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I think this is the basis of the idea of how something comes from nothing in big bang theory
In the case of a black hole though, the large presence of matter gives a reason for nothingness to split into +ve and -ve energy. BB theory doesn't have that, but has entropy. I wonder why it was the size and scale it was?
With the supposed size of the BB, it should've formed a black hole, perhaps it did form a black hole - and everything we have now is the result of black hole degradation like in the picture?
Dixie currently feels:
Worried 
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I've spent my evening playing Guitar Hero III.
I managed to get 5 stars on Sabotage by The Beastie Boys, three times in a row - my score increased by a few thousand each time.
That's made me happy; as I've had the song in my head all day.
So what's better than coming home to play it. Tee hee.
After that, I got a few 100% clears on Medium - including Rock & Roll All Nite, Anarchy In The UK and Holiday In Cambodia.
I'm soon to be working towards replacing my 5 stars on Hard level with golden stars for 100% clears.
Whew, that'll be a job and a half.
After I improved some scores on Career and Quickplay modes, I did a few Face-Offs over wi-fi connection.
I played a 3 match Hard VS Hard, then a 7 match Hard VS Hard - and won both times. Yay.
After I'd had enough, I watched all 6 episodes of The Catherine Tate Show, series 2 - on DVD - whilst e-mailing Emily, mainly moaning about my writer's block.
I'm so addicted, I even have an idea brewing for a Guitar Hero fan fiction - a combination of all four games, of course.
Though I have the urge to write a lot of things at the moment, I don't think I'll get anywhere with anything.
...Sigh.
I've just been cleaning my teeth.
As you all know, I'm very dentaphobic, and now I'm developing a fear of my own teeth.
...Two of them have been stinging a little. One of my back molars was tingling when I brushed it... It has a filling in it already, I think the enamel is erroding around it...
...One of my front insisors has a small chip in it. And I've just noticed a tiny flake of whiter enamel to the right of it. ...I wish so hard that it's not going to turn into another hole...
...I know, I've not stopped drinking all the acidic things, but...
I have started drinking less of them... And I'm drinking Pepsi Max - only 2 litres a week, and that has no sugar...
It still has acid, but... It doesn't have sugar...
...So I'm dreading my next Kerruish and Moore letter...
All I Really Need to Know
I Learned From Noah's Ark
1. Don't miss the boat.
2. Don't forget that we're all in the same boat.
3. Plan ahead. It wasn't raining when Noah built the ark.
4. Stay fit. When you're 600 years old, someone might ask you to do something REALLY BIG.
5. Don't listen to critics, just get on with what has to be done.
6. Build your future on high ground.
7. For safety's sake, travel in pairs.
8. Two heads are better than one.
9. Speed isn't always an advantage; the snails were on board with the cheetahs.
10. When you're stressed, float awhile.
11. Remember that the ark was built by amateurs; the Titanic was built by professionals.
12. No matter the storm, when you're with God there's a rainbow waiting.
13. Remember that woodpeckers inside are a larger threat than the storm outside...
~ B
Energy equals mass accelerated to the speed of light squared, right? so then, if we all agree that in or near black holes mass accelerates to the speed of light ( and i'm sure that most of us accept this theory ) and beyond ( because of course light itself gets sucked into them ), then where exactly can we draw the line between matter and energy? are they not the exact same thing? can we not say that E=m? for, at the level of the tiniest particles, are they not all moving at the speed of light? or faster than that? furthermore if we cannot define the smallest particle, then how do we even know that there is any space at all that does not contain mass/energy? should the universe therefore not be an infinitely dense singularity/constant? when matter reaches the so-called singularity found at the center of black holes, it appears to vanish ( the amount of energy/mass going into them exceeds their total mass ). this is compression to the point of infinite density. the big bang theory states that every single particle originated from a single, infinitely dense, point/singularity. thus this is theoretically the reversal of what happens in black holes- decompression on an infinite scale. but, when one regards the term "infinite", hard to grasp as it may be, de- and compression become irrelevant. for, when one considers the idea that there is in fact no "space" between particles, there is inevitably no space for anything to expand or compress into. forgive me if i'm wrong, but does not the term "space" then lose its meaning? we become forced to call space