Herpes @ MindSay 
.The tip of my nose is red, sore, and a little stiff. Normally, I would see this as God saying, "No, you can't have a perfect complexion. You want it too badly." But today was different. Today, my mind told me that red, sore, stiff spot that I couldn't help but mess with was not a pimple. It was a fever blister. And a lot of the time, fever blisters mean something I daren't even say aloud: herpes I... or the common cold sore.
.I have an impenetrable fear of herpes. Okay, not just herpes. I have a fear of things I cannot fix when they go wrong. Once you get herpes of any kind, it sticks with you for the rest of your life. Sure, it's just a cold sore, but that cold sore can become a thousand cold sores by a chain kisses and sexual scandals. That cold sore can cause pain for anyone with whom you come into contact.
.I don't mean to offend anyone. I realize that 90% of the world has herpes I and someone who reads this is bound to have it. If not that, then herpes simplex. Both are a bitch and easily spread.
.I immediately took my anxiety medication and went to the health center. I hoped I wouldn't be late to clase, but knew a form would excuse me. My usual doctor concerning my anxiety and recurrent fear of herpes was having a conference call, so I had to see someone else. This doctor, so humorously named "Dr. Speck," prodded my nose with his forefinger and asked, "Is that... uhh... uncomfortable?"--"Oww!" I said, pulling away. "Yeah that hurts a little." He then told me that it looked to him like an "infected abscess." He immediately said that he could take care of me. Before leaving, he turned to me and spoke in a grave tone. "And you've never had any fever blisters?" If he wasn't a Southern gentleman, my memory would adjust his face into a squint. "No... eh... not to my knowledge." Dr. Speck jumped back to normal, "Good. Well, it's probably an abscess and I'll get your prescription ready up front. I wouldn't waste my time with a herpes test. Even if it was an acute fever blister, it probably wouldn't show up on a test at this point."
."Even if..." He had to say it. He had to leave that possibility open. "Even if..." He prescribed me a bunch of horse-pill antibiotics that I have to take four times a day, as well as an ointment to put on directly. Yes, I said four times a day. It's ridiculous. I'd rather them cut it open and drain it. It takes less effort and is gone much faster.
.I have to do something about this fear. It's eating me up. I feel like if I ever kiss anyone, I'm going to have to know there entire history. If it isn't better tomorrow, I'm going to the ER. Sigh... if only relaxation was possible in life.
The Minnesota State High School League banned competitions and direct contact between wrestlers in practice until Feb. 6 after 24 cases of herpes gladiatorum were reported by 10 teams. The virus is spread by skin-to-skin contact, and symptoms include lesions on the face, head and neck.
The suspension is meant to control the current outbreak, allow time to diagnose new cases and prevent disqualifications at the state tournament, scheduled for Feb. 28-March 3.
The Minnesota Department of Health has been tracking the virus, caused by herpes simplex Type 1, the same strain that causes cold sores. Officials first became aware of the outbreak at a tournament in Rochester in late-December.
OMG BEST VIDEO HITS EVER!
lol george michael is shakin his booty.. yewah! yeah you're a sexy man georgie... lol with his stylish ripped jeans.. wow.. i never new this song was george michael (mainly coz.. i didnt care.. lol) i'm in a really good mood.. so....... here are the lyrics =D
Well I guess it would be nice
If I could touch your body
I know not everybody
Has got a body like you
But I've got to think twice
Before I give my heart away
And I know all the games you play
Because I play them too
Oh but I
Need some time off from that emotion
Time to pick my heart up off the floor
And when that love comes down
Without devotion
Well it takes a strong man baby
But I'm showing you the door
'Cause I gotta have faith...
Baby
I know you're asking me to stay
Say please, please, please, don't go away
You say I'm giving you the blues
Maybe
You mean every word you say
Can't help but think of yesterday
And another who tied me down to loverboy rules
Before this river
Becomes an ocean
Before you throw my heart back on the floor
Oh baby I reconsider
My foolish notion
Well I need someone to hold me
But I'll wait for something more
Yes I've gotta have faith
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don't pretend not to love it.. i see you dancing.. yeah YEAH!! *moshes* man it's better than metal (i'm in a really good mood ok ? and by no means do i actually mean the shit i'm saying during this blog) dude all the greatest songs EVER have been on today.. like xanadu.. mannnnn olivia newton john was swinging there.. sorta looked like a pole dancer.. but it's all good.. YEAH! YEAH!!! lol
i have herpes. hahahahhaha...
