Hold Back @ MindSay 
didnt hold back
I Was Like Sleeping As I Do
And ANd
Hold On BRB
Kay Back Now Sorry Bwtt THATATTA
Ehm Soo
I Was Havening This Drema
*Dream
ANd I Waas Snuckign Out With Some Friends And We Was At This Wierd Building And It Was LIkkeks Aaa Shed AN dit Was Dark And I Was Getting All Scared As I Do ANd I Thouhgt I Was Gunnas Get RAPPPPPEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDd
But I Didnt
ANdThen For Sopme Reason We ALl Thoufght We Was Gonna Be Late Getting Back ToS cghhool Even Tho It Was Night Time So We ALl Started Going BAck ANd Yeah Then I Was Home And It Wasnt Nioght Time Anymore It WAssssssss Like A Cloudy Evening And I Was KLiek I Dunno
I Was LIek Tryan Sort Shit Out With Some People ANd I Didnt Quite Know What I Was Doing Or What Was GOing On. For Some Reason My Floor Was Like Aklot Higher Up ANd The Laudry Room Was Like A Balcony, I Heard Some Woman Yelling At Me Bwt Something, I Ignoorede Herr ANd There Was DOgs Everywhere And And yeah
And Then I Realized All The Fuss Was Coz They Woman Was HXC Yelling AT ME D:
I Went Out And She Was Screamuing HEs DYING AND YEOUR DOING NOTHINGGA AUGFIUSOF
I Was Freaked For Some Reason
And There Was Sounds Of Like People In Pain And Dying
As If Tehre Were Lots Of Dead Bodies Lying On Our Feild
I Couldnt See The Feilding
But I Could See All The DOgs Jumping Round Spazz
The Reason Thje Woman Was Yelling Was Coz There Was A Dog That Was Half On / HAlf Off The Laudry/Deck Thing Anmd It Was Whimpering For Help
For Some Reasn I Was Hesistatign To HElp
I Didnt Wanna Touch The Dog FOr Some Reason
i Was Soo Scared
ANd Then I Realized
The Woman
Was Really Pale
And Wrinkly
And Naked
UGH
DISCUSTING
BAD FUXKING PICTURES
AND
I Swaer that She Used To Be A Younger Black Woman
But Then I Realized That There Was A Wrinkly Tanned Naked Man Behind Her
WHAT
THE
FUCKING
FUCKKKK
IT WAss Sooo Eeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
She Was Really ANgry And Spaz At ME
But SHesd Calmed Down
And Was More Liek
Oh Whatever I DOnt Care You Can Leave The Dog If You Wnatr
The {eople I Was With Were Bpthering ME Bwt The Dog I WAs Freaking ANd I Just Said Oh You Guys Do It Im Leaving This Dream Its Getting To Fxd Up/
I Was Stressign And {anicing
The Dyign People Noises Were GEtting LOuced\\der **Louder
And I Tried To Wake Up/
I Was All Black Like I Shut My Eyes
And The Dying Noises Were Stioll Tehre
Then I Opened My Eyes.
I Was Liek Awakw
But The Dying Noise Hadnt LEft
They Were FAding Away...
It Sucked.
I Was Stryna Calm Down
But I Was Panickign And Sweating And Freaking Out.
Oh Gopd.
Then I Was Saying To Myself
Tryna Make Me Think Positive
And The First Thing That Came To My Mind Was Rape
UGHHHHHHHH
I Was Remmebering That Earlier Today I Was Rhingking Bwt How I Probably WOuldnt Care If I Got Raped
Coz I Was Fxd Off.
I Was Sayign To Myself That I Didnt Care But Then It Was As If I Was Convinceing The other Half Of Me That I Did Just So That I Would Stiop Trying To Scare Myslef
But While I Was Thinking This I Was Also Thinking That I Shouldnt Move Coz Other Wise The Door Will Open
And Someo\thing Scary Will AHppen
So I Was Trying Not To Move
Then That Part Of Me Taht Was Scaring Me Was Telling Me That This Never Would Have HAppened If I Didnt Listen To All That KoRn
It Was Sayiogn How KoRn Is Bad ANd I Should BE So Used To The Ideas Of Rape And Necrophelia And Pedophelia Etc..
Saying Hopw My Music Was Making Me Bad
And Fuckign Scaring My Self.'.
`'`'`''`'`
,.,.,.,.,.