energy instead ( considering the aforementioned infinite tinyness of matter ). now, in order to account for the fact that we do not observe the universe as simply energy, but energy that has meaning, the other element must logically be information. the only way to explain this is the holographic universe theory- when one combines energy with information, one obtains reality. thus there are only two dimensions- energy and information. the three-dimensional universe we percieve as reality is really only a flow of information through a constant of energy. everything is everywhere at the same time, so we can forget about time, space and all that mumbo jumbo. this is as far as my theory stretches, please prove me wrong. if you have any comments at all, please feel free to e-mail me at gerardcadger@yahoo.ca
Productive day, I was in society all day, getting this and that and paying some overdue bills. I always bring a pad of paper for something to do while sitting on mass transportation; that is if I can get a seat. It ended up with a few mindless scribbles of fantasy and reality. I was thinking about publishing one by one but they all go together in a way. It could be one long freestyle thought or several short rides. Far too much to punctuate, another day... read at will
Pretty Blonde
pretty blonde
with evil eyes
angered at attention
i can’t look
at her jiggle
at her sway
pretty blonde
with evil eyes
I’m staring at you
like your a train wreck
what did you expect
she caught me
with her evil eyes
I looked away
pretty blonde
your evil red eyes
dipped in blood
thrown at me
splattered on me
the blood red evil eyes
all over me
pretty blonde
what did you expect
you were naked
on the street
buck naked
in front of me
Familiar Faces
I know you
how are you
wait…
stop a second
I really know you
I know your mother
your father
I ate with you
at your house
I was at your wedding
wait…
what do you mean…
I’m not crazy
I recognize your face
I dated your sister
wait… someone’s calling me
I look but can’t see
I turned around
you were gone
nobody here
everybody’s gone
I’m alone
no unmasked faces
no voices
voices calling my name
no echos
no ringing in my ears
…I’m alone
so so alone
there’s 3 million people
they’ve all disappeared
no one’s around
I’m really alone
Biological Cell Phone Holes
speed travel
the waves of cells
much faster than
a thousand calls
a thousand rings
I answer the phone
It’s not my phone
it’s not for me
suits are text-ing
text-ing me
everyone is staring
why
it’s not my phone
snoop dogg’s not my ring
why is everyone
staring at me
I’m not that handsome
is there mustard on my face
everyone is staring
they can see me
I write with open wounds
wounds so deep
they can see me
in me
through me
stop staring…
your making me shed
no sutchers
nurse, nurse, nurse
there’s a hole in me
I want it closed
make them stop
seal the hole
there staring at me
make them stop
close this hole
and
seal me
from there
encroaching eyes
Subway To First And Nowhere
train jumping
not off the train
from car to car
get to the front
arrive before the bunch
stupid idiot
that’s illogical
does the pendulum ever …
stop
the first car stops
same time
the last car stops
right ok
but they don’t arrive
the same time
it only stops
the same time
arrrrrr… I forgot
quick everyone
run to the back
follow me
with me
I forgot
don’t listen to me
first is last
last is first
come
trust me
its easy
run with me
fall with me
roll down the car
we will be first
if there is an end
Air
I’m shrinking
skin is sagging
it doesn’t look good
gobble, gobble
need a new scale
this one isn’t low enough
vanish, vanish
becoming air
what a way to go
and which way
if your nothing but air
no ashes to ashes
no dust to dust
I will blow the dust
I will carry the ahes
I will float
they will float with me
watch me go
away in the air
I am air
Keep Your Head Down
still spattered in blood
from the blonde’s eyeball
dipped in blood
I’m looking at feet
the boots
the shoes
high healed
open toed
french dipped toe nails
shake my head, wtf
gliding shoes
strutting shoes
shoes that cause a jiggle
keep your eyes on the floor
keep them on the feet
don’t look up
I learned from the evil eyes
the girl in high heals
strutting her stuff
low cut shirt
big boobs
and no bra
she might throw
a bloody evil eyeball
she might slap you
carry on
the feet
keep your head down
there’s a pervert beside me
whispers in my ear
oh ya… I love feet too
makes me hot
makes me horny
I get up
change my seat
what the fuck…
where can I look now?
Voices In My Head
what happened
where were you
I couldn’t see over the hill
I waited and waited
I’ll wait some more
it’s not easy
not seeing
not feeling
not hearing
your voices
was that you
earlier today
calling?
I turned around
looked up and down
seen nothing
felt nothing
only heard you call
I won’t eat without you
I’ll sit and wait
when you get hear
I’ll hear the voices
then I will make
peaches and pancakes.
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