So yes...I've got some of the regular home-underground-land-security issues...going on at the moment...my mother is out...currently with my sister...getting blitzed out of her head...fucking lush...
Pisses Me Off...
I don't have a problem with drinking...infact...I like it...I find it an enjoyable sport...in which...Michelle finds the booze, michelle drinks the booze, then michelle has fun then goes to sleep and crashes out for 12 hours...wakes up with a hang over, gets some coffee...game over...
I do not ever EVER E-V-E-R go out and get shit faced *not because I'm not 21* I'm 4 months away from being 21...and my mom is all hyped because I can go out and get drunk with her...wellllll it's not going to happen...I'm not going to become an alchy like her or the rest of her side of the family...I fucking refuse! I can't even handle being touched by a drunk person...and my mom...she hangs ALL over me...so I can hold her up...or she hugs me and doesn't let go and tells me she loves me...and it makes me very uncomfertable and pissed off...
So I took her keys tonight and told my sister to take care of her...and if my mom comes home unable to walk...I will be telling my dad...he's out in god knows where right now and it seems everytime he leaves without me to go 4wheeling she get's shit faced because "Michelles the sober driver" well fuck that...no more...I'm fucking done. Usually when I get depressed...I sleep...for hours, days even. Almost like I boycot life...well I got home a few minutes ago and Alla called me...I'm too pissed off to sleep...so I'm doing homework...that's right...homework...and Alla pointed out something...I show my anger and depression in two different ways...one common (Throwing myself into work) and one uncommon way (sleeping everything away) and right now I'll probably stay up till 3 or 4 doing homework cause I have nothing better to do than sit here pissed off at my mother......*sticks up middle finger* AH!
