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[Blog #258] --- Depressed --- [Tuesday] - Sickness Starting
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Blog #258
Sickness Starting


As always, Film Studies today was the same old, same old - recapping stuff I'd already learnt last year. I got there earlier today, so I got a seat closer to the front. I think my eyes are getting worse - even with my glasses, I'm finding it hard to read things that are far away. :(

English was so strange today, it was actually minorly enjoyable. Perhaps Angela is receiving my telepathic requests to liven up a bit.
We were studying the basic fundamentals about how a child learns to talk - starting with the phonemes, vowel and consonant sounds.

Thus, Angela was making all these weird noises and strange faces with her lips all puckered up and her mouth wide open. Most of us copied her when prompted, lmao.
She had YouTube up on the whiteboard, so she made us watch these hilarious random videos:




It won't let me embed this one, but it had me in absolute fits: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f4Q1QN-SFCM.
It even led me to screenshot and caption the silly cow on it:



To save me time later on, I wrote the essay for tomorrow in the LRC.
I was on the computer for about two hours in there, practically all I was doing was reading about games on Wikipedia then seeing how much they were on Amazon. Lolwut?

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I'd started to feel pretty ill when I was in English - my whole head was aching, starting with my throat, then going up to my teeth and my jaw, my nose and sinuses, my ears and my head - but only down one side.
By the time I'd gotten off the bus home, it had spread to both sides.

I was in at around 4 - and I basically just took off my trousers and got in bed.
This was after I'd went in the living room and told mam I didn't feel well - her exact word response?
"I don't care, you deserve it, you're a horrible person."

Hmm yes. I'm a horrible person just because I called her a cunt.
I wonder what she'd be like if I actually did something serious, like mugged someone or killed an animal.

She did bring me some paracetamol eventually.
This of course, was after nana ringing me and waking me up to have a whinge about my personal message on MSN. She'd texted me yesterday telling me to take it off, so I did... But apparently it keeps re-appearing on the new MSN at the bottom where it shows recent changes. Fucking typical.
I asked her not to tell mam, but I bet she does end up telling her. She can't be fucking trusted.
 
 
   
 

blog #11
bad day. REALLY bad day.
its like no matter what i do, im still destined to fail at life...
no matter how good i am to other people, or happy i pretend to be, or how much i act like i just dont care; its all for nothing.
and i dont know what to do anymore.

i came home after it all went down and just cried. i was standing there feeling stupid for just crying so i went in and got in the shower fully dressed as a punishment. also because i thought it would help soothe me. i get out 10 minutes later still crying.
i call aj. he listens.

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i wont let myself be depressed though. i bounce back. i ALWAYS bounce back. so im going to take a couple of tylenol and im going to sit back and think of all the good things in life like beccabooskii and i am going to blog and i am going to be happy.

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im going to let aj sleep with me in my bed.
 
 
 

   
Halloween, brother's birthday, sick

Hey all its been a little while

For halloween this year what i ended up doing was volunteer at the interim (which is a place for retired people to go when they cannot get into their disred retirement home right away). I was there from about 6:30-8ish, then i came home. We didn't have alot of trick-or-treaters, maybe 40-50, so we still have alot of chocolate bars and stuff. But anyways, when i got back, my brother's birthday party was starting (he's 19 today, but started it on halloween). I really did not want to go into the back room (a big room attached to my garage) because i would feel like a stupid little kid, but after encouragement from my parents failed, Cassie (rob's girlfriend) kinda forced me out there. It was alright. I didn't drink or anything like that, and i talked to people a bit, but after a while more people showed up and it just got too hectic for me, so i went back inside (also because my back was hurting and i was exhausted).

 

On saturday Mikko came over since he was in town (to keep his grandma company incase any trick or treaters came (they don't celebrate halloween). It was fun. we mainly just watched tv and used the computer:P.

Last night though before i went to bed my throat was getting sore, so i was worried i was getting my troat infection back. Last night i slept for about 3 or 4 hours, woke up at 4am, and couldnt get back to sleep cause my throat was hurting, my pounding headache, and i felt nausis(sp?). My mom made me soup around 10am, but i couldnt eat it (my throat was fine by this point..the sore throat last less than 12hours) but couldnt eat it cause of my headache and everything, but i ended up falling asleep for an hour or so, and since then ive felt alot better. I hope i don't have to miss school tomorrow (i don't think it would be likely that i would have to), cause playing the catch-up game with all my classes would be hell:|

 

sorry for the long stories that are unexciting, but there is not much going on besides those things.

 

-:|Kristal:|

 
 
   
 

Hello
I haven't been here in a while; I haven't gotten to do ANYTHING in a while.  I had a visitor this weekend, I was sick this weekend, and now my co-teacher has been absent for 2 days, so the room has been EXTRA chaotic and  right now my back and neck are SO TIGHT IT'S GIVEN ME A HEADACHE.  Even my dad (who I had rubbing it for about 10 minutes a little bit ago) said I was ridiculously tight, and my dad was in a terrible car accident before I was born and the muscles in his neck and upperback are actually warped and go the wrong way, so for him to make that comment....pretty severe.

Otherwise, and despite what I just wrote, things are good.  We have a new aide in our room, and he's hilarious and easy going and will help keep me sane.  I was thinking about how much I missed Amanda this morning, and while I was sitting here trying to do work, my cellphone started ringing and it was Amanda and we got to talk for about 15 minutes and instantly, I had a good day.  Anything negative (like one of my kids being sent home for striking the aide) was severely down-played by the fact that my favorite Amanda in the whole world was thinking of me and called me.  I miss her so much.  I hope South Carolina knows how lucky they are to have her.  That's right.  The whole damn state.
 
 
 

   
boo
got another headache again...you like to listento me whine......ha ha
 
 
   
 

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