Holding Hands @ MindSay 
love
There's nothing wrong with him as a person. He's probably a great guy. He's probably fun and nice and tallented and everything a girl could want. Is it any secret then, why I don't like the guy?
I was walking around after school and wandered outside to the courtyard across from the baseball field...where I caught them having a tickle fight. Cute really. Then Gravity took over. Innocent for sure, but no question that they were enjoying each other.
I couldn't take it. "Sarah!" I call out, and throw the !US! Crew football. She tried to catch it, but it was a 'bad' throw. The pass was 'incomplete'. Instead of falling into her arms, it pegged her cute little pretty boy right between the eyes. I was most appologetic of course.
And as good a mood I was in after watching the old Battlestar Galactica theatrical release in Sci Fi, I made a concious effort to be walking home promptly. If I had to look at that smile of hers and know that I could never see that directed at me...I would have made her little pretty boy spit teeth.
Do you sense the little green head of jealosy?
Do I really have to answer that question?
... when it all, all falls down....
k - lets start with Wednesday.
I spent the afternoon with Karleen, we went to the mall where I purchased two corsets, one is purple and the other is turquoise with black lace. Then I hung around home. Thursday was Thanksgiving,spent most of the evening with Mike - my ex. It was fun, we were looking for X all night, finally found it, and I was started to get sick so I bailed.
Friday. Craziest shopping day of the year. My dad and I went to Arden Fair Mall, which is a little ways away, I got two new pairs of pants and a sweater.Then we went to Orgins and got stuff for Tara and Cortney. After that we headed back to Roseville, went to Sports Authority and picked Jon up a set of golf clubs. As we were pulling out of the place a truck just killed my door. Hit it his corner bumper into my door. The door of the new BMW my dad bought. I actually pissed myself - a little. I had been holding it. So they exchanged insurance, and blah blah.
After that I was on my way to meet Karleen when who calls? Shawn calls, saying he is here, and about four blocks from me. So I meet him, and just hug him to death. Then we wandered around the mall, and checked out a CD place, just joking with each other and holding hands. God he looked good. Then we went a got a hotel room. Romped around a little, cuddled, kissed, he must have touched and kissed every inch of me. Hungry, we went across the street and grabbed some dinner at a Mexican place. When I met him he was 28, and it never occured to me he's aged, now 31. We went back to the room, and did some more romping kissing and cuddling, then he told me he couldn't stay the night, and it just... let me down. I had to force myself to smile, but I just felt like reality hit in, by then I was hurting and due to get sick. So after some more holding... he finally just says "Do you know what love is babe? I dunno, I love you, can't even explain it" which made me feel better. I got dressed, he walked me back to my car, and I left. Went home, pain is full fling, and just told my dad I couldn't take it. I love him so much, he drives me crazy, and I can't help but want him forever. I just wish he didn't have to go.
well my sister clames shes sick so she went to the hospital so i have her 1 year old son on my lap and her 5 year old vegitarian daughter rocking out to green day-welcome to paradise on my head phones so yea its 1:16 am and there both wide awake, jrs sick tho and he keeps getting upset everytime i put him down, he starts screaming and i dont wanna wake up my grandpa so i keep holding him and my hands really tired lol well iam gunna check my email then try to get these to to go to sleep so i can.
~kk
I'm just beginning to realize what a bad dater I am. No, not because I'm not good at attracting the opposite sex; I'd die before I let myself think I was lacking at all in the fabulous department. :D No, the real reason is that I'm just plain bad at telling people I don't like them that way.
I've been on two dates with a guy I have, oh, somewhere around zero chemistry with, and he doesn't know it!! (He doesn't know we don't have chemistry, not that we've been on two dates) Worse, it's all my fault that he doesn't know it, because I kept holding onto his hand. Apparently, that's something he translates into a direct invitation for sex. (@_@)
But I had legitimate reasons for holding his stupid old hand!! The first time was because we went to see a semi-scary movie, and I cannot watch those without grabbing onto someone's hand!! Although that's definitely not a good idea when you're with someone who interprets holding hands as a sexual advance. The second time, was because we were walking through a park and I was cold. Hey, he was the one who suggested a walk in the freezing night in November when any sane woman is warm and cozy! I think that was his plan all along :p
After the walk, we went to this bar where he works to warm me up, and I got slightly drunk. That was where the real battle began. He kept putting his hand on my thigh, rubbing it up and down, and I kept trying to brush it off. (The word "trying" being the operative word here.) How he could not get that I wasn't into him, tipsy though I was, mystifies me.
In the end, he tried kissing me a sum total of thrice and I narrowly escaped him each time. Woohoo for me!! And I must say... it's not so easy, looking suddenly in the other direction at absolutely nothing, or abruptly changing the subject to, say... the Nile River. :D
I'm safely home now, trying to figure out a successful way to repell him without making things too awkward. I'm just glad he didn't catch me when I was in the mood for it!!
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