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JUAN HELP!!!
i dunno what the fuck to do...
i hate this...
there is so much i want to say...
so many thoughts going through my mind...
i hate being the reason for shit...but that's just the way it is...it's always my fault...
why did i have to let emotions get involved in the first place...why couldn't i see him as just a friend...
the first thing i thought when i woke up was you...and how you really really love me...lol...but on a serious note...thank you sooo much for last night...i appreciate you being there for me...even if you don't agree with my feelings, you listened with open ears...
i kept myself from crying to sleep last night...i just clenched my teddy and layed in bed... all i could remember was what you said...I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH JUAN...eventhough we're angry at each other at times...and at times i hate you for no reason at all...juan...thank you...it's been some tough 6 years, but hey we're still together...we've been there for each other at tough times, and i hope college just brings up even closer...our friendship means so much to me...even though at times i say otherwise...
thank you for collecting my little heart and glueing all the shredded pieces after it's been broken and man handled...
feels like a divorce gone wrong...should i try to fix things, what should i say...will he ever forgive me...is this really the end...
then i realize, yup vanessa, thanks to you...this is the end...
say goodbbye to the hugs, love, kisses, soft words, caresses, slight touches that make you tingle, passionate kisses, longs embraces when he's leaving, taking off his shoes after a long days of work, giving and getting massages, trying to be sneaky about making lunch for the both of us, and most of all, goodbye to him...
¿que hago? = what do i do?
i hate this...
there is so much i want to say...
so many thoughts going through my mind...
i hate being the reason for shit...but that's just the way it is...it's always my fault...
why did i have to let emotions get involved in the first place...why couldn't i see him as just a friend...
the first thing i thought when i woke up was you...and how you really really love me...lol...but on a serious note...thank you sooo much for last night...i appreciate you being there for me...even if you don't agree with my feelings, you listened with open ears...
i kept myself from crying to sleep last night...i just clenched my teddy and layed in bed... all i could remember was what you said...I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH JUAN...eventhough we're angry at each other at times...and at times i hate you for no reason at all...juan...thank you...it's been some tough 6 years, but hey we're still together...we've been there for each other at tough times, and i hope college just brings up even closer...our friendship means so much to me...even though at times i say otherwise...
thank you for collecting my little heart and glueing all the shredded pieces after it's been broken and man handled...
feels like a divorce gone wrong...should i try to fix things, what should i say...will he ever forgive me...is this really the end...
then i realize, yup vanessa, thanks to you...this is the end...
say goodbbye to the hugs, love, kisses, soft words, caresses, slight touches that make you tingle, passionate kisses, longs embraces when he's leaving, taking off his shoes after a long days of work, giving and getting massages, trying to be sneaky about making lunch for the both of us, and most of all, goodbye to him...
¿que hago? = what do i do?
22 out of 24:: ::Rory walks up to a Krystals all the worker inside see him and talk in a different language
::Rory walks up to a Krystals all the worker inside see him and talk in a different language:: "It is the Ceature with Many Mouths! Kill the lights!" ::Place is suddenly closed::
Well the reason for that little role playing. Went to a Krystal tonight. And order to number 8 combos. That's like 12 sandwiches each and two drinks and two sets of fries (4 total) those people looked at me like I was crazy! lol. I LOVE TO EAT! ^_^ Man but I bet they were happy all the money I spent. I shared with my friend. But practically I ate 22 out of 24 Krystals mwahahahaha ::Evil laugther:: Enough to feed a third world country! (no offense ^_^;;)
You guys should have saw it. I came out of that place and had this huge @$$ box carrying the food. The funny thing is. Most my drinks spilled in my car like crazy!!! >.< So I only had two drinks left. Went over to my friend Nathan's house. And all we did was EAT EAT EAT and played more than half of Lego Star Wars. OMG That game is too ::southern accent enter here:: CRUNK! lol It was crazy. So we're through episode 1 and 2 now. 3 next time I'm down there. It's crazy but definately pick up Lego Star Wars. That has some better kills then in the movie!!!
Lately since I've been off work and all this crap is goign on. You know it's so sad to think that work would be totally different but it really isn't. It's just like Highschool. One of the girls was so aggorant and thought she was cute and asked me before I was getting off work if I was Gay. Man I swear can't I be nice and not be assumed that for once. I must have gone through that since middle school. It just made me hate the work place even worse. I'm trying to start anew and yet this happens again. Jeez how many times do I have to go thorugh this. And the girl has another thing to say, and says I should be Gay. And I'm like What the hell is going on~?~ I swear I can't be myself without getting odd looks. no one here in Georgia understands me hardly 99.7% girls here just suck. They're stupid no common sense. They're the worse girls I met in my life. And I grew up around them. I don't know why. But it's just. I'm really stuck in that age area. I hate it. Just because I raised better by one parent. While they have their whole family. I don't know what to think anymore.
It's like I have to be so cold/ an @$$ to actually get with someone. It's scary the way people think that way and accepted it. I was tlking to Rikki tonight in this beautiful rich park. Just telling her what's goign on. Practically because I don't have anyone else to go too. Anyways I'm relaly not trying to worry about it. But it's jsut starting something new and the same sh*t keeps following you.
Now for uber late birthday. I was talking to Holly online. Gotta crush on her but never wouled work out because to many things and age wise. Sos someone slap me. So anyways I did give her this special Edition Cartoon Network Artbook. You cannot find this thing anywhere except the Cartoon Network Vault. But anyways she like freaking wild over it. I didn't expect her to like it so much but she did. Actually that thing is so rare that I wish I didn't give it way. But since I'm a person who just whatever that people just look and like he's either really rich, very mysterious, trying to get some, and of course he's gotta be gay. Anyways go buy Lego Star wars it's the bomb. I'm going to bed to get rest for work. watch me have a hang over because that game! lol (trying not tow worry)
::Rory walks up to a Krystals all the worker inside see him and talk in a different language:: "It is the Ceature with Many Mouths! Kill the lights!" ::Place is suddenly closed::
Well the reason for that little role playing. Went to a Krystal tonight. And order to number 8 combos. That's like 12 sandwiches each and two drinks and two sets of fries (4 total) those people looked at me like I was crazy! lol. I LOVE TO EAT! ^_^ Man but I bet they were happy all the money I spent. I shared with my friend. But practically I ate 22 out of 24 Krystals mwahahahaha ::Evil laugther:: Enough to feed a third world country! (no offense ^_^;;)
You guys should have saw it. I came out of that place and had this huge @$$ box carrying the food. The funny thing is. Most my drinks spilled in my car like crazy!!! >.< So I only had two drinks left. Went over to my friend Nathan's house. And all we did was EAT EAT EAT and played more than half of Lego Star Wars. OMG That game is too ::southern accent enter here:: CRUNK! lol It was crazy. So we're through episode 1 and 2 now. 3 next time I'm down there. It's crazy but definately pick up Lego Star Wars. That has some better kills then in the movie!!!
Lately since I've been off work and all this crap is goign on. You know it's so sad to think that work would be totally different but it really isn't. It's just like Highschool. One of the girls was so aggorant and thought she was cute and asked me before I was getting off work if I was Gay. Man I swear can't I be nice and not be assumed that for once. I must have gone through that since middle school. It just made me hate the work place even worse. I'm trying to start anew and yet this happens again. Jeez how many times do I have to go thorugh this. And the girl has another thing to say, and says I should be Gay. And I'm like What the hell is going on~?~ I swear I can't be myself without getting odd looks. no one here in Georgia understands me hardly 99.7% girls here just suck. They're stupid no common sense. They're the worse girls I met in my life. And I grew up around them. I don't know why. But it's just. I'm really stuck in that age area. I hate it. Just because I raised better by one parent. While they have their whole family. I don't know what to think anymore.
It's like I have to be so cold/ an @$$ to actually get with someone. It's scary the way people think that way and accepted it. I was tlking to Rikki tonight in this beautiful rich park. Just telling her what's goign on. Practically because I don't have anyone else to go too. Anyways I'm relaly not trying to worry about it. But it's jsut starting something new and the same sh*t keeps following you.
Now for uber late birthday. I was talking to Holly online. Gotta crush on her but never wouled work out because to many things and age wise. Sos someone slap me. So anyways I did give her this special Edition Cartoon Network Artbook. You cannot find this thing anywhere except the Cartoon Network Vault. But anyways she like freaking wild over it. I didn't expect her to like it so much but she did. Actually that thing is so rare that I wish I didn't give it way. But since I'm a person who just whatever that people just look and like he's either really rich, very mysterious, trying to get some, and of course he's gotta be gay. Anyways go buy Lego Star wars it's the bomb. I'm going to bed to get rest for work. watch me have a hang over because that game! lol (trying not tow worry)
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