shelly and I do exactly the same thing.
The only difference is that we're usually laid together on my bed cuddling each other while we do this.
Despite both Wii remotes having proper empty batteries - we both played a few Guitar Hero: WT co-op matches online over Wi-Fi. We played a few guitar-bass-vocals combinations with some gadge who played the vocals.
We'd have played for longer, but I was afraid of the batteries randomly dying, so we had to stop so that I could charge them.
Grrrrrrr...
[Blog #211] --- Content --- [Saturday] - Buddies, Bellies & Burgers
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Dixie currently feels:
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Blog #211
Buddies, Bellies & Burgers
Buddies, Bellies & Burgers
Instead of using the convential means of washing your face or drinking coffee to wake yourself up - I turned Lisa on full blast and listened to Blind Guardian. That soon woke me up.
I put on my new lesbians T-shirt, my black jeans, black Converse, black socks, black underwear and my black bra - I was in a very black mood today.
Dad took me to Ash's at half 11 - IN HIS NEW VAN. :D
I have an odd liking for work vans - they remind me of when I was little and I sat in the middle seat of dad's beasty 3-seater.
Of course, I'd like to forget about the times I rode in the back and nearly got decapitated by falling rolls of cable and toolboxes.
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Ash fed me Crunchy Nut Bites - and they were a disapointment.
When I told Ash that they weren't as epic as she'd made out - she looked like I'd just pissed on a bible and then slapped her around the face with it. :)
Even Denham was amused - saying I was being blasphemous - and Ash did her pretend sulk where she stands in a corner.
We sat on the sofa for a while, watching Everyone Hates Chris.
I didn't really find it amusing or entertaining - but oddly enough, it gave me ideas for DATWBSVOH - what with some of the characters playing a dare game. :)
And of course, I loved the chance to cuddle up to Ash. She's so warm and cuddly. And their sofa is just epic. Way more epic than Crunchy Nut Bites, lmfao.
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Then of course - we had to sit outside on the swinging chair. :)
When Ash's mam and dad came back - her mam joined us and we talked together for a bit.
Both her mam and dad were greatly amused by my T-shirt. Tracey said that my mam must have a good sense of humour. Hmmm. :/
After Tracey and her friend (who'd turned up to take her out somewhere) had gone - I tormented Ash a bit by running my hand along the back of the swing's canopy - scraping off bits of dirt, mould and rainwater that was gathering there.
Then of course, I proceeded to wipe it all over her face. :)
She didn't even realise how dirty I was making her face - at one point she had a thick smear of black gunge running the full length of her head down one side.
This sparked many-a protest - mainly all following the theme of: "STOP IT WITH YOUR MOISTURE!"
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I requested that Ash play Silent Hill 4 when we were back inside.
She'd snaffled the PS2 - so it was set up in her room.
I lounged back on her comfy bed and watched her play through a good 2-3 hours of the game.
The possessed wheelchairs in the hospital had me pissing myself.
Oh, and did the giant Eileen's head in one of the rooms.
Creepy as fuck - but hilarious.
And naturally - Ash couldn't kill a monster without me pissing myself at the fucked-up noises they all made.
I think I'd fallen asleep at one point - because I remember Ash shaking me and telling me to wake up.
She'd died and was turning it off - so I dragged her down to the end of the bed where I was laid and we cuddled up together for a few minutes. :)
I want Ash's bed lmao.
It's so easy to want to fall asleep when you're laid on it.
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We ate homemade burgers and chips for tea - SUPER LUSH. :D
I rarely ever eat homemade stuff, so this was fucking legend. I had cheese and salad in with my burger.
I wonder why lettuce is such a good accompniment for burgers...
Something healthy mixed with something fattening doesn't sound like it would work, but it does. :D
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Today was finished with me laying on Ash's belly and watching Johnny English with her.
I said she was my cushion - and I rested my head on her squishy tummy the entire time.
I got hyper in random bursts and was sort of jokingly flirting with her - talking in a weird voice and saying shit like: "Mmmm, we're all alone now Ashleigh..." and "Hmmm, isn't this romantic darling...?" :D
Ash has finally got my sense of humour - I'm glad to report that she was rather amused at this.
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The only thing that would have really reduced today to anything less than content was my parents randomly turning up without telling me first.
I told dad to come for me at NINE - and he came at EIGHT.
I was quite comfortable laid on Ash's belly too...
And, Tracey was going to bring me back a Double Decker from Tescos.
Grrrr.
Thus, I made mam give me most of her dark chocolate when I got home.
And this is a revelation - today is the first day I've spent at Ash's without even getting slightly depressed.
Usually the uneeded conversation topics with her mam and the horrible Walton's atmosphere makes me suicidal - but I didn't once feel sad today. :)
I put on my new lesbians T-shirt, my black jeans, black Converse, black socks, black underwear and my black bra - I was in a very black mood today.
Dad took me to Ash's at half 11 - IN HIS NEW VAN. :D
I have an odd liking for work vans - they remind me of when I was little and I sat in the middle seat of dad's beasty 3-seater.
Of course, I'd like to forget about the times I rode in the back and nearly got decapitated by falling rolls of cable and toolboxes.
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Ash fed me Crunchy Nut Bites - and they were a disapointment.
When I told Ash that they weren't as epic as she'd made out - she looked like I'd just pissed on a bible and then slapped her around the face with it. :)
Even Denham was amused - saying I was being blasphemous - and Ash did her pretend sulk where she stands in a corner.
We sat on the sofa for a while, watching Everyone Hates Chris.
I didn't really find it amusing or entertaining - but oddly enough, it gave me ideas for DATWBSVOH - what with some of the characters playing a dare game. :)
And of course, I loved the chance to cuddle up to Ash. She's so warm and cuddly. And their sofa is just epic. Way more epic than Crunchy Nut Bites, lmfao.
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Then of course - we had to sit outside on the swinging chair. :)
When Ash's mam and dad came back - her mam joined us and we talked together for a bit.
Both her mam and dad were greatly amused by my T-shirt. Tracey said that my mam must have a good sense of humour. Hmmm. :/
After Tracey and her friend (who'd turned up to take her out somewhere) had gone - I tormented Ash a bit by running my hand along the back of the swing's canopy - scraping off bits of dirt, mould and rainwater that was gathering there.
Then of course, I proceeded to wipe it all over her face. :)
She didn't even realise how dirty I was making her face - at one point she had a thick smear of black gunge running the full length of her head down one side.
This sparked many-a protest - mainly all following the theme of: "STOP IT WITH YOUR MOISTURE!"
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I requested that Ash play Silent Hill 4 when we were back inside.
She'd snaffled the PS2 - so it was set up in her room.
I lounged back on her comfy bed and watched her play through a good 2-3 hours of the game.
The possessed wheelchairs in the hospital had me pissing myself.
Oh, and did the giant Eileen's head in one of the rooms.
Creepy as fuck - but hilarious.
And naturally - Ash couldn't kill a monster without me pissing myself at the fucked-up noises they all made.
I think I'd fallen asleep at one point - because I remember Ash shaking me and telling me to wake up.
She'd died and was turning it off - so I dragged her down to the end of the bed where I was laid and we cuddled up together for a few minutes. :)
I want Ash's bed lmao.
It's so easy to want to fall asleep when you're laid on it.
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We ate homemade burgers and chips for tea - SUPER LUSH. :D
I rarely ever eat homemade stuff, so this was fucking legend. I had cheese and salad in with my burger.
I wonder why lettuce is such a good accompniment for burgers...
Something healthy mixed with something fattening doesn't sound like it would work, but it does. :D
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Today was finished with me laying on Ash's belly and watching Johnny English with her.
I said she was my cushion - and I rested my head on her squishy tummy the entire time.
I got hyper in random bursts and was sort of jokingly flirting with her - talking in a weird voice and saying shit like: "Mmmm, we're all alone now Ashleigh..." and "Hmmm, isn't this romantic darling...?" :D
Ash has finally got my sense of humour - I'm glad to report that she was rather amused at this.
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The only thing that would have really reduced today to anything less than content was my parents randomly turning up without telling me first.
I told dad to come for me at NINE - and he came at EIGHT.
I was quite comfortable laid on Ash's belly too...
And, Tracey was going to bring me back a Double Decker from Tescos.
Grrrr.
Thus, I made mam give me most of her dark chocolate when I got home.
And this is a revelation - today is the first day I've spent at Ash's without even getting slightly depressed.
Usually the uneeded conversation topics with her mam and the horrible Walton's atmosphere makes me suicidal - but I didn't once feel sad today. :)
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