i've lost my voice, or at least i'm pretty sure i have. i smoked hooka for the first time in my life ever tonight n i smoked some weed, n between those, being sick, n talking a whole hell of a lot my throat is all fucked up now. i wanna say more, but at the same time i'm not sure i can focus. um, ate a lot of food today, some of it was @ sarah's for diner, n then our little group went to Albert's place n Gabby wanted to go party hopping after drinking there, but really i just wanted to chill there. i'm really happy that that's what we did. i met his wife Cindy, that guy Patrick who was there last time, his gf Erin, n later their friend Matt came over. Cindy made me three drinks that were "like grasshoppers, but with Kalua" n they were SO good! at one point she whipped out her Nintendo- yes, NINTENDO- n we played Duck Hunt. I was so fucking terribe! lol. but unfortunately that thing happened again tonight...n it happened bad. just thinking his name caused me so much pain. i wish that wouldn't happen, but i don't know. i was hoping to see him online cuz i'm getting paranoid n worried, but oh well i guess...i had a really good mastabatory session earlier when i first got home, though, lol. ;) with that said i'm going to try to get some more sleep. i had some indigestion, but i'm feeling better now. hope ur all well! <3
