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Last night I fell asleep in Jeff's arms. It was wonderful. I dk, but lately we have been growing closer, if that was even possible. Usually he holds me for 20 minutes until I fall asleep, then rolls over, but the past few nights he has help me through and through. It has been wonderful.
He still isnt to keen on that job. I guess I dont blame him, but I am going to throw a fit until he takes it. I know it sounds heartless but we need that money dammit. I do not care, I am not the one who got put on ankle monitor, so I sure as hell will not be the one to fork out 2000 dollars while he does NOTHING. No way, No how. ANd no it isnt laziness that is his problem, 60 hours a week is A LOT of hours. I know, but I need it...he needs it...the girls need it.
I am going to apply for a job at that temp agency, they seem way better then Answernet, and answernet has told us after November there will most likely be no work. Ugh. Crappy huh?
Last night I put the "Color Pearl" Application on my phone because I had to delete it when I put on the new OS, and when I put it on there, my phone freaked out, so I was up AGAIN trying to fix it. I found out that apparently the color pearl doesnt work with the new OS, so I have to look for another application. Oh well.
It is already Sunday which means the last official day of the work week (My first day of the week). I work at 11 today. I am up relaxing for a half hour before i have to jump in the shower and such. I love my morning time. It is ME time and I need it.
The girls are still asleep today, I just went in and checked on them, so cute, Chloe must have gotten lonely because she grabbed her quilt (we giver her a twin size quilt) and climbed into bed with Nevaeh and they are snuggling. I know they arent cold, they have the space heater in there, it is nice and toasty, I kind of want to lay down when I go in there. Its cold in the rest of the house, and I hate it. I will not cave and turn the heater on though, no way, no how. I do not need it. I cannot afford it yet.
My sister Graduated boot camp on the 11th. I am proud of her. I wish I could have been there.
Not much else guys, I will update tonight or tomorrow!
GO PACKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It has been raining whole damn day......
The plattering sound of rain, the smell of dry earth when it gets a warm hug by first showers of season is beautiful.The smell of warm coffee with samosas, makes me also wonder why I am cursing such a beautiful phenomenon called Rain.
But believe me when evry look outside reminds you of the last times your underwear was drenched in water.You want to get out and pray to god, everythng to an extent is beautiful, but too much of hugs, also makes life miserable.
And to add on, I live in a place called Hyderabad.Here we have pots wch can engulp a whole pulsar bike, and without even a burp.The roads are so pathetic with all the canyanons, that it makes feel, you are visiting some parts of moon, only differnece being, The Pots here are smelly, with unknown kinds of oragnic material ....
Yesterday, It poured for two hours continuosly and since on a Friday evening, Office is really not a good place to be, I decided to venture out and altgh whole day I was a bit rough, I thought It wld be better to reach at room and have some medicine rather than waiting for the Mr Rain god to take a break.....
And then, me and My Bike were at mercy of roads , just hoping that we wont land in pots which are deeper than our combined heights.At one point it was as if, I was riding on water, My whole bike was kindaa submerged.Just holded my acceleartor, hoping to land in some baby pots in the wombs of mother canyons....
I came out alive and managed to reach home, with My bike complaining about washing her, only in those muddy waters.
Hoping not to get fever tommorrow......
If what's real to you is the same for me.
I love you my heart
All doubts are gone.
And my joy is so full
While your pull is so strong.
I can hardly say it without smiling deep.
But I love you so much dear.
Go to bed and sleep.
I'll wait here beside you, and wake you with love.
I'll hold your hand and give you both kiss and a hug.
I want to be there, loving your face.
But all I can do, is count down love's pace.
Got home at like 8:30
was on the bus for 13 hours straight.
we sat in a fricken parking lot for 2 hours. grr
couldnt get any cell reception till like we got into town..
its snowing a shitload! Im so happy!!!!
I had 4 matches...and I won them all!!!!!!!!! :)
I need to eat,
Miller
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