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You are my only one.
I'll let go, There's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only one.
Reason I posted the Gardasil thing cause it freaked me out and I know everyone else should hear what happened. Its all over town where I live since the girl only lives a town over from me. I've had 2 shots of it and now after this, I'm not going to take the 3rd. Thanks for all that voted the entry under Top Blogs so that everyone can read the article and see how dangerous that vaccine is for young girls that are or have been asked to take it by their doctors.
o.O I woke up this morning to 1 Miss Call from Ryan. A part of me is like, are you serious he called me at 3:12am? Was it an accident? Or did he really want to talk to me? I dont know... >.> Gah.
I was so tired from work yesterday. Got home after 10pm and wanted to pass out but Catie called me. At work, my boss had me listen to her Ipod which just listening to some songs made me in the crappiest mood. I've been so good lately with not thinking about Ryan. Well besides the other night. But yeah. I dont know. I dont feel or I dont want to feel a thing. I dont want to hurt. but is it good that I'm just not going to think about it so it'll seem easier on me? I dont know. I don want to think about it. I just need to stay focused on other things and I'm fine.
Just got home from work, relaxing after an 8-hour shift that ended up being almost a 9-hour shift. You know, I kind of have a love-hate relationship with my job. I love the people I work with (with the exception of Loretta when she's in a bad mood), the work is fun--if not mindless. I spend most of my time laughing at something someone's done or said or having a great time goofing off. Goofing off is actually kind of encouraged because it entertains the customers and as long as we're goofing off in a way that still yields smoothies, it's all good. They always work aroudn my schedule. There's only been one time when I wanted off (didn't really need off--I just wanted to go to the river rather than work) that I couldn't get my shift covered. I get all kinds of free food, which actually does cut down on groceries because I'm not hungry by the time I get home. My problem? I hurt. I wear nonslip shoes that kill my feet. I do a lot of heavy lifting, and I have a mild back injury that just kills me every time I lift. Oh, and pretty much every shift, I come home with some new cut or scrape on my hands. The place is murder on your hands. Absolute murder. I also come home completely exhausted and covered in smoothie gunk. Right now, I am avoiding getting up just to go to the front door, which is only a few yards away. I guess it's that whole blue-light special thing. You gotta take the good with the bad. Really, despite all the physical pain (wow, massochist much?), this is the best job I've ever had. I've worked at ColdStone, Ben Franklin, K-Mart, a b&b, and Jamba, and Jamba is by far my favorite place.
i threw up again at work 2wice in the ballroom as we were cleaning and 2wice in the restroom... what a way to end the day huh? I really don't appreciate these random throw-up spells...
I dunno what to do about this stupid thing... i'm starting to think it's something at work that makes me puke, cause ever since i started working there, i've been throwing up...
at first i threw up for about a week straight, and now it's just sporadic...
it is quite obvious i'm not pregnant, so that's not even something to think about... the doc gave me some pills last month or so, and that worked great...
i got more doc appointments to look forward to, 2 in the first week of june and one next month... i don't like going to the doc, it just brings back bad memories of getting stabbed with a needle countless of times :(
the good thing is that babe is so understanding :) He showed up to my apt saturday night when i got off work... apparently he had gotten here around 1, but i didn't make it home til about 1.30... getting a knock at the door at 1.30 Am is not pleasant, but I saw the puppies through the view-hole thing so it was a relief...
we're such punks!!! i'm so glad to have him... not that many guys will go 2 hours of their way, just to be with their gal for a few hours... i hadn't seen him for 2 weeks or so, and we're such weiners!!!
he's such a dork, cause hopefully i'll be going home this weekend :) so i'll see him then lol...
He invited me in and let me invade his music, movie, manga, games, and computer. We ended up watching an anime I'd never heard of before. It was good too! So we watched that, ate some dark mint chocolate with ice cold coke, and just talked. I loved it! :D It was fun and nice to get to know him outside of work.
Whew! So Number Three has promise. He's a sweety and actually likes alot of the same things I do. So. There. It has been said.
In other news.....work has been interesting. I'm done with the Kiosk and am now working part-time in the store. I am also working nights for Global. I'm the cleaning lady! So that's why I haven't been online alot lately. I haven't been getting home till almost 1 am. After working a 14 hour day I just don't feel like doing anything but sleep. I should be on some this weekend so talk to me if you see me on. I miss everyone!
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