best story ever.. sitting in an std clinic (i wish this wasnt true) waiting room and hearing "people are still having sex" i can't be bothered looking up the lyrics.. but its a dance song.. and totally.. umm.. i cant make up my mind whether it was inappropriate or appropriate.. lol.. but it was great =D everyone laughed.. it's the sorta thing that happens and you think.. noone is going to fucking believe me on this.. and do i really want to tell anyone i know? so naturally.. you blog it.. because even if people dont believe you- it makes a nice story.. lol.. and well.. noone reads this anyway =D yeah! lol
Ps. i don't have stds.. i'm not a slag
lol anyway...................... karyn.. godenvyhim GOODLUCK WITH LUCAS!!!! even if he is a cunt.. he's a hott sexy cunt.. just like the dude off savage garden *looks up at screen.. eyes start bleeding* lol ok so I take that back.. w0000000t.. anyway.. yeah.. good luck babe.. have lots of hott hott sex =D as long as he's killer in bed (and you've known that for how long? teehehehe) it doesnt matter that lol you can't rely on him
he's tasty lol
For bikini waxers, or just anyone who gets professionally waxed:
this happened to a friend of a friend. She mysteriously contracted herpes. She's faithful to her husband, her husband doesn't have herpes....so huh? she found out she got it at the salon where she got waxed. They start with a sterile clean instrument for each person but they dip it back into the same tub of wax they use for everyone else. So a lady comes in for a bikini wax who happens to have herpes, that applicator is being dipped into the wax that later they will use for waxing your mustache off.
Icky .....maybe buying your own container of wax would be good. anyways, i thought i'd pass it along. I'm not a waxer so it really just solidifies my distaste for that kinda stuff.
Hey, I got a new vacuum! It's a canister vac and it's amazing to see the amount of dust it sucks up. I really could create some dustmonsters from it....but I won't. Emptying the cup is messy business though. I wish it was single use disposable. Anyhow, I feel like an old maid talking about all this stuff.
Time to spruce up my life.....question is howwwww. To the drawing board ....feel free to leave any suggestions. OR...
Tell me a good movie to see this weekend.
Yes, Terri is going to die, and yes it is horrible, but people are seriously sending the husband death threats? What do these letters say? "I can't believe you let her die. No human being has the right to end another human being's life. So now I'm going to kill you." Yeah that makes a lot of sense asshole.
These people have as much sense as anti-abortion people who shoot up an abortion clinic. Hi, I'm a freakin' moron jackass who thinks abortion is murder, so I'm going to buy a semi-automatic machine gun and shoot up an abortion clinic. My hope is that I kill every single person in the building, including the secretary who has never had an abortion nor participated in any abortion whatsoever but is trying to make money to feed her family. Murder is wrong, so I'm going to murder you all. Because a fetus is more important than the lives of people who are already freakin' alive.
They may even be worse than the jackasses who cheer for the dog in Independence Day. 30 million people were just killed in a horribly blast of fire, but the dog jumps through the door and survives and the audience cheers. Hello, 30 million people just died. Are you seriously cheering for a Laborador Retriever? Go join PETA you pricks. And while you're at it, throw red paint on the woman with the fur coat but let her husband with the leather jacket walk right by. Morons.
Or people like George Bush who are for the death penalty but sign bills to try to save Terri. Why is one life worth more than another? Why is it okay to send hundreds of American soldies to their death (or to kill other people) but the country has to stop because this one woman is dying? You do realize there are millions if not billions of other people dying slow deaths in hospitals right now right? And there are millions if not billions of people being allowed to starve to death too. All across the world people are being allowed to start to death. Why don't you go hold a candlelight vigil outside a hut in Samalia?
Terri has to live. Terri must live. America has failed if Terri dies. But it's okay to kill a criminal through lethal injection. I just read a blog that said "When did euthenasia become legal?" Ask someone on death row that question. Ask one of the ghosts of the countless people who have been put to sleep with an alcohol swab and then an injection of poison. Ask George Bush why he has no problem sending someone to the electric chair, but this woman must live or our country has failed.
I said this as a response to someone elses' blog and I'll say it here on my own:
The government should stay the hell out of this case. People keep saying, "How can the government allow this woman to die?" They have to. They aren't allowed to get involved. It's part of the constitution. If twenty people were in a hospitol in Philadelphia and couldn't get the medicine they needed to live, and one of Bush's aids said "you have to drop everything and fly home to sign this bill so these people can get their medicine otherwise they are going to die," he would say, "Are you crazy? That's a state issue. I can't get involved with that." Well guess what? Terri is a state issue, too. And he can't get involved with it.
And these godddamn morons who are sending her husband death threats. Guess what, jackasses? If Terri dies, her husband didn't commit murder. But if you shoot him for letting her die, you have.