`'`''`'`'`
And Yeah
I THink Ill Stop Talking Bwet This Now
It MAkes No Sendce
Im Off To Make Me A Pizza So I Dont Habve To Eat FGReays Burbters And CHipps ahugdhsiufhukb
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(suggested tags ftw btw)
Mold me into what you need me to be.
Help fix me.
Discard from me what holds me back from your greatness.
I do not want choices.
I want to be a child and be told what to do.
I want to run in the store and touch everything.
I want to act a fool and be given a free pass, simple because I am a child.
Protect me from myself.
Give me back my innocence.
I want that cloth that we have until we are stolen from the womb.
I want that cloth that makes us closer to you
Hold me 
Hold me
Hold me and never let me go.
Mold me into what you need me to be.
Fix me and do with me as you please.
Discard from me what holds me back from your greatness.
I want choices.
I want to greatness.
I want to run .
I want freedom.
I want that cloth that makes us closer to you
Hold me
Hold me
Hold me and never let me go.
For five minutes if you were to hold me for five minutes I would know I was LOVED
5
4
3
2
1
Tell her how you admire her. always
tell her you l o v e her at all times. when
she's upset, hold her tight. pick her over
all the other girls you hang out with.
play with her hair. pick her up-tickle her-
and wrestle with her. just talk to her. tell
her jokes. bring her flowers just because.
hold her hand and run. just hold her hand.
throw pebbles at her window at night. <3
let her fall asleep in your arms. sing to her
no matter how awful you sound. get her mad
at you. then k i s s her. give her piggy back rides.
push her on swings. tell her she looks beautiful.
when she's sad, stay on the phone with her, even
if she's not saying anything. look in to
her eyes and smile. kiss her on the forehead.
slow dance with her even if there's no music.
kiss her in the rain.
And when you fall in love with her...
TELL HER...<3
Oo. 50 Things a Guy Would Never Say .oO
(the ones in bold are hilarious)
1. Let's go somewhere where we have to get really dressed up.
2. Wow, you did your cuticles.
3. I'll pick you up early, b/c I really want to meet your parents.
4. Want to hit the outlet mall this weekend?
5. If you want to date other guys too, that's cool with me.
6. Dogs are fine, but kittens are more cuddly.
7. Hey, that shirt looks really good with those jeans.
8. Carson Daly is sooo deep.
9. How can anyone watch boxing? It's totally violent.
10. I can't wait to see the new Feddie Prinze Jr. movie.
11. Hey, today's our "two months from the first day we said hi" anniversary.
12. Didn't Gwyenth's outfit look amazing at the Oscars?
13. I think we're lost.
14. What's the point of dating if we're not going to get serious?
15. This scented candle doesn't smell sweet enough.
16. I like your dress--it's Guess, right?
17. I wish the radio station played all Kelly Clarkson, all the time.
18. I feel so bloated.
19. Are you sure our signs are compatible?
20. Have you seen my unicorn notebook around?
21. You're right, Backstreet Boys are the best band ever.
22. Does anyone want to go to the men's room with me?
23. You should buy more shoes.
24. I should buy more shoes.
25. Do you think this green shirt washes me out?
26. I'm not that kind of guy.
27. Moshing is all good and fine until someone loses an eye.
28. I'd love to spend the day flipping through magazines and watching you get a pedicure.
29. "7th Heaven" always makes me cry.
30. Isn't skateboarding dangerous?
31. I think I need to redecorate my bedroom.
32. I want to hear all about your ex.
33. I'm having a bad hair day.
34. Do these jeans make my butt look big?
35. Why don't you ever hold my hand in front of your friends?
36. Katie Holmes and Chris Klein looked so cute together.
37. Romeo & Juliet and a box of tissues is a great saturday night.
38. You should drive.
39. Hey, dude, you smell great--is that Obsession for Men?
40. Forget Mondy Night Football, I hear Ally McBeal is gonna rock this week.
41. Here, you take the remote.
42. Who cares about the Super Bowl? Let's cuddle.
43. So the point of this game is to get that big ball in that little hoop?
44. I wish we could talk about our relationship more.
45. Would you turn down that music--I'm going to go deaf.
46. I'd really love to learn to dance.
47. Pacey just makes "Dawson's Creek."
48. Jennifer Love Hewitt? She's ugly.
49. I baked you some brownies.
50. I'm scared--hold me.
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