Hm @ MindSay

I went to the doctor, and she ran the test...positive :O

She then got me an appointment with a very good OB/GYN in the middle of town, I go to her next week with any luck :)

And word has snuck around work...people are congratulating me wherever I go :)

The maybe-news, and she's just hoping I'm not, either way I know she'd help out, time will tell in 2-3 days though, maybe my period will come....maybe a baby :O

We shall see though, stay tuned for another episode of...

Amanda flying by the seat of her Pants!

Nobody wants my car, I'm thinking about having Cal take the engine out and just selling it as a rolling chassi, I'm pissed off because nobody wants it, of course I wouldn't want a car with a near-blown motor, but it's still a good parts car, or a good chassi with awesome tires ><

Time to debadge XD

and she sat and wondered why wonderland went away

and why her loving friends just couldn't stay

now she lies on this cold bathroom floor

staring up at her ceiling, fearing tomorrow

the day after

exploiting ignorance and the screaming voice, now causing this stress to rise

something's gone terribly wrong, they've said, she can't breathe..she can't think

poor girl, they close her eyes, but she forever smiles

the pain is gone now..the stress erased

somewhere new and somewhere calming

...take her there..