
Holidaze @ MindSay 
The begining of the new year has always been a time of introspection for me. I like to take the chance to look back on the years past and reflect on just where it is that I stand in the world. This new year's I had the chance to do just that, while down in Mirando City at a NAC ceremony. I gave up my spot in the tipi, because there were a great number of people who showed up.I withdrew to allow more people who had traveled farther than I to take part in the ceremony. While sitting outside of the tipi listening to the songs of prayer, I was in a great place to think about the year which had just passed and the opportunities of the coming year.
I feel quite blessed for all that I have in my life. For the most part I am fullfilled in every way. I don't think that I could really ask for much more and I wish the same for all of you. Here's a picture of the sunrise on my New Year's Day.

ok it hasn't actually been that way - I just haven't had any time to blog....Thanksgiving went well. We went to my Dad's girlfriends house (well they are engaged but it's 6:26am right now & I am not attempting to figure out how to spell - Pheonce - haha - so yeah) Dinner was ok. She doesn't serve the traditional stuff though. I mean - she did have turkey & potatoes but well you would have to have grown up with me to understand that comment & yeah I really don't feel like explaining. So after Debbies we headed to Mag's. Dinner was delicious & we had a wonderful time there. It was tough with Marilyn not being there. Mag hid it well but I knew it was tearing her up. I got a lot of great pics of Alley & Jackson & Lauren - and a bunch of everyone else. My uncle asked why I wasn't in any of the pics....well duh? I was taking the pictures! ok & hiding from the camera....I hate having my picture taken. The camera adds 10 pounds & I am already fat enough - so I end up looking like a whale & I hate it!
I have not really started my shopping yet. I got a few stocking stuffers for Lauren, an ornament for Debbie, an ornament for Skippy & a purse for Lauren - but that's it so far. It would help if I had more money - lol
Last night I heard a song I haven't heard in awhile & just knew it was Joni Mitchell.......I was right...
They’re cutting down trees
They’re putting up reindeer
And singing songs of joy and peace
Oh I wish I had a river
I could skate away on
It stays pretty green
I’m going to make a lot of money
Then I’m going to quit this crazy scene
I wish I had a river
I could skate away on
I would teach my feet to fly
Oh I wish I had a river
I could skate away on
I made my baby cry
He tried hard to help me
You know, he put me at ease
And he loved me so naughty
Made me weak in the knees
Oh I wish I had a river
I could skate away on
I’m selfish and I’m sad
Now I’ve gone and lost the best baby
That I ever had
Oh I wish I had a river
I could skate away on
I would teach my feet to fly
Oh I wish I had a river
I made my baby say goodbye
It’s coming on christmas
They’re cutting down trees
They’re putting up reindeer
And singing songs of joy and peace
I wish I had a river
I could skate away on
its lyrics are sad,but it's a beautiful song & my mom loved it.
I miss